About Me - Jay/Lilith Rose - blk fem - 28 - INTJ - Multifandom Characters I Kin - Stein (Soul Eater), Kazutora (Tokyo Revengers), Alucard (Hellsing), Pain (Naruto), Shigaraki (MHA)
Inbox is open but I will only write for fem reader.
Working on something and would like to know what you guys prefer. Would you want one really long one shot or prefer for me to break it up into chapters?
You had loved Shiggy for years before you even knew what the concept of unconditional love was. It wasn’t a fleeting crush or blind devotion, it was a love so deep it settled in your bones a long long time ago. You stayed by his side through every breakdown, every violent outburst, every moment he insisted he didn’t need anyone. You never left his side not even once. You noticed the rare genuine smiles he would give you and you thought that maybe you weren’t the only one feeling this way. You prayed there would be a day where your feelings would be returned.
Tomura buried his feelings for you under layers and layers of self hatred and loathing. Believing that he would never be good enough to win your affection without destroying you in the process. That’s all his adopted father told him that everything he touches will crumble underneath his fingertips. So no he never showed how much he truly cared for you and never admitted that he loved you. For your own protection he kept it all locked away in his heart.
You waited for years however the day your feelings were returned never came. Then you met Toji.
He was everything Shiggy wasn’t; confident, direct, shameless, and emotionally honest in his own way regardless of how it rubbed the people around him. He noticed the exhaustion behind your smile, the way you always put everyone else's needs before her own, and the heartbreak you tried so desperately to hide. He challenged you, annoyed you, made you laugh when you thought you had forgotten how. Unlike Shigaraki, Toji never made you guess how he felt. If he wanted you close, he said so. If he cared, he showed it. He saw you and still chose you, something no other man ever did.
You felt conflicted with your feelings. Although you’ve had plenty of boyfriends you’d never fallen for anyone how you fell for Toji but that felt like a betrayal to Shiggy.
For Tomura watching you slip away to the man he considered his arch nemesis was like torture for him. Feelings of jealousy and hate festered in his heart for Toji. He became distant, closed off, and spiteful anytime Toji came around. Then the confession came but it was already too late. Neither man wanted to lose you. Neither believed he deserved you. What were you to do?
SMUT WARNING (18+ Only)/STORY WARNINGS: Violence, Mentions of Blood, Sexual Content, Vouyerism, Breeding kink, Cheating, Friends to lovers, Enemies to friends, Masturbation (M), Manipulation, Daddy kink, Mommy kink, Sexual coercion, Dubious consent, Toji is his own warning, Shigaraki is his own warning, Self Harm, Voyeurism, Peeping Tom, Unstable Shigarki
Pairing: Toji Zenin/Fushiguro x Fem Reader x Tomura Shigaraki
A/N: I present to you the 400 follower special. Guys I can’t believe we’re here. When I first started this blog I just wanted to share a fanfic I wrote of Enjin because there was nothing around for him and now here we are 400 followers later. I’ve been wanting to write for Shiggy for so long and finally got calm enough to do it. Hope you enjoy it, Shiggy and Toji are really high up there for me so I definitely enjoyed this. There will be another multi fandom special when we hit 500. If you would like to see one sooner please let me know and I can make it happen. Either way please leave a comment and let me know how this made you feel!
Playlist Inspiration made by me (higly recommend to listen while reading):
W/C: 9193
“God damnit!”, you shout into the void as the headlights dim in the rain the farther away the car goes. You’re trapped in this absolute downpour as your boyfriend- well ex boyfriend drives off with his new girl leaving you cold, wet, and looking like a fool for giving him a chance. He was known as a notorious playboy but your mama always says to never believe the rumors you hear about someone and that everyone deserves a chance. You wish she never instilled that value in you because it often bit you in the ass more often than not. It doesn’t help that your kind soul is seen as a damn walking mat for anyone you’ve interacted with and everyone except your best friend Tomura has taken advantage of it. You feel tired. Tired of always wearing this mask to be so bright and bubbly when inside you feel like you’re dying. Speaking of Tomura, you can't even call him to come pick you up because your ex’s new girl rendered your phone useless after she slapped it out of your hand and it plummeted screen first onto the concrete, shattering the screen and any chance of using it in the process. You drop your purse as you cuss at the rain letting nature have your wrath since your shitty ex ran away like a coward.
You saw headlights approaching and you sighed in relief. You thought you’d be stuck at this crummy diner all night but maybe after this person is done eating they can take you home. You hurried into the diner and waited for the mystery person to come in praying that they were a kind soul who would take pity on you.
The door bell rings and you look up in excitement and immediately frown. To your dismay Toji fucking Zenin walks in. He was another notorious womanizer and the talk of campus since he had just transferred in a few months ago and easily replaced the star quarterback. You’ve caught each other staring at one another multiple times but you never made a move out of respect for your boyfriend- ex boyfriend, you weren’t sure what Toji’s intentions were with you. You usually avoided him since you knew Tomura hated him, even going so far as to call him his arch nemesis.
Your eyes met and you had to admit Toji was fine. Inky black hair spilled over aqua eyes as he stared down at you. He had an insane physique towering over you and wearing a black compression shirt so tight you could see every muscle flex each time he moved. He had a scar or the corner of his lips that made you ponder if you could feel it while kissing him.
“Now what’s a doll like you doing in a crummy restaurant like this on this side of town this late huh? Careful now people may think you’re doing something indecent”, he says with a smirk that stretches that sexy scar of his. You feel a tingle in your lower belly and can’t help but look at his lips.
Toji peeps this right away he’s had his eyes on you since he transferred here and with the way you’re eye fucking him it looks like Lady Luck is on his side tonight.
“It’s a pretty sad story, sure you want to hear me vent?”, you asked.
“For a doll like you anytime, excuse me waitress we need a table for two”, you heard him call out.
“Okay please follow me”.
xoxo
The tanginess of the strawberries cut through the sweet syrup as the cloud-like bread melted into your mouth with every chew.
“Okay, now that you got some food in ya, wanna tell me why you were stuck at this crummy diner so far away from campus?”, he asked with a tilt of his head, scar stretching.
“Well you know the former quarterback Satoru Gojo? The guy you replaced? Yeah he just dumped me after meeting up here and his new girl broke my phone so I’ve been stranded. The waitress has been too much of a bitch to let me use her phone so you stopping by is a god send Lady Luck must be on my side”, you replied as your eyes began to water.
Toji looked at you incredulously as he tightened his hands into fists. Not only did the fucking idiot dump you but he left you stranded in this dump, on the worst side of town, and with no way of contacting anyone? He was tempted to hunt him down and knock some teeth loose to teach him a lesson but he knew that’s not what you needed right now. He opened up his arms and angled towards you inviting you in. You collapsed into his arm as you broke down in his arms.
“You know what the worst part about it all is Toji!? Satoru wasn’t even the man I really wanted”, you say with a humorless laugh as you look up at him.
Toji took in your appearance. Your hair was wet and somehow still frizzy and all over the place. Your mascara and eyeliner were smeared all over making you look more like a raccoon than a human. Snot ran down your face and he noticed you had blown some snot bubbles on his letterman jacket but even with all of that going on he still thought you were cute. And Satoru wasn’t the one you wanted? Maybe he had a chance after all.
“Who’s the one you wanted?”.
You avoided his eye as you sighed the name, “Tomura Shigaraki”, you got out through sniffles.
Toji’s brain short circuited, you wanted the campus loser? The nerd that was definitely in need of some heavy skincare and rumored to wear digimon underwear. He heard you two were childhood best friends but he didn’t think that you of all people would have feelings for him. You were the woman every guy wanted himself included and you were crushing after that little freak of nature?
He felt you lightly punch him on the shoulder.
“Don’t look like that”, you said wiping away your tears and snot with a napkin.
“Sorry sorry just wasn’t expecting that to be your answer”, he replied as he fixed his face.
“I know we’re very different and hang out in different social circles but he's been my best friend since we were 4. I know he’s rough around the edges but when he genuinely cares for someone he’s such a great guy”, you said as you nuzzled back into Toji’s chest. Inhaling the woodsy scent of his cologne and relishing in his warmth.
He squeezed you tight to his chest and it just made you begin to cry again. You can’t remember the last time you were comforted like this. Yeah Tomura was usually there but he wasn’t the best with comforting words he usually just held you in silence, letting you pour your heart out and rubbing your back.
“I don’t want you alone tonight Y/N wanna come to my place? I promise it’s clean”, sure he was trying to get in your pants but also what kind of asshole would leave a woman stranded in the worst part of town at this hour and then send you back to your unrequited love.
You thought about it, you really didn’t want to be alone right now and you couldn’t imagine waking Tomuraup at this hour just over a break up. Toji doesn’t seem that bad so maybe going over wouldn’t be a bad thing. At least you won’t be alone and cutting yourself to alleviate the pain but you knew your mom and Tomura hated it when they would see new scars on your arms. You stared at all the scars over your arms and Toji noticed but said nothing. He wasn’t the type to pry.
“You know what, yeah that would be nice Toji”, you replied.
He gave you that devilish smirk as he took out some twenties and left them on the table. He reached out a hand to you and you took it as he led you out the restaurant and into his truck.
xoxo
The hazy smoke filled your lungs as you blew out all the stress of the breakup float away with each exhale. You were on the roof of Toji’s apartment complex basking in the light of the stars.
“Okay Toji I gotta ask. What’s the highest thing you’ve ever done”, you ask as you pass the blunt back to him.
He inhales and holds the smoke in his lungs before exhaling deeply with a giggle, “Okay promise me you won't laugh”.
You held out your pinky to him.
“Bro what are we 5?”, he questioned with a throaty laugh.
“Come on, you can’t break a pinky promise!”, you exclaimed.
“Alright alright it’s a promise”, he said as he looped his pinky around yours, “So the highest thing I’ve ever done was stop at a stop sign and wait for it to turn green. I didn’t realize I could go until another car came up behind me and started honking”.
You burst out laughing till tears were streaming down your face. Toji’s face wasn’t helping his cheeks and ears were red as he facepalmed.
“You promised you wouldn’t laugh!”, he said as he laughed right along with you.
