lilac

gaslight, gatekeep (lorde, marina, and lana), girlboss.

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I have been looking in my activity and see all this shit from two years ago being liked and reblogged like PLEASE i was so ... back then guys please 😟

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I feel the need to reiterate this too because there has been some sort of migration from twt…that’s the old me💀

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The way I open a lore stream for the first time in over a year (and the first tommy lore stream I’ve watched in a year and a half) and how the hell do you go from “haha funny we won against dream slay” to just “here is my underground cave where I have a crippling addiction to drugs also I haven’t been happy in a while” 😭😭😭

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Logging onto twt and seeing there has been a migration to tumblr has made my day like yasss I’m 15 again 😭😭😭

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I have been looking in my activity and see all this shit from two years ago being liked and reblogged like PLEASE i was so ... back then guys please 😟

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the day lana decides to go on tour is the day my bank account officially tanks.

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the first night of the adiaml tour really made me freak out like AAAA IM GOING :,) and the setlist???? i am losing my mind at how many songs off of froot that are on there

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i really miss summer i was so happy and it was so warm i hate winter it makes me ill it’s sick and twisted and it’s horrible 

i could write a whole ass essay on how much i miss summer and how i need to buy property on the other side of the world to permanently escape winter

like bro i’d just LEAVE like no seasonal depression and cold and feeling unmotivated just bliss

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NEW MARINA SONG I HAVE WAITED SINCE THE FUCKING SNIPPET LAST YEAR IM CRYING ITS SO AMAZING AND BETTER CURE MY SEASONAL DEPRESSION AHAHA

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Last post before I’m 17 teehee 16 TREATED ME SO WELL AMEN

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can we appreciate how everyone pulls up to the drug van and is in full armor and loaded with weapons and schlatt is just like "why is everyone here, is this my birthday party??"

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I MISS MY MCYT PHASE NAURRRRR

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JSCHLATT JUST EXPLODED IM SCREAMING

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I miss my mcyt phase I miss my mcyt phase I miss it I miss it I miss it

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his unfinished symphony

all their reactions to the massive explosion omfg

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I MADE THIS LIKE A YEAR AGO FOR NOV 16TH IN THE PEAK OF MY MCYT PHASE AND WHY DOES IT HAVE SO MANY NOTES HELPPPPP

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Ok so November 16th was a year ago today and that really wrestles my jimmies bc I miss being that excited abt mcyt I MISS MY IMMENSE MCYT PHASE HELPPPP BRING HER BACK THAT WAS SM FUN

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should i create a madison beer stan twitter account just to profuse my love for her and to also maybe get noticed and maybe get followed 🤔🤔🤔🤔I may be lazy but it’s also madison beer so idk

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shaking and crying this music video is everything and more- esp the nissan scene like HOW DO YOU EXECUTE IT SO PERFECTLY?2!2?2! Dead ass probs my fav photo of her now and also my lock screen:

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marina, lorde, and lana all setting up to release new albums and start new eras next year is the equivalent of the stars perfectly aligning- what a year to be alive

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ONE DOWN BITCHES LET’S FUCKING GO

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TWO DOWN IM CRYING THIS ONE HIT DIFFERENT MARINA

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3/3 MOTHERFUCKERS THIS YEAR IS MY YEAR LETS GO ELLAAAAA THIS IS THE SHIT

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OK BITCHES SURPRISE FOURTH ONE FROM MISS LANA THIS IS MY YEARRRRR

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WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT WESTERN INTERLUDE WITH A FUCKING BADASS TRAP BEAT WAHAHTTTTTT LANA DEL REY YOU ARE INSANE THAT MADE MY JAW DROP