i am burning in the eyes of passing days

i'm lydia and i really love cats (25+, she/her, aka lilia) i love lucina more than i love myself tag list

[liliafax]

Getting back into this paper having set it aside for like 3 months so I have to deep dive back in the literature to get what I want

[dogpuppy]

[kosmogrl]

we got august this week

[sorrrowfull]

[angelicdewdrop]

[sorrrowfull]

[honey-lys]

has anyone figured out how to be a real person yet

[chirasul]

just me. and i'm NOT telling

[gutmunchies]

what the fuck. come on

[liliafax]

Trying to get ready in the morning while your cat is having a full blown zoomies attack is interesting

[notmusa]

SCARED

[s3znl-gr3znl]

[liliafax]

I’m literally so depressed today I fucked up so bad and now no one who can discuss how to fix it is answering my emails. I was up until 4 AM from the panic/anxiety/OCD spiral this has put me in and I can’t focus on my other work that needs to get done.

[liliafax]

Having a panic spiral that’s entirely my own doing that also kept me up literally all night….

[liliafax]

I need to fucking get on this paper sitting in my drafts bc otherwise I’ve completely bonked myself for jobs I think

[liliafax]

If you saw my extended breakdown about my massive experimental fuck up no you didn’t

[dogpuppy]

[liliafax]

I know I went with the current topic for my upper level course bc the chair chose it from my list but I’m currently wishing I had done the other option and just like not given them a choice at all….

[liliafax]

So I fully smashed my phone screen last week and had to get a new one. The problem is that the motherboard is still fully functional on the old, smashed screen phone so it still plays all my alarms every morning and I can’t even get into the device to turn them off or even power off the phone. I’m just trying to slowly drain the battery down which is hard bc I can’t do anything with the device to help with that! I did manage to get all my data back through some kind of arcane magic, so I could just like…. erase and reset it but I keep being like “what if there’s some piece of data on there that I just don’t remember right now and I need….”

[liliafax]

Only comment on the new impeller washing machine is that it’s very odd to have the washing cycle take longer than the dryer after so long if it being the other way around. It looks fine so far though.