“Okay I’m sorry I know I promised I’ll tell you what I did so we’re even. Okay so I like anime right?”, you questioned.
Toji was trying his hardest to hold in his chuckles so you would finish the story.
“So with the ex quarterback Satoru one night I was watching One Piece but he fell asleep as soon as I put it on. So all of a sudden I realize I can speak fucking Japanese. So I wake him up and put my translation skills to use. He laughed at me for 5 minutes straight until he could explain I was just reading the subtitles!”, you say as you both descended into another laughing fit.
Toji was such a silly guy who knew the star quarterback was such a goofball. You think the only guy you’ve ever had this much fun with is Tomura. Toji wasn’t a bad guy at all and hadn’t tried to get with you once. While you appreciated that you really wanted to know how that scar would feel against your own lips.
“Come here Y/N”, he said as he held out an arm to you.
You took the invitation and laid on his chest. His heartbeat was steady and calm, something about being in his arms was so soothing to you.
You felt him plant a kiss on your forehead making you hold him tighter. This was exactly what you needed who knew Toji Zenin was such a good guy underneath that rough exterior.
He looked down at you and although he could see a smile on your face your eyes still looked sad, “Thinkin of Tomura?”.
“Yeah I thought when we left our hometown and went to college things would be different you know? But there’s still a chasm between me in him. But hey at least we’re still best friends right?”, you felt your eyes begin to water again and you looked at the stars to avoid the tears coming down.
Toji noticed what you were doing pretty quickly and wished you felt comfortable around him to show your true emotions.
“Y/N you look like you’re about to cry”, he said as he looked at you.
“You noticed?”.
“I notice everything about you”.
You look away, “It’s complicated Toji”.
“No it’s not, you’re making it complicated”.
At that you snapped as you sat up with him following you, “How would you know!? You have no idea how it feels! I’ve loved someone for years that still keeps me at arms lengths even though we’re best friends. Every time I thought that maybe…”, you sniffl in between words as the tears began to spill, “I thought maybe one day he would feel about me the way I feel about him”, you finished as you let the tears fall freely.
Silence fell between you two as the night air carried a gentle breeze. You looked to Toji and noticed his usual smirk was gone, replaced by something gentle. Almost unbearingly so.
He broke the silence first, “You deserve better than waiting for someone for years. If he can’t see how much of a gem you are, that's on him for missing out”.
“I know”, you whispered. You felt another wave of tears coming and went to turn away from him but his hand clasped your wrist, not in a demand but in an ask, to stay by his side; to allow him to continue to see the real you.
“You don’t have to pretend to be okay around me”, he said as he wrapped you in his arms again and something inside of you cracked as you broke down yet again. You’ve done so much crying tonight you’re not sure how your body hasn’t been dried out.
He just rubbed soothing circles on your back as you let everything out. You hadn’t been able to share any of your feelings about Tomura, not even to your girlfriends.
After what felt like an eternity your eyes finally dried up.
You looked up into those azure pools, “Thank you for tonight Toji it means a lot to me” you croaked your voice hoarse from crying.
“Anytime Y/N”, he said as you noticed his gaze flick to your lips.
Yours flipped to his and before you knew it you were kissing Toji Zenin. The one everyone had warned you about, the arch nemesis of your unrequited love Tomura Shigaraki, the man who right now feels like a salve on your soul from all the pain you’ve been carrying all these years.
It wasn’t a hurried kiss or a desperate one. It was tentative, careful, like one wrong move would shatter this moment.
You pulled away first staring into his eyes.
“I’ve been wanting to do that for months”, he whispered as he caressed your face with rough calloused hands.
“So do it again”, you replied.
So he did you both close your eyes and his lips met against yours. Tongue swiping along your plump bottom lip asking for more.
You open your mouth and your tongues dance along one another. You moaned into the kiss as you felt that sexy scar against your mouth. Warmth pooled in your belly as you both disconnected and foreheads touched as you stared at each other.
“Toji I still love him. I don’t know if I can give you all of me”, you explained wanting to be honest.
“I’m not asking for all of you, just give me a chance. Please Y/N I promise I can make you happy”, he said and you could see the shimmer of hope glistening in his eyes.
“Okay Toji I’ll give you a chance”.
1 Year Later…
Tomura scratches at his neck until rivets of crimson blood are running down his fingers and neck. He’s pretty sure his life is one of God’s funniest jokes. You’re with your boyfriend, the football star Toji fucking Zenin. He thought when you both left high school things would change, he wouldn’t be the nerdy loser tagging behind in your shadow. He would have the ultimate glow up and he’d gain confidence, he would be someone that’s good for you. Ha what a joke right? If anything, leaving for college did the complete opposite. He was still a scrawny crusty loser while you soared in college and had every guy on campus chasing after you. He was still just your childhood best friend much to his disdain. You’re now juniors in college and you usually switch boyfriends every semester but you and Toji have been going strong for over a year. Out of all the guys to have caught your eye of course it has to be Toji is the one that according to you makes your heart pound and butterflies dance in your stomach. Yup to make matters worse you tell him in detail about how much you love Toji just thinking about it is making him roll his eyes. He’s also overheard you too fucking and while he hates hearing you moan Toji’s name hearing the sounds you make always drive him crazy. Tomura scratches even harder as he thinks, before you two started dating Toji and Tomura hated each other. Like if looks could kill they’d both be dead and gone with the venomous stares they send each other. Tomura was the nerdy scrawny computer science major that went to Pokémon meet ups and had his own collection of Digimon figurines, Toji was the star quarterback and could have any girl he wanted so to say they were on opposite sides of the spectrum would be an understatement. While Toji oozed confidence and was quite the charmer, Tomura on the other hand was branded the campus loser so of course he picked on him any chance he got. It was just a consequence of the social hierarchy. The worst of all of it though? He couldn’t help but to think Toji was so fucking cool. They were both flabbergasted when you two started dating and you weren’t willing to stop being friends with Tomura nor were you willing to stop dating Toji. According to you, if they truly loved you and wanted you in their lives they would learn to get along. Of course they both loved you to the point where they tolerated each other's existence all for your sake.
He remembered the day you broke the news to him on how you were dating Toji.
“Hey Angel don’t cry”, Tomura rasped as he wrapped you in his arms, “we’ll learn to get along kay?”, he says affectionately as he pets your hair. Seeing you cry always broke him and it only took the presence of one pearly tear before he was bending to your demands.
You just broke the news that you were dating Toji Zenin the man that Tomura considered his arch nemesis and at times referred to him as the final boss. You knew that Tomura hated him but the way Toji made you feel was unlike any way a man had made you feel before. And he accepted your feelings for Tomura; he never made fun of you or tried to force you to fall out of love with him. Sure you had feelings for Tomura but he never made a move on you in all your years of friendship and you weren’t willing to put him outside of his comfort zone and possibly ruin the friendship, it's just not a risk you were willing to take. You know Tomura has some really deep childhood issues from the trauma he endured and could be unpredictably unstable at times. You don’t know if a relationship between you two would even be viable. You’ve been friends since you were small children and grew up together. Even though you knew damn near everything about each other you still felt like there was a side of Tomurayou never saw. It just always felt like he kept everyone at arms length, even you.
Tomura felt his heart crack at seeing you cry. You were so special to him you were his world. How could he not fall for you? He just never believed he was good enough for you, that if he were to pursue you he would end up shattering your heart in the process and that was something he wasn’t willing to risk. He’s willing to do anything to make you happy even if it means being cordial to the biggest asswipe on the planet.
“You promise Tomu?”, you asked with innocent watery eyes.
He held up his pinky to you making you giggle as you looped your pinky around his, something you’ve both done since you were children and neither of you have ever broken a pinky promise, “It’s a promise”, he declared as he kissed your forehead.
Looking back at that memory Tomura wished he talked you out of your relationship with Toji harder because one thing he’s learned so far is that you are very loud if you’re with the right guy. He’s currently hearing you get railed by Toji and it makes his skin crawl every time you moan his name. It should be his name you’re moaning! He scratches at his neck until blood pools underneath his fingertips and cascades down his neck. Why? What did he do to deserve this? Was he really that much of an ass in his past life to deserve this? He has to fall asleep listening to the love of his life be pleasured by another man. Normally he’d be jacking off to the sound of your moans but you sounded like a broken record, like Toji’s name was the only thing you could remember.
“Pussy is made for me doll, I’ve fucked her into the shape of me huh?”, he heard Toji groan.
“Fuck yes daddy!”, he heard you moan.
“That’s it baby throw that ass back for daddy”, he heard Toji groan and then a heavy smack.
Yeah no fuck this shit I am not listening to this shit he thought to himself as he felt himself flush from anger. He scratched harder and deeper before grabbing his headphones from the nightstand, throwing on a random song and turning the volume all the way up as he plopped on his bed and stared at the ceiling. He dug into his neck yet again. He knows he’s gonna get an earful from you tomorrow about the state of his neck and all the fresh scratches. You hated this destructive habit of his but knew his skin condition and stress made him wreck havoc on his neck. You always went out of your way to make sure his cuts stayed clean and had even learned how to make a soothing balm for his face and neck. You often spent nights not spent with Toji applying the salve to his skin and wrapping bandages around his neck. Yeah it was pointless since he usually scratched them off but that never deterred you or your care for him. It was obvious you cared for him just not in the way he wanted.
He thought of you as the words ran through his mind.
🎶
Love us together
An eater, I need her
I’ll feed her, I’ll keep her
An eater, I need her
🎶
He felt tears prick at the corner of his eyes as thoughts of you swirled through his mind. Your smile, your laugh, your warmth. You were his everything since the day you met as kids. As long as you two have been aware you’ve always had each other. It’s the reason he’s shared an apartment with you all these years even though it was clear you didn’t feel the same way he felt about you but, it was better for you to be close where he could watch you rather than letting the wolves swarm around you. Thankfully you valued Tomura’s opinion and whenever he told you a guy was no good for you, you listened to him and kicked them to the curb. At least that was the case until Toj, you swore he just needed to get to know him on a deeper level to know how much of a good person he is.
