The good times are killing me.

lil Rawra signing in... I don't know what the fuck I'm doing with my life. I like going to see live music & learning about other people. I want to better myself. I'm an animal lover, a wishful thinker, foodie, & a very confused individual. Help me help myself.

[lil-rawra]

Update: Still alive. Having a good time.

[bleeding-pomegranate]

To be queer is to be political, You did not vote, declaring it As if it is a medal to be won, The first pride was a riot We were born breathing tear gas. You have sanded yourself down They say you are one of them People can be tamed as lions, You are a common circus trick, A flicker of your former flame. Not long enough divides us From epidemics and persecution, But yet we have forgotten Being queer is to be unable To forget.

Apathy is assimilation // Harper Calloway (via nearlyahermit)

[lil-rawra]

How my Sunday evening is shaping up: h2o in the wine glass, coffee in the owl mug, snow ❄️ outside, and a dissection of Lori Gruen's "The Moral Status of Animals" for my #environmentalethics class. Praise to the #brainfood #playlist on @spotify. Bout to pull an #allnighter between this, development theory & practice, and global perspectives readings. ☕️💻📚

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#vegan #gyoza This was so freaking delicious.... carrots, kale, onions, spinach, garlic, mushrooms, & tofu sausage to bind it all together.

[clowntearz]

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Pull into my apartment complex and park. I notice these two teens in the car next to me and they panicked and pulled out. I open my door and this is on the ground. Haha. Shouldn't have been scared, I would've asked to hit it. #sillykids

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@bodygames makes me feel all warm & furry. I love you too! 😻🐼🐰🦄 #fuckhb2 #wearenotthis (at The Pour House Music Hall)

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#vegan #spentgrain #chocolatechipcookies These really surprised me, they have a subtle banana taste due to using half a banana as an egg substitute so overalls they were sweet and the recipe I based these off of suggested I sprinkle seasalt on top which was perfect with the dark chocolate chips. #veganbaking #hailseitan

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Today's #recordstore find! $5 for #supertramp's #breakfastinamerica

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Another one from yesterday. Mom scoring high enough to be on the leaderboard for millipede. AMB 👾💖 (at Boxcar Bar + Arcade)

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Filtered but #nofilter. Spent a few hours today geeking over this new batch of #kombucha. One of them is my attempt at #junkombucha (sweetened with honey) and the two on the right are mango tea flavored and the darkest one is from my #organicblacktea continuous brew batch. They're about to spend the next week in #secondaryfermentation. Plus I have two 32oz growlers that are already carbonated in the fridge. Taste test tomorrow!

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Meet laggerhead the #blackandtan turtle. Too cute. (at Lincoln Bottle Shop and Taproom)

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Doing some deep thinking & self reflection. I have come to the conclusion that regardless of my attempts at #selflove and #bodypositivity, other people have attempted to shame me and sadly it does get to me. Someone at my work has said some horrendously negative things to me and continues to and I am really lacking to self confidence to stand up for myself. I am seeking a new job because the added anxiety this is bringing to my life is actually causing me to lose hair. But the worst part is I am now afraid of no one hiring me because of my lack of good looks. This isnt a rant seeking attention cause the last thing I want is others to look at me but I want those of you reading this to stop the shame. You may not think it hurts but I already loathe my body enough. I dont think you need to add to the baggage.

[lil-rawra]

Made #arrozcongandules for my beloved. Puerto Rican #riceandbeans & a #vejigante

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Start with a case of beer, add family, then break out the grill and the motorcycles... You got yourself a #goodday

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Loved that I got a hold of this #afghooey while in WA. 100% legal. Got stupid high. <3 #dabz #concentrates (at Everett, Washington)

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One of my guests saw me off the ship and handed me this beautiful hibiscus!!! So naturally I stuck it in my hat. #shiplife #bigislandlife