You Are Lovely!

Olivia. 32 yrs old; Straight; Female; Recovering From Mental Illness.

[killadelphia]

[mayo0chup]

Why me

[comicedit]

[thesiouxzy]

[thequeenofthewinter]

What PMDD Feels Like to Me

It’s a time bomb waiting to go off. You know it’s here; it’s coming. It’s just around the corner but when? Oh, you’re suddenly sad for no reason? You had a bad thought about yourself? Well, we can’t let that go, so now you’re more tilted than a pinball table. The things you liked to do? You hate them, and you hate the things you make. You never want to make anything again. Why does anyone want to talk to you? Everybody hates you. Why bother getting out of bed?

This happens every month.

Wallow in agony over nothing. Because this is nothing right? Why can’t you just be normal like everyone else? Maybe you’re faking it. Maybe you’re just weak. Maybe this is your fault.

This happens every month.

You lay in bed. You cry. Why are you crying again? It will be over soon, right? You just have to endure until the red tides roll in, and then it’s just the physical pain. You can take that, can’t you? Yes, yes, you can take that if only you can get off of the emotional yo-yo picking you up and putting you down. Picking you up and putting you down. Picking you up and putting you down.

This happens every month.

Shouldn’t you expect this? Why are you letting this happen to yourself? Why can’t you just be happy? Careful, your mental illness is showing, and if you share too much of that, no one will want to talk to you. But didn’t we already establish that no one likes you anyway?

This happens every month.

It ends, and suddenly the clouds clear. The sun is out, and all of this is like it had never happened. Like a switch is flipped, everything is suddenly beautiful and bright again. You are fine. Everything is fine.

This happens every month.

[nourishcolourwellness]

[positivelypositivethoughts]

[inky-sun]

[imightexplodesoon]

being fat while growing up convinced my mind that i am fundamentally unlovable and that my existence is gross, unwanted, and hated

[bloodofjuno]

Meme by & @/whotfisjovana on twitter

[mayo0chup]

Why me

[rileyh20]

When you genuinely forget what you look like and then you accidentally look in a mirror and realize the you that you picture in your head is so much more different

[learningfromlosing]

"It's me, isn't it?"

"Mr. Monk Meets the Candidate (2)" Monk, created by Andy Breckman, Season 1, episode 2 (2002-2009)

[pampeliskasworld]

at this poin I’ll just be posting pinterest memes…

[pinkglitterangeldust]

creds to the tt creator

[inkcobwebs]

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{ "𝒔𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒕𝒆" 𝐛𝐲 𝐥𝐚𝐮𝐟𝐞𝐲 𝐱 "𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒚 𝒊𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒚" 𝐛𝐲 𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐚 𝐫𝐨𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐨 }

[itsohcae]

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