Maybe this is what he deserves, all he did in life was hold you back. How could anyone love someone as depraved as him? He shut his eyes as he willed himself to sleep regardless of the headphones volume. Eventually he drifted into the darkness.
Toji looked down at you as you laid asleep in his arms. He doesn’t know how it happened after just a year but he’s fallen for you. He never thought he would meet the one in college. He was sure he would spend his days being a manwhore and wouldn’t settle down until he graduated but then he met you. Such a sweet and kind woman you had this angelic beauty that radiated from within and he fell fast and hard. He pets your hair affectionately as he smiles down at you. Heart soothing as he held you in his arms one of his favorite past times. To Toji you felt like medicine to the soul. Like as long as you were nearby everything would be alright. He closed his eyes and fell asleep with a smile on his face.
xoxo
It's movie night at your apartment and you’re currently sandwiched between Toji and Tomura.
“Guys what genre should we watch?”
“Action”, Toji answered.
“Horror”, Tomura replied at the same time.
They looked at each other in annoyance.
Tomura used to love your movie nights but ever since you got serious with Toji he had been joining, reducing the alone time he got with you. He looked over to Toji who currently had his arm around your shoulders as you leaned on him. He felt himself seeth with jealousy as he watched you two.
“I’m good with either”, you replied, “how about you two play rock paper scissors to decide which we watch.
They look at each other with disdain, Tomura doesn’t even want to interact with the guy.
“Forget it we can just watch a stupid action movie”, he says with a pout as he crosses his arms and looks away.
You go to comfort Tomurabut feel Toji’s arm wrap around your waist and pull you close. You look up into those cerulean pools and you swear you two talk telepathically. All it took was one look for you to know what each other was thinking at this point.
Toji was no fool. After spending all this time with you and Tomura he’s picked up that Tomura actually does have feelings for you. He never told you he doubted you would believe him and honestly he doesn’t want to lose you. He’s scared that if he tells you about Tomura’s true feelings you would leave him and he doesn’t know if he would ever be able to recover from you leaving. So he kept his observation buried in his heart, sure he felt a little guilty but it’s something he’s just going to have to live with.
You leaned into his touch as you threw on John Wick, one of Toji’s favorite action movies. You were awarded with a dazzling smile that made your heart flutter. He began to kiss your face all over.
“You’re so good to me Y/N”, he whispered against your skin as he nuzzled into your neck.
Tomura felt himself get sick at the current display he was seeing. He got up and made his way to exit the room.
“Tomura, where you going?”, you asked in bewilderment.
“Bathroom”, he replied as he left the room.
Tomura entered the bathroom and locked the door. He rested the back of his head on the door as he looked up and sighed. He doesn’t know how much more of you and Toji he could handle. He looked down and his eyes widened. He saw that you had left a pair of red lace panties on the bathroom floor. Of course they were his favorite color. They must’ve fallen out of your pile of clothes after your shower and you hadn’t noticed. Now what Tomura should do is be a good best friend and return your panties to you right now but what stopped that plan is he could feel that your panties were damp when he picked them up. That short circuited his brain and had all the blood in his body rushing from his brain straight to his dick. He turned the garment in his hands and saw that your essence was still sticking to the dainty lace. He couldn't help it. He brought the panties to his nose and took a big whiff cock immediately hardening as your scent floods his senses.
“Fuck”, he groaned giving up on holding back his impure thoughts as he brought your panties up to his lips and tasted them. You tasted sweet with a slight tang, a taste that had him throbbing in his sweats. He needed relief and he needed it now, he bit his shirt to hold it up and lowered his sweats and boxers, heavy cock bobbing out. There was a large bead of pre that he smeared all over his cock before spitting out your panties on top of his weeping cock. He rubbed the lace all over his length, ruining your panties with his pre. It felt so good he wanted you so badly he was willing to take any scrap he could get. It wasn’t long before his spend was covering your lace panties. The lace was dripping in his spend and his deprived mind couldn’t help it. He took a picture of your cum covered panties and saved it right into his spank bank folder filled with you. He’s taken so many pictures of you walking around and lounging in bra-less bandeaus and daisy dukes on days that were extremely hot.
After he came down from his high he realized what he had just done and guilt washed over him. Here he is taking advantage of your friendship once again. He knows you trust him more than any other person in the world. This is why he knows he is no good for you, he’s too depraved, too sick in the head. He exhales as he stuffs your cum covered panties in his pocket and exits the bathroom not even bothering to pretend to flush.
He makes his way back to the living room and sees you and Toji cuddled up on the couch, your giggles and his smooth voice wafting in the air. Him and Toji make eye contact and he pulls you closer, winking at him, making Tomura’s body flush with heat from anger as his blood boils. He doesn’t think he’s ever hated someone as much as he hates Toji. He knows if he wants to remain on your good side he’s gonna have to sit this one out since he knows you hate it when they fight. He doesn’t even bother entering the living room, just shouting from the hallway, “Not feeling good skipping movie night”, he says before walking to his room and slamming the door so hard it rattles.
You go to get up to check on him, recognizing that he’s upset but Toji stops you.
“Toji he’s clearly upset”.
“Let him be upset he’s a grown ass man he should be able to handle his emotions”, he scoffed with a roll of his eyes, “Neither him or his emotional state are your responsibility Y/N, stop coddling him”.
“You don’t understand what he’s been through Toji. I mean-”
“Yeah yeah, his family died in a car crash, got adopted by a rich guy that treated him more like a student and something to mold then a son, blah blah blah”, Toji said condescendingly as he cut you off.
He knew Tomura Shigaraki has been through some heavy shit but hell so has everyone. Even he came from an abusive family that constantly looked down on him. Sure the family was rich and he never went without but he was beaten daily, I mean his own brother Jinichi and his cousin Naoya held him down and carved this scar on his mouth. Saying that someone as lowly in him in the Zenin complex shouldn’t be the most attractive Zenin around.
“Toji don’t be that way you know how I feel about Tomura”, you say looking away as your heart feels conflicted. You noticed it’s a feeling you feel a lot lately. Probably because you still deeply love and care for Tomura but after all this time Toji has found a way in your heart unlike anyone else besides Tomura ever has.
“I know but that doesn’t mean you have to deal with that immaturity”, he explained as he caressed your face. Toji had never loved anyone like he loved you. Actually he doesn't think he’s ever truly loved anyone until he met you. So yeah seeing you stress and get frustrated by that little spitfuck grated his nerves like nothing else. If he was gonna be too much of a pussy to fess up his feelings for you then Toji would easily take you off his hands and make you forget all about Tomura Shigaraki.
He saw your eyes look to his lips and his flicked to yours.
Your tongues tangled as you kissed each other with desperation.
“Fuck come here Y/N’, he said as he grabbed your hips and pulled you to straddle him.
Your hands landed on his beefy pecs causing your pussy to clench around nothing.
He smirked as he lowered his sweats and you noticed he was going commando. He moved your booty shorts and thong to the side before slowly having you sink onto his length.
It was an insane stretch for you even with how wet you were. Toji is thick and ridiculously long. Anytime you two had sex it always felt like an otherworldly experience. Sure it was probably because you were both potheads but sex with Toji feels just as good with him when you’re sober too.
“Fuck already wet, such a greedy lil pussy you got doll”, he groaned as he felt your velvety walls send him into straight rapture. Toji wasn’t a good guy shit he knows deep down he’s an awful guy and corrupting your soul and this is why he also knew this was as close to heaven heaven he was ever gonna get.
You began to bounce up and down pussy slobbering all over his dick. Desperately trying to hold in your moans so Tomura wouldn’t hear you. Your toes curl as he hits that sweet spot inside you without even trying.
“Nah baby don’t hold those noises in. Let that scrub hear how a queen should be treated”, he said as he gripped your love handles so hard you were sure there would be bruises on them the next day.
You let it all out as you felt his pubic hairs stimulate your clit with each bounce making you moan his name over and over again.
He dropped his head over the back of the couch as he grinded into you from below. Thick neck exposed and looking oh so biteable. You licked the sweat dripping down his neck before harshly biting him, sinking your teeth deep into his flesh making him whimper. Sensations overwhelmed him. His body has always been special, sensitive, and sex was a different experience. What usual humans felt he felt 10x more.
He had to sit up and was greeted by the sight of your perfect tits bouncing in his face. Nipples hard and perked from how turned on you were. He licked his lips as he eyed you hungrily. He took a nipple into his mouth and bit down softly, sending a delicious sensation through your veins as the cord inside you snapped as your body spasmed.
He let go of your nipple with an obnoxious pop, “Fuck Y/N you feel so good my love. Sh- Shit want me to fill this lil pussy up and make your stomach round with my kid”, he growled as his pace became erratic.
You knew he was getting close. He started babbling all kinds of nasty things when he was close. You knew exactly what Toji needed to cum. You yanked on his hair at the base of his neck, making him groan.
Fuck he loved fucking you when you were mad or frustrated over that walking tetanus shot. You were always so rough, desperate, and needy, a perfect cocktail in his eyes. He groaned as he filled you with spurt after spurt of his cum. Cumming so much it began to leak out of your abused hole and onto the couch making an ever bigger mess.
You screamed as you gushed all over Toji’s cock, pelvis, and couch below.
“That’s it doll, make a mess f’me”, he moaned as he kept thrusting up into you.
All you could do was hold on to his broad shoulders as he pushed you past the point of overstimulation and into the plane of nirvana.
“That’s it baby cream all over this dick, get yours Ma”, he groaned as the wet sounds between you both resounded around the room. Finally stopping as he got his fill.
He saw the mess you two had just made as your breaths mingled. He rolled his middle finger in the essence as he held up his glistening finger, giving the darkness the middle finger which you found odd but brain fucked too smooth for you to put two and two together.
“Now be a good girl for daddy and open your mouth fer me, and clean my finger’, he commanded.
You needed no further instruction as you licked Toji’s finger and moaned at the taste of you both.
“Fuckin nasty hoe but, fuck that’s one of the things I love about you”, he sighed as he wiped his spit covered finger over your face before slapping you very lightly to wake up your senses.
What you didn’t realize was that in the midst of your tryst a pair of crimson eyes had observed you in the throes of passion but, Toji had.
“I love you Toji”, you exhaled as you collapsed on top of him knocking him down to the couch.
“I love you too Y/N”, he said as he began to kiss you softly.
He pulled away, giving you one of those rare soft smiles you only saw in private moments like this.
xoxo
Tomura made his way back to his room. He laid on his bed and stared at the darkness. He’s not sure what he was feeling, if anything he was feeling numb, like he just died and now nothing else could hurt him anymore.
He turned on the lamp on his nightstand as he opened the top drawer and looked for his knife. He knew that what he was about to do was something stupid and something that you would yell at him about but he didn’t care. This was a coping mechanism you two developed in your early teen years and had made a pact to quit recently. Currently you were both 6 months strong but he didn’t care. He needed something. Something to tell him that he wasn’t dead and in his version of hell because surely this would be it. Something to tell him he’s alive.
He found his knife and pulled it out, admiring the sharp blade in his hand before bringing it to his wrist and slicing.
Red blossomed against his pale skin as the pain shocked his system.
“I’m alive’, he whispered in awe. He’s alive! He’s alive… This- this was his reality he thought to himself as he dropped the knife and slid down his bed to his knees.
Tears streamed down his face as his heart shattered piece by piece.
xoxo
Karaoke night was in full swing and everyone was having a blast. Well everyone but Tomura. He’s been cold and distant the past few weeks, anytime you tried talking to him about it he would just say he’s fine and put up a wall. It hurt that he was doing that to you of all people but,. You knew not to pry when Tomura got like this.
Tomura walked next to the screen and rudely snatched the mic from his friend Spinner.
He chose his song before looking to you, he began to sing in an angelic voice that surprised everyone outside of the usual circle.
🎶
Oh, my angel
Come back to me
And I will love you
'Til eternity
Oh, my angel
🎶
He crooned to you.
For Toji he was sending a sign of how he felt to you and that’s something he would not accept.
He stood up, walked up to TOmura and pushed him against the wall, “The fuck is your problem singing that to my girl bro!? She’s taken fuck off!’, he shouted as Tomura stood his ground not cowering away like most men would when they see a pissed off Toji Zenin. The man is 6’2” and 200 pounds of muscle. While Tomura was definitely smaller, his build was nothing to laugh at. You saw Toji punch him and Tomura fall on the table breaking it in the process and him hiss as shards of glass went into his back. You saw him sit up and go to reach for the knife you knew he kept in his pocket. You knew you needed to intervene in this fight before things got messy and the cops and an ambulance got involved.
You quickly got in front of Tomura much to Toji’s disappointment, once again you weren’t choosing him, he wasn’t coming first. He never did when it came to Tomura fucking Shigaraki. He swears he’s gonna kill that little bitch and then you would fully be his. Toji honestly contemplated murder if it meant he got to spend this lifetime with you.
Tomura breathed heavily, as you picked the shards out his back. Once you were done he was shoving past Toji and heading out. You chased after him.
“Tomura I don’t want you alone right now I’ll go home with you. Let’s get those wounds taken care of okay?”.
xoxo
You were currently cuddled up with Tomura in one of his hoodies as you both stared into each other's eyes. It had a clean linen scent and a musk that was just naturally him. Anytime you were anxious, stressed, or overwhelmed you just grabbed one of his hoodies and took a deep breath. It always managed to ground you, like just the thought of him being near settled your soul.
You looked at Shigaraki. You knew most people weren’t attracted to him but he was so beautiful to you. Snow white hair, ruby red eyes, a lean physique and the cutest beauty mark under his lips. You were so distracted you didn’t even realize his lips were mere inches away from yours.
He closed the gap as you both closed your eyes and your lips met. His were slightly dry and chapped but you loved feeling them against your own.
He broke away first, “Y/N? Can I touch you”, he asked tentatively.
You titled your head in bewilderment, “You are touching me Tomu”, you said in an innocent tone.
Red flags immediately sounded the alarm in Tomura’s mind. You only called him Tomu when you were in a seriously messed up space in your head. This latest spat between him and Toji must’ve pushed you over the edge. He knew he shouldn’t try to make a move on you now but he was scared that if he didn’t make a move now, Toji would take you away forever without him ever expressing his feelings for you.
“Y/N, I want you. I don’t have the strength to stay away from you anymore”, he rested his dry forehead against yours, “Can you take my hoodie off please, I want to see you. All of you”, he rasped.
You took off his hoodie and exposed yourself to him.
He licked his lips as his eyes roamed your figure, “I want to touch your pussy Y/N”, he said without breaking eye contact.
“Y-You can touch me Tomu”, you whispered.
He lowered a hand between you both as he slipped a finger between your folds, finding your clit quickly, drawing tight circles on your clit with dexterous fingers from years of gaming.
“Mmmmm baby you were thinking about me huh”, Tomura taunts. He sees you go to cover up and stops you immediately, “Wait wait it’s okay you’re not doing anything bad just comforting a friend right? Comforting your best friend? Yeah?”
The wheels begin to spin in your head. Something feels wrong but Tomu is different. He wouldn’t take advantage of you right? Like there’s no way he’s your best friend after all.
You lower your arms and expose yourself to him feeling vulnerable as his ravenous blazing red eyes roam all over your figure.
Pupils widening as he takes you in. You’re just so perfect and of course your tits were perfect. The perfect size and round and perky. He lowered his head and took a hardened bud into his mouth.
You jumped as you felt his wet tongue over your nipple. He felt so good your body acted on its own, you moved to straddle him. His sweats were the only barrier between your cores and he could feel you soaking his pulsing cock under the material. He sucked on your bud harder and pinched your other nipple with his fingers as you began to grind against him.
“T-Tomu, f-feels good. More puhleeaze gimme more”, you whimpered as you continued to grind against his length.
Ruby red eyes stared back at you, glimmering with hunger like jewels in a cave.
He popped his mouth off your nipple and it tingled against the cool air.
“Like it when I suck your perfect tits mommy?”, he rasped as he went to your other nipple licking it lewdly. He started to grind against you as he grabbed your ass cheeks.
“Fuck I love it Tomu. You’re making mommy feel so good”, you whined as you grinded harder. Clit catching on the tip of his cock with every whine of your hips sending you to a plane filled with euphoria as the coil in your stomach snapped.
You came all over him drenching his boxers and the same couch you and Toji ruined a week prior. Tomura swore he had died and went to heaven. Surely Toji must’ve killed him and he’s currently in the afterlife and dreaming of you because there’s no way you feel this good and he hasn’t even put it in yet.
You felt your orgasm ripple through you again suddenly, senses too dulled to pick up on it until now, “Tomu!”, you whimpered as he never stopped moving. All the sensations through your body were becoming too much, overstimulating every nerve in your body.
Tomura felt his lower stomach tighten as absolute rapture flooded his body. Boxers becoming sticky by the copious amount of come spurting from his body. He had never come so hard in his entire life. Sure he was a virgin and doesn’t have much experience with women but this was surreal.
Your foreheads came to touch as you both came down from your high.
“WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS!?”, you heard Toji shout from the entrance of the door. So jarring it makes you jolt back to reality. Immediately getting off Tomura as you cover yourself.
“Well at least I got to touch you before I died”, Tomura said with a cocky grin as he winked at Toji. Mimicking what he Toji did a week prior.
Tomura felt a flash of pain on his cheek as you slapped him.
Tears welled in your eyes as you stared at him in disbelief, “You know what it means when I call you Tomu and where my state of mind. How could you take advantage of me like that Tomura… Y-you’re supposed to be my best friend”, you said as your heart cracked and the tears fell. You looked to Toji, “I’m so sorry baby I didn’t mean to hurt you”, you whispered low but besides your voice the room was quiet and static.
“I’m going to fucking kill you”, Toji said plainly. You had told Toji and he has seen it himself when you’re in an altered state of mind and he decided to make a move then? Yeah. Murder. Murder is the answer.
You jumped between him and Tomura, “If you hurt Tomura you hurt me too”.
Toji sighed as he looked at the ceiling and cursed God. Why, why on earth did he allow you to fall in love with such a dusty freak. Fine he knew if he was going to have you he would have to do this. He was gonna wait until your senior year but now he can’t.
“Y/N I want to fucking marry you!”, Toji shouted as he dropped to one knee.
You could’ve sworn your brain stopped working at that exact moment. Marry? Toji wanted to marry you? You felt your eyes water as you looked at the ring he pulled out his pocket. It was beautiful. A chocolate pearl centered in a gold band. You brought your hand to your mouth as you realized the importance of that ring. You’ve heard it described countless times over and over again during late nights. It belonged to Toji’s grandmother, the only person in his entire family that had ever shown him love and kindness. Before her passing she gave the ring to him and told him to give it to his soulmate and the person he wanted to spend forever with.
“T-Toji!?”, you said in shock.
You looked down at him and then to Tomura tears welling up in your eyes as you realized you’ve just been given an impossible decision.
“Baby don’t leave me, you're like a tattoo on the front of my brain. All I care about anymore is having you in my world. Please don’t give up on our forever”, he begged, voice cracking the first time you had ever heard it do so.
“Y/N I know what I did was fucked up but we’re soulmates. Choose me”, Tomurahe commanded.
You looked between them, you couldn’t choose so you chose to answer, “Both. I choose both of you”, you stated like it was the most obvious choice in the world.
“Eh?” Tomura croaked.
“Huh-”, Toji huffed at the same time.
“I choose both of you. If you both really love me like you say you do then you’ll let me have both of you. You wouldn’t make me choose’, you said as you crossed your arms and stood your ground.
Toji and Tomura looked at each other and both cringed in disgust at the idea of being intimate with the other.
You rolled your eyes at their idiocy, “You wouldn’t have to be with each other you idjit, just let me be with both of you”.
They looked at one another and sighed, before giving one another a handshake in a truce.
xoxo
“Really Y/N you’re gonna let this little freak of nature fuck fuck you first”, Toji sneers.
You gave Toji a death stare, “Toji don’t be mean!”, you looked at Tomura with a hungry stare in your eyes, “Come on Tomura baby just sink into me”, you said as you locked your legs behind his slim waist.
He did as instructed as he stared deeply into your eyes.
“T-Tomura wait”, you whined as he bullied his thick cock into you. It wasn’t as much of a stretch as with Toji but it was still significant. It burned in the best way though and you solidified this moment into your mind. Your first time with Tomura.
A heavy cock slapped lightly on your cheek.
“Come on doll eyes on me, suck this dick baby”, Toji groaned as you took him in your mouth, corners burning from the obscene stretch.
“Perfect”, Toji husked as he felt his balls tingle as you licked all over his heavy thick cock before taking him deep down your throat. Toji grabbed your hair before starting to thrust in and out of your wet mouth, groaning with every gurgle.
“That’s right you’re doing such a good job for us Angel”, Tomura encouraged.
You could do nothing but take it. Once one pulls out of one end the other pushes in and vice versa leaving you at their mercy but God if you didn’t love it. Every nerve in your body tingled as they used you however they pleased.
“Such a perfect whore”, Toji moaned, “And she’s ours, holes were only made for us”, Toji groaned as he placed his large calloused hand on your throat before squeezing and feeling the outline of his cock making him groan. He knew you were a throat goat but it amazed him every time you blew him.
Tomura couldn’t believe he was actually making love to you right now after all these years of yearning you were finally his and you felt so so so good. Drool leaked from the corner of his mouth as his tip kissed your cervix with each thrust making your toes curl and tears leak from your eyes from their harshness.
You were just so happy, being able to be with the two men you loved and they were both such passionate lovers. Even with Tomura using you like a sex doll and Toji abusing your throat you had never felt more turned on or loved in your entire life. The coil in your stomach wound tighter and tighter the rougher they got. Tomura started biting your chest with the intent to leave marks all over your body, biting hard enough until a copper tang filled his mouth.
He looked up at you as he licked the blood off your wounds.
“Fucking freak”, Toji growled as his pace became erratic as he watched you two. The sex between you two was so primal it was turning him on even more than being in this fucked up situation.
You screamed around Toji’s cock as your orgasm crashed through you, making your legs shake around Tomura’s waist as an unbelievable high washed through you.
“Fuck Toji she’s milikin me I can- can’t pull out”, he whimpered as he filled you up with his cum. He doesn’t even think he’s ever came this much in his entire life. He knew for sure that if you weren’t on some type of contraceptive you would definitely be pregnant now without a doubt.
Toji hated to admit it but watching you and Tomu cum together sent him over the edge and cumming deep down your throat. You greedily swallowed all of it making sure to not waste a drop.
You all disconnected and laid on the couch as you thought about what just happened and what the future entailed.
“So now what?”, you asked as you laid on Toji’s chest and Tomura wrapped an arm around your waist.
You knew this relationship wouldn’t be easy and would take a lot of work but it was a future you were willing to make happen and so would the guys.
Toji looked at the both of you and for the first time he didn’t feel anger when looking at Tomura but more so something akin to kinship.
“We just take it one day at a time”, Toji explained and for the first time all your hearts were at peace.
Thank you 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽 guys we made it to 400 followers! I’m working on the multi fandom special and would like to know who would like to be tagged when I post it. Here’s a snippet:
Tomura scratches at his neck until rivets of crimson blood are running down his fingers and neck. He’s pretty sure his life is one of God’s funniest jokes. You’re gone yet again out with your boyfriend, the football star Toji fucking Zenin. He thought when you both left high school things would change, he wouldn’t be the nerdy loser tagging behind in your shadow. He would have the ultimate glow up and you would see that the one meant for you was right by your side all along. Ha what a joke right? If anything, leaving for college did the complete opposite. He was still a scrawny crusty loser while you soared in college and had every guy on campus chasing after you. He was still just your childhood best friend much to his disdain. You’re now juniors in college and you usually switch boyfriends every semester but you and Toji have been going strong for over a year. Out of all the guys to have caught your eye of course it has to be Toji is the one that according to you makes your heart pound and butterflies dance in your stomach. Yup to make matters worse you tell him in detail about how much you love Toji just thinking about it is making him roll his eyes. He’s also overheard you too fucking and while he hates hearing you moan Toji’s name hearing the sounds you make always drive him crazy. Tomura scratches even harder as he thinks, before you two started dating Toji and Tomura hated each other. Like if looks could kill they’d both be dead and gone with the venomous stares they send each other. Tomura was the nerdy scrawny computer science major that went to Pokémon meet ups and had his own collection of Digimon figurines, Toji was the star quarterback and could have any girl he wanted so they were on opposite sides of the spectrum. While Toji oozed confidence and was quite the charmer, Tomura on the other hand was branded the campus loser so of course he picked on him any chance he got. It was just a consequence of the social hierarchy. The worst of all of it though? He couldn’t help but to think Toji was so fucking cool. They were both flabbergasted when you two started dating and you weren’t willing to stop being friends with Tomura nor were you willing to stop dating Toji. According to you, if they truly loved you and wanted you in their lives they would learn to get along. Of course they both loved you to the point where they tolerated each other's existence all for your sake.
Shiggy appreciation post because I love him and need to vent. I want to write something for Shiggy so bad for so long but every time I try I get emotional and teary eyed. I didn’t even cry over Nanami’s death this badly. I feel like I’m being dramatic especially since you know he isn’t real but I really do love him. He’s my comfort character 🥺🥺🥺 How can I break out this cycle so I can write about him?
Y’all I am working She chapter 5 but we are almost to 400 followers!!!! I know I asked before what multi fandom fic y’all wanted to see next and previously Toji, Shigaraki x Reader was chosen but now there’s almost an additional 100 of you in the community so I am holding the vote again. Please vote for what you want to see for the 400 followers special! They will all be x Fem reader.
Which one y’all want to see 👀👀
The Loser and the Jock: Toji (JJK), Shigaraki (MHA)
Summary: You start to see more of who Jabber is as a person but, it doesn't deter you. If anything it does the complete opposite as you realize you've falling for him.
NON-SMUT WARNING: Yandere Jabber, Stalking, Mentions of Suicide, Mentions of Heavy Drug Use, Mentions of Sexual Abuse
Pairing: Jabber x Reader
A/N: I present to you chapter 4! Thank you for being so patient with me. I was trying to wrap this fic up in 6 chapters but it may end up being 7 or 8. Mind the non-smut warnings, this chapter becomes heavy at the end. I'll either be working on Ink Between Us Part 2 or Toji's chapter of Dark Desires next.
Playlist Inspiration made by me (higly recommend to listen while reading):
W/C: 2,741
You collapse onto your bed, thankful that classes are finally over. This week has been so chaotic you haven’t even been able to spend anytime with Jabber after going official. Sure you text all the time and have nightly calls but that’s not enough you need your man, and you need him now.
You squeeze your thighs together as you reminisce about your last time with Jabber. You remember how full he made you feel and fucked you unlike anyone ever has. You feel your face heat up when you remember that you ruined one of Jabber’s friends' bed but he was just dicking you down so good you couldn’t help it.
You reach out to your nightstand and grab your vibrating rabbit. You set it to the max setting and place it directly on your clit and insert the thrusting portion. The sensations send pleasurable currents flowing through your body. As good as it felt it didn’t come close to how Jabber made you feel. You sigh in frustration. Ever since you had sex with Jabber you haven’t been able to get yourself off. You knew after the first time you were ruined for anyone else but you didn’t think that would include yourself. You decide to just give up and go to bed but leave the toy in. Maybe if you kept it in you could dream of sex with Jabber since clearly he’s the only way you can get off now.
Jabber plops on the bed with his laptop with Jinx jumping onto his chest and curling in a ball and purring softly. He pets her as he brings up the software that will let him watch you from the hidden cameras in the wolf plushie he gave you. He’s an insomniac so he usually watches you sleep while sleep evades him. He used to spend his nights up smoking, gaming, and programming but since meeting you that’s changed. Luckily for him you cuddled the plushie as you slept with the cameras facing towards you. He looks at your face through the computer and he swears he falls for you even harder. He swore you were a work of art carved out of marble. Just so perfect and all his. He hates how you two haven’t been able to spend any time together since the party and he’s missing you really badly. He decides that he needs to see you now, he sits up and tosses his laptop and carefully moves Jinx placing her on his pillow. He throws on a pair of sweats and a purple tee and makes his way to your home right to your window.
Jabber carefully removes the lock off your window and eases his way into your room. You look ethereal as he stares down at your sleeping form. Even with a bonnet on and no makeup you were still gorgeous. He watches your chest rise and fall and it puts him at peace. He hovers closer as he looks down on you, admiring your beauty in the moonlight. He knows he’s watching you like a creep but he can’t help it. He was already an unstable person and his need for you amplified that. He could’ve watched you from the camera like he usually does but he wanted to see you sleep in person.
You feel a presence through your dreams and wake up to a dark room with a figure standing above you.
You go to scream but a hand clasps over your mouth causing you to panic. You go to push it off until you hear a familiar voice whisper, “Shhh relax Ma it’s just me” at recognizing the voice you immediately relax, “Now you’re gonna stay quiet when I take my hand off your mouth yeah?”, he asks, staring down at you. You nod in response and Jabber let’s go.
“Jabber, what the fuck are you doing in here!?”, you harshly whisper to make sure you don’t wake up the house. Red flag alarms are going off in your head. You check your phone and see that it’s 3AM, what on earth could’ve possessed him to sneak into your room so late? If he wanted to see you all he had to do was call.
“You’re real pretty when you sleep, baby girl. Just wanted to enjoy the view”, he says as his pink eyes roam your body.
You go to pull the cover over you after realizing he was seeing you in a purple lace teddy.
“Why you actin all shy like I ain’t seen every inch of you there is to see”, he chuckles as he lays on the bed next to you, “C’mon Ma we haven’t seen each other in like a week I don’t get a kiss?”, he says with a wiggle of his slitted brows making you chuckle.
You plant a soft kiss on his lips and it makes him grin.
“That’s my girl, I just needed to see you. I missed you Y/N. Couldn’t be apart from you any longer”, he whispers as he showers your face in soft kisses making you giggle. You shift your weight and at this point remember that you left a toy in. You were hoping to dream of him but, him appearing in your room was even better even if he was just watching you. You found it to be a bit creepy but endearing at the same time but now that he was finally in your bed your primal brain took over. Instead of having this pathetic toy in you could have the real thing that will feel a hundred times better.
“Baby sit up for me and move to right in front of me, I have something to show you”, you commanded in a sultry tone as you spread your legs as far as they could go, showcasing your hot pink toy bulging out of your teddy.
“Y-You left a toy in”, he asks in awe as he stares at your crotch. Well this he wasn’t expecting, he moves your teddy out the way and sees your slick drooling all over the toy, making him throb in his sweats.
He pulls the toy and it slips out easily and he sees how you’re soaked.
"Fuck".
“Wanted to dream about you Jay. I been missin you”, you coo as you squeeze your breasts for his lustful gaze.
“Damn baby let Daddy take care of you”, he says as he lays you down and hovers over you lowering his sweats and boxers, not even bothering to remove his shirt. He needed you now.
He lines his leaky tip with your core, “Ready baby?’, he asks as he plants a kiss on your forehead.
“Always for you”, you respond, making him grin as he eases into you.
“Fuck I missed this lil pussy baby, she’s so wet and tight”, he groans as he stills inside of you.
You cover your mouth to muffle your moans. Trying your hardest not to wake the whole damn house up. Jabber is biting his bottom lip barely holding the whimpers back. As much as you two try to be quiet there’s nothing holding back the mattress springs protesting at the rough treatment or the headboard banging against the wall.
Jabber couldn’t help it. It's been too long since he was in your tight little pussy. He presses your legs to your chest as he went deeper and harder. At this point it dawned on you, you really were ruined for anyone else.
“J-Jay puhleaze harder”, you whisper.
“Of course baby, let Daddy take care of you”, he obliges as he rams into you and sucks on your neck. Being sure to bite down enough to leave a mark, to even draw blood which he moans at the metallic taste.
All of the sensations were becoming too much and overstimulating you. He felt so good and the pain from the bite concocted a delicious sensation to run through you. You knew you were about to squirt and had to warn him before it was too late.
“Jay, wait I’m gonna ahhh-”, is all you can get out before you push him out and gush all over his pelvis, sweats, and the sheets below.
“Look at you making a mess f’me. Awww you tryna run away from this dick baby”, he cooed as he saw you try to scoot away,”Come on just hold out a little longer I-I’m almost there”, he groans as he sinks back inside of you and sensually thrusts into you.
You stared into those fuschia eyes and swore he could see into your soul.
Jabber felt like he was on cloud nine. Out of all the men and women he’s been with none of them could compare to you. No you were his angel, his salvation, for you he would do anything. He felt your walls grip him impossibly harder and your nails dig into his back and he knew he was about to lose it.
You were trembling from the aftershocks of your orgasm. Your body felt boneless and drool leaked down your chin which he greedily licked up. Jabber was fucking you like he hated you and you were loving every second of it.
“Open your mouth f’me pretty girl”, he commanded.
You did as you were told and he spit right into your mouth. He didn’t have to say a word before you were swallowing then sticking your tongue out showing him what you had done.
That visual sent him right over the edge,“Fuck Y/N!”, he growled as he came emptying his load into your abused core. He stilled himself as your heavy breaths intertwined as you both came down from your high. He pulled out and laid next to you. Pulling you into his arms and kissing your forehead.
This is nice you thought to yourself. Sure he broke into your house and snuck into your room but he clearly did it because he was missing you. Honestly the more you thought about it the cuter it seemed, like he couldn’t bear being apart from you for a second longer.
Jabber felt at peace. It was always a sense of calmness that washed over him whenever he was near you. He doesn’t think he’s ever felt so at peace in his entire life.
You were looking at Jabber in a new light and thinking maybe, maybe he’s the one but you knew you needed to get to know him more before voicing that thought out to anyone.
“Hey Jay, can I ask you a question?”.
“Of course Y/N. I’m an open book for you”
You looked up at him while resting your head in his chest, his heartbeat was steady, “Can you tell me more about your childhood? Why did your mom kick you out?”.
“That’s not a fun story, sure you wanna hear it?”, he asks with a raise of his slitted brow.
“Yeah I wanna know everything about you Jay”, you said as you sat up and placed a gentle kiss on his lips.
“Can you lay on my chest, I don’t think I can tell you everything if you’re looking at me”, he says with a nervous chuckle.
You press a kiss to his cheek before laying back on his chest.
Jabber gulps nervously before speaking, “ Shit where do I even start. Well I’m the youngest of 4. Pretty sure I was an oopsie. My mom was 40 when she got pregnant with me. I had a pretty awesome childhood. I had an amazing mom and dad and my older siblings would visit frequently. Everything was perfect. I loved my family so much, especially my dad, we-”, he clears his throat,” We lost him to cancer when I was 13 and that’s when everything started to fall apart. My eldest brother committed suicide shortly after his passing. Couldn’t handle living without my dad I guess. My mom, she turned to drugs; crack, meth, and heroin. It didn't matter what it was as long as she got her fix and could take her away from reality she’d take it. She couldn’t handle my dad and brother being gone. My other siblings stopped visiting, and the family basically broke apart. My uncle moved in to take care of me and help my mom but he- he-”, he stopped.
You heard his heart begin to race, “Baby we don’t have to talk about it if it’s too painful”, you explained.
“No, I want to tell you. It started off as touching my ass, then my crotch when we were alone. Then it escalated… he would rape me, over and over again. It was awful and fucked me up for a really long time. Honestly, it still does. I mean I can’t even figure out if my sexuality is what it is or if his influence strayed me from what my true sexuality is”, at this revelation you feel your heart drop. No wonder no one knew the real him, why would he trust anyone if he couldn’t even trust his own family during a vulnerable time. Your heart ached for him and you wrapped your arms around him and pulled him impossibly closer.
“You know I’ve been smoking weed since I was 13”, he says with a chuckle devoid of all humor, “At this point I don’t really know how to function without it especially with my insomnia. I’ve lost count of how many nights I’ve had to smoke myself to sleep. But yeah I would avoid home as much as possible just out on the streets fighting, dealing, anything to avoid being in that house. My mom found out about how I was in the streets when she finally got sober when I was 16 and then wanted to act like a mother. Told me either I can leave the streets behind and stay in that house or I could go. So I left”.
Silence enveloped the room, you weren’t even sure where to start, you weren’t expecting this.
“Look Y/N, I’m not a good guy, honestly I don’t even know why you’re willingly with me. You shine bright like the sun whereas I belong only in the darkness. My soul is broken and hideous. You should hate me!’, he said before sniffing.
You felt something wet touch the top of your hair and looked up to see tears running down Jabber’s face.
“Oh Jay baby I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to make you cry”, you said as you sat up and caressed his cheeks with your hands, “I could never hate you. I- I love everything about you, good or bad I accept you Jabber. I want you and I want to be yours not for some short spring fling but forever. I love you Jabber”, you said as you pressed your forehead against his.
“This heart, it beats for only you”, he said as he placed your hand on his chest, “I love you Y/N”.
Your lips met in a tender kiss. Conveying love in a way words never could. He deepened the kiss as you softly pulled on his locs making him groan. He disconnected and let out a yawn, making you giggle.
Surprisingly a wave of sleepiness washed over him, could being next to you be a cure for his insomnia. He pressed a kiss on your forehead before getting up, “Imma go get us some warm towels so we can clean up. I’ll be right back”, he said as he threw on his sweats and walked out.
You sat up and grabbed your phone and Beats earbuds and waited for his return. Once he was back he wiped your core and himself before placing an extra towel over the wet spot on your bed. He layed in the dry spot and wrapped you in his arms.
“I want you to listen to a song. It's my favorite song for sleep. Here put this in”, you command handing him an earbud”, you both lay down face to face breaths syncing.
This feels so intimate like it’s just you and him in the world as the music cascades into your ears:
🎶Sleep happens to you
It's not a failure if you can't
In any case, you will at some point
Fall
You'll let go
And you'll forget where you are
If you can't
I'll stay up, I'll stay up too
I'd rather see everything as a blind tomorrow
If you do🎶
Is the last thing you hear before slumber overtakes you.
Could I request Frieren in a Bisexual threesome? Tbh what I'd like to read the most is the cuddling after the deed, maybe some teasing, some kissing, some pinching, but like near sleep comfort. I guess it'd be a Male Reader and a Fem Reader
Summary—You and Dante have always talked about pegging but, neither of you have ever made a plan to go through it. That changes after tonight, a night filled with new experiences and sensuality.
You run up to Dante with a giddy expression while holding a black bag in front of you. This is something you two have discussed before but never made a solid plan on when it would happen. You decided you wanted to surprise him today.
Dante looks at you suspiciously, you look like a kid in a candy store and it’s lowkey making him nervous.
“Babe, what do you have in the bag?", he questions.
“Take a guess, it’s something we talked about before’, you say with a mischievous smirk.
“Oooo is it the new dance dance revolution from Japan!? Aww babe you’re the best”, he says as he goes to hug you.
“Not quite”, you whisper as you slowly pull the box out the bag and show it to Dante.
You see his eyes widen and a blush flow across his cheeks. The box being displayed is a pegging kit for beginners. You two discussed trying it out months ago but neither of you ever took the initiative to make it happen but you decided to make that change today. You finally decided to explore the sex shop that you pass on your way home and lo and behold right in the window was a pegging sex kit. Right then you felt the urge to grab it before you could chicken out of the idea. You were so excited after the purchase that you raced home, driving way over the speed limit so you could get Dante under you as soon as possible. Just the thought of the man as a blushing blubbering mess as you ram into him had you feeling hot all over and running up the stairs to your apartment even tripping on the top step in your haste.
“Oh.. and you want to do it now?”
“Yes love, I've done plenty of research over the past couple of months and I promise to make you feel good”, you grab his hand and lead him to the bathroom’ “now let’s strip and get all cleaned up before we start”.
xoxo
You lay Dante on the red silk sheets below as you climb on top of him. Your kiss is a clash of teeth and tongue as you kiss each other desperately. You feel lust pool within your stomach as your tongues move against each other. His tongue just feels so good against your own it has you moaning. You bite his plush lower lip before moving to pepper his jaw with kisses as you move lower. You feel the heat radiating off his body and bite his neck, making sure to leave a mark. Dante is gorgeous and both men and women always have their eyes on him so anytime you get frisky you make sure to leave plenty of marks to claim him as yours. Yes jealousy is not a good look on you but you honestly can’t help it. You move to play with his nipples, twisting them between your fingers causing him to groan. You grind your weeping core against his cock and the feeling makes you a moaning mess as your clit grinds on his throbbing length.
“Yeah baby use my cock, your pussy feels so good drooling all over me”, he whispers huskily in your ear.
“Fuck Dante you feel so good”, you whine as you grind your hips faster.
Dante holds onto your hips and starts thrusting his cock between your soppy folds. You almost get lost in the sensation until you remember this night is all about his pleasure and trying something new. You stop moving your hips and Dante groans underneath you.
“Dante tonight is all about you, let me make you feel good”, you say as you kiss him softly before sitting up.
You look down at his cock and his tip is flushed an angry red and leaking. You figure now is the time and grab the lube from the nightstand and apply it generously on your middle finger. Dante sits up on his elbows and looks down at your lubed up finger and gulps nervously.
You can sense the nerves rolling off him and the hesitancy.
You cup his face with your non-lubed hand and rub his cheek with your thumb, “Baby it’s me, you know I would never do anything to hurt you. You trust me right?”, you say as you take your hand away and begin gently kissing his inner thighs. You want this to be a good experience for him and have no problem taking your time to make sure he’s comfortable.
Dante knows you’re right. You would never hurt him and with this realization his body relaxes.
“Yeah babe I trust you”. He can feel his heart hammering in his chest with excitement and nervousness swirling in his stomach. This is something he’s always been interested in trying but never trusted a partner enough to explore, that was the case until he met you. He feels your finger swirl around his entrance and takes a deep breath.
Your eyes meet and you gently prod at his entrance working him open. You slowly slide your middle finger in all the way to the knuckle.
“You’re doing so good”, you coo sweetly as Dante groans. Fuck it’s only one finger but he already feels like you’re so deep. It’s a feeling he’s not uncustomed to but it’s not unpleasant as he wills his body to relax. He knows the sooner he adjusts the quicker it’ll feel better. He sees you squirt more lube onto your finger and feels you wiggling around like you’re searching for something.
“Babe what are you ee-”, He yelps as he feels a jolt of pleasure run through his body as you find his prostate. He sees you have a devilish smirk on your face as you insert another finger and gently massage the spot.
"What's wrong babe cat got your tongue?', you question as you rub against that spot.
He feels his brain going fuzzy as the pleasure zips through his body he can't even respond to you. Fuck he would’ve done this sooner if he knew it was going to feel this good. He feels pre leak from his tip and goes to wrap a hand around his cock that you quickly swat away. He groans as you pick up speed thrusting your fingers in and out of his puckering hole.
You feel blessed by the vision currently bestowing you. Dante is panting heavily and his cheeks are flushed a rosy pink. His eyes are closed in pleasure as he throws his head back and releases a high pitched whine. His fluttering hole is sucking your fingers in every time you pull them out. Just the thought of such a powerful demon hunter losing himself in pleasure from a couple of fingers has your core clenching pathetically around nothing. You decide to surprise him with some extra stimulation and lower yourself to lick a long languid stripe from the base of his cock to his reddened tip as you continuously thrust your fingers inside.
“Fuck, just like that”, he shouts so loudly you’re pretty sure the neighbors heard it.
You lick all the pre leaking from his tip savoring the taste. You slowly sink further and further down his massive cock until you gag, wincing as you feel the corners of your mouth stretch to their limit to accommodate his girth. Taking Dante down your throat is always a struggle no matter how many times you do it but the look on his face makes it worth it. You slowly work your mouth up and down as pearly tears well up in your eyes and drool pools in the corners of your mouth.
Dante feels like he’s floating on cloud nine especially when he looks down and sees you gagging on his cock.
He feels the pressure building in his balls from your skillful tongue and fingers. He feels like he’s about to burst at the seams.
“Y-Y/N, fuck I’m so close, p-please”, he stammers.
You’re surprised it usually takes longer for Dante to cum but the dual stimulation must be getting to him. You ease your mouth off and remove your fingers resulting in a whine from Dante.
“Now now don’t be so impatient Dante. This isn’t the main event”, you chuckle.
You get up and insert your legs into the harness and attach the dildo. You grab the lube and squeeze a handful onto your hand before gliding the cold sticky liquid over your cock making sure you’re lubed up as much as possible.
You look at the swell of Dante’s ass and can’t help but to slap his cheek leaving a red handprint in your wake.
“Babe please stop teasing me and put it in already. The anticipation is killing me”, he whines.
You chuckle and push his thighs in towards his chest, “Hold them right there for me sweety”, you say and he quickly holds his legs in place. You rub the tip of your lubed dildo around his pink fluttering hole and slowly start to push inside. You hear Dante mutter a curse word and immediately stop.
“Fuck babe please don’t stop”, he groans.
You continue to push inside until you're buried to the hilt and your hips are flush against his ass. You don’t move to give him time to adjust to the feeling. The dildo in the kit wasn’t exactly small or large, just around medium sized but this was his first time being penetrated and you didn’t want to overwhelm him.
“How you doing Dante? Feel good?”, you ask as you pepper his face with kisses and gently thrust inside him.
“So fucking good, you’re so deep’, he slurs. He feels so full, it’s a new feeling but it feels euphoric, "Babe I'm ready you can move", he pants.
You begin to move and he can feel you continuously glide against his prostate and it has him panting hard. He hates to admit but he can already feel the telltale signs of an orgasm coming on. He looks up at you with hazy eyes and sees a warm genuine smile plastered across your face.
You give Dante slow sensual thrusts trying to convey your care and love to the man through your bodies.
Dante is melting under you, not a thought is going on in his head besides how good this all feels. You’re ramming into his prostate with each thrust and it has him leaking like crazy. You take the time to pinch and pull on his perky pink nipples to add stimulation. He feels like he’s losing his mind from all the pleasure he’s experiencing.
“You’re taking me so well Dante” you coo sweetly, “Still feeling good baby?”, you check in as you slow your thrusts so he can answer.
“S-so good babe, please don’t stop. Fuck me!”, he shouts as he grips onto your hips and starts pulling you harshly to him.
Well if that’s what he wants and he’s feeling good you think to yourself as you pick up the pace. Loud squelch sounds are echoing through the room as skin slaps against skin. The headboard is banging against the wall and you’re sure you’ll both get another noise complaint from your sexual escapades. With Dante’s moans and groans floating through the air all the sounds are creating a nasty symphony that has your slick dripping down your thighs. You lean down and press your lips against his swallowing his moans.
He breaks away to warn you, “Babe I’m about to cum!”.
Pride swells in your chest as ropes of cum spurt all over his abs as he cums untouched. It was a glorious sight to behold as his back arches, his face scrunched in bliss with his pink lips forming a perfect O and his milky cum glistening and dripping down on his abs. You stop thrusting to take a finger and run it through the sticky mess before moving your finger to your mouth and licking it clean. You moan at the taste making Dante groan underneath you at the debauchery.
“Babe that was freakin awesome but boy am I beat”, he says as he flops his head down on the pillow, “but don’t worry I’m not gonna leave you hanging. Come ride my face, it's the best seat in the house,” he says as he grins up at you.
Ink Between Us (Professor!Qifrey x Student!Fem Reader)
Summary - Professor Qifrey is who every male loving student on campus wanted and you were not immune to his charms. Now you find yourself in his physics class desperate for something more between you two. When an opportunity to grow closer to him during his office hours appears do you take a chance to explore more?
Author’s Note: Started Witch Hat Atelier and Qifrey is so dreamy, I had to write something for him since there’s not a lot out there. I hope you enjoy next post will hopefully be a continuation of one of my stories. Also let me know if y’all want part 2. Definitely possible if this does well on AO3 and Tumblr.
Playlist Inspiration made by me higly recommend to listen to this while reading to get the vibe:
W/C: 4,882
You sighed dreamily at the sight of Professor Qifrey in front of you.
“And that class is Newton’s three laws of motion. Now let’s dive deeper into the law of inertia”, Professor Qifrey explained in that honeyed voice of his. Moving his hands in an animated way from excitement that you found to be absolutely adorable.
You were only catching every other word of what came out of his mouth, like usual you found it quite difficult to pay attention to Professor Qifrey’s lecture. He was just so unbelievably hot, it should be illegal for a professor to be this fine.
He had short striking white hair that framed a face of ethereal beauty. High cheek bones, a delicate nose, and pouty pink lips adorned his face. And his eyes, they were unlike anything you had ever seen before. A mesmerizing electric blue that drew you in like a siren song leading a sailor to the depths of the ocean. They were fierce, slightly intimidating, yet soft at the same time. He had a slender build with toned muscles bulging through his button up and khakis and every now and then.
All in all Professor Qifrey was mesmerizing. How on earth were you supposed to focus on physics when he looked like that? Sure you heard rumors of Professor Qifrey’s looks, it’s the only reason you signed up for this elective but daydreaming of him and seeing him in person were two completely different experiences. Instead of finding it easy to pay attention your mind wandered to daydreaming of you and Professor Qifrey in different positions. You nibbled on your pen tip as you watched him. He made direct eye contact and gave you a gentle smile making your core ache.
That was another thing about Professor Qifrey, he is the kindest man you have ever met and is known for his kindness. From fostering cats to volunteering at the soup kitchen, Professor Qifrey is a pillar on and off the campus. He was extremely patient during his office hours as they were always full and busy but even so he catered to each student to the best of his ability and often stayed late to help his students. All of it just made you want him even more. Men your age that looked good had the biggest egos and were typically assholes. You’ve tried dating around to find Mr. Right and well the men in your generation fell short but Professor Qifrey? He was absolute perfection. If only you could have him all to yourself you’d even accept a one night stand. You simply craved the man in a way you’ve never craved any person before.
You always made sure to look your best on days you had his lecture. You put on your favorite lipstick, your best push up bra, and short skirts that showed off your legs. You knew it was pointless but you only wanted Professor Qifrey to see you at your best.
You packed up your belongings and made your way to the library to chill with a friend before Professor Qifrey’s office hours.
“Y/N! Hey girl, how has your day been going so far?”, your friend Daniela asked.
“Just another lecture filled daydreaming of Professor Qifrey”, you replied with a sigh.
“Y/N I don’t know how you’re taking that class. For starters it’s a physics class and you’re going to school for social work, and then Professor Qifrey is so fine I would be drooling the entire lecture not paying attention to a word that comes out his mouth”, she giggled at you.
“I know I know but ever since I saw him for the first time I knew I had to take any opportunity to see him more. I remember our first meeting like it was yesterday”, you replied.
xoxo
Crap I’m going to be so late on the first day of class, you thought to yourself as you ran through campus. Your alarm had failed to wake you up on time and you had to hurry to your class as a result that was on the other side of campus! To make matters worse you missed the bus to your class and had no choice but to take a detour with the next bus. Now you look like a chicken running with its head cut off. You turn the corner and run into a solid wall landing flat on your ass. At least you think it was a wall but you look up to what you think is an angel, at least that’s what you think when you see his face and his left eye as his right is covered by a black lens.
“My apologies dear, are you alright”, he asks as he bends down and offers a hand to help you up, “You’re not hurt are you? Oh my apologies madam where are my manners, I am Professor Qifrey and I apologize for bumping into you”, he says with a slight bow.
This is thee Professor Qifrey? He looks like he just fell from heaven. What on earth did they put in the water for a professor to look like this!?, you thought to yourself.
“My- my name is Y/N, it’s nice to meet you Professor Qifrey”, you replied in a steady voice.
“I noticed you were in quite a hurry Y/N is there anything I can do to assist you?”, he asked.
“I don’t think so, Professor Qifrey, I'm just late for class. I overslept and didn’t hear my alarm going off and now I need to make it to Professor Ragnar’s class as soon as possible. He is a stickler for attendance and punctuality”.
“Ahh yes my colleague can be quite unforgiving. I have an idea how about I accompany you to class? I can simply state that I needed your assistance with something and then all should be forgiven”, he says as he gives you a warm smile that has butterflies fluttering in your stomach.
“I would truly appreciate that Professor Qifrey”, you replied as you felt your face heat up as you noticed you both were still holding hands. Your hand was wrapped in his warm slender fingers. Much to your dismay he retracted his hand as he began to walk towards the class with you walking by his side.
“So what do you teach Professor Qifrey?”, you asked hoping he was a social work professor in advanced classes you haven’t attended yet with you only being a sophomore. You knew you’ve been told before what department he’s in but right now your mind fails you, still too shocked.
“I’m a part of the physics department. I find studying the wonders of the universe to be absolutely marvelous. Nothing can compare to a new discovery and our universe is full of mysteries. To me space is even more fascinating than the depths of the sea. To see how everything works to keep our lives in perfect equilibrium is bewitching!”, he replied excitedly waving his arms. You noticed that he tended to speak with his hands especially when he was excited, “ Oh my apologies Y/N I’ve started to rant. What are you studying? What year are you?”, he said as he blushed in embarrassment.
You tried your best to cement a picture of Professor Qifrey blushing in your mind, “I’m a social work major and I’m a sophomore. I know I should’ve been better with my alarm but I don’t even remember snoozing it”, you said with a sigh.
“I think you’re being too hard on yourself Y/N. We’ve all had things like this happen. Besides you ran into me and I will make sure to smooth it over with Professor Ragnar”, he reassured you.
“Thank you Professor Qifrey. I really appreciate you taking time out of your busy schedule to do this for me”, you replied as you arrived at the classroom door.
“Well of course you seem like a good student and it was a pleasure talking to you”, he said as he opened the door.
xoxo
You reminisce about your first encounter and since then you’ve been absolutely smitten to the point where you chose an introduction to physics class as an elective once you learned he would be teaching it.
“Hello! Earth to Y/N!? Geez come back space cadet”, Daniela said with a pout.
“Sorry Dee, just walking down memory lane”, you said with a dopey smile on your face.
“Seriously though Y/N why not make a move? You only live once you know at least that’s what you remember. And besides you’re hot and a professor/student relationship sounds like some spicy fun”, she said like it was the most obvious thing in the world.
You thought about it. You would love to explore a relationship with Professor Qifrey no matter how taboo it would be but you just didn’t know how to create a chance to explore a deeper connection between you two. You didn’t want to jeopardize both of your livelihoods for temporary pleasure.
“I know I just haven’t found the right chance yet”, you replied with a pout.
“Yeah yeah, isn’t it time for you to run off to his office hours?”, she asked as she gathered her things already knowing that’s where you would be headed next.
“Thanks for hanging with me Daniela, I’m going to head to Professor Qifrey’s office”, you said as you gave her a tight hug goodbye.
“Of course anytime Y/N talk to you soon!”, she said, returning your hug and giving you a kiss on the cheek.
You left the library and thought about Professor Qifrey. His beauty, his kindness, his mind, even his voice, everything about him made him the ideal partner in your eyes. You entered the building and made your way down the hall to his office and knocked on his door.
“Come in”, you heard his silky voice reply.
You opened the door and to your surprise there were no other students in the room.
You sat on his rich espresso leather couch as you took in his space. You never paid much attention to the decór since his office was usually filled to the brim with people but now you were able to take everything in.
There were rows of bookshelves lined with worn books that you could tell have been read over and over again. His mahogany desk was filled with various papers and a quaint cup filled with traditional ink pens with an ink bottle sitting nearby. The room was painted in a serene pinkish orange glow as the setting sun cascaded light in the room.
You were still surprised that today you were the only one at Professor Qifrey’s office hours. You were 2 months into the semester and this had never occurred before. You checked your phone to look at the lecture groupchat and saw that the class had unanimously agreed to skip office hours this evening in order to give your Professor a much needed break. This revelation had your mind spinning, an evening alone with THEE Professor Qifrey! You knew you shouldn’t do anything to jeopardize your attendance at this school or Professor Qifrey’s position but when are you ever going to get another chance like this?
“Welcome Y/N it’s good to see you. I was beginning to think my students hated me by leaving me all by my lonesome”, he said with a chuckle, “How can I help you today? Was today's lecture difficult to grasp?”, he asked with a tilt of his head.
“W-well”, you said as you leaned forward squeezing your boobs slightly with your arms to emphasize your cleavage,”I’ve been wanting to spend some alone time with you all semester Professor Qifrey”, you replied as you pursed your lips.
Qifrey had to use all of his willpower to not look down at your plump chest in front of him. You were such a tantalizing enchantress, he questions if you’ve put a spell on him but nevertheless if this is the path you choose to walk on he won’t stop you.
“Really? You’ve been craving alone time with me? But why?”, he asks with a tilt of his head feigning innocence like he hasn’t caught you eye fucking him during his lectures.
“Well it’s- uh I want- ummm”, you stammered as you tried to work up the courage to confess your deepest desire.
Qifrey stood from his desk and walked towards you. He lowered his head till your faces were mere inches away from each other.
“You wouldn’t perhaps be thinking of something naughty would you, darling?”, he asked in a smooth voice not betraying the inner turmoil he was facing.
Qifrey knew this was inappropriate. To have relations with a student should go against his principles but you were bewitching. Ever since you stepped foot into his class he’s imagined you in all sorts of ways. This opportunity truly was a dream come true. He’s not sure how he was blessed to have office hours with only you but he wasn’t going to question it. No he was going to thoroughly enjoy ravishing you from head to toe. To worship you like the goddess you are.
You felt your face heat up at his words but you shouldn’t be surprised. Professor Qifrey is a very astute man and probably noticed your lustful stares a long time ago but you never imagined he would feel the same way or that you would get this chance with him.
Your heartbeat quickens as you realize how close he is. Lips only centimeters apart. The woodsy scent of his cologne is the only thing grounding you to reality and before you know it his soft lips are on yours. You close your eyes as your lips move against each other slowly and sensually. Like you both were trying to cement this moment into your brain forever. Sparks danced where your lips touched and if this is how a simple kiss felt you couldn’t wait to explore him more. You felt his tongue slide against your bottom lip and you opened your mouth, tongues languidly moving against each other desperately making you both moan into the kiss.
Qifrey is the first to break away from the kiss, “May I remove your clothes?”, he asks in a tentative voice. Like he’s careful to approach you in fear of ruining the moment.
“Of course you can Professor Qifrey”, you replied as you heard your heart thundering in your ear. You were still shocked by this development but you were going to enjoy every second of this experience.
He looked at you from head to toe trying to decide where to start. He decided on first lifting your camisole before un-clipping your bra, exposing your breasts to his hungry eyes. Then lowering your skirt and panties in one swift motion. He knelt down as he slid off your pumps. He stood back up and looked down at you marveling at your figure.
“Absolute perfection”, he said as he eyes you.
You tried your best to not let your insecurities ruin this moment but it wasn’t long before you were sucking in your stomach and covering your breasts with your arms. Looking away from his ravenous stare.
Qifrey noticed the shift and that simply would not do. Did you not realize how beautiful you are? You are a divine being amongst mere mortals. No one compares to you.
“Don’t cover yourself up dear. You are magnificent from head to toe”, he said as he caressed your face lovingly.
You feel your face heat up at the compliment and butterflies dance in your stomach. You released the breath you were holding and lowered your arms to your side, baring everything to him. It left you feeling vulnerable but in a way it was also freeing.
“That’s it, love. Show me everything”, he commanded as he began to plant soft kisses all over your body. Fireworks sparking each time his pillowy lips made contact with your skin. In between kisses he’d bite you hard enough to leave a mark thoroughly marking you as his.
“May I touch your core Y/N?”, he asked as he leaned over you, one hand on the back of the couch supporting his weight..
“Please”, you whined as you rolled your hips up clit desperate for any kind of attention.
“Settle down Y/N””, he said with a chuckle,”I’ll take real good care of you. Pretty sure I can make you scream my name”, he whispered huskily in your ear as he nibbled on your ear lobe sending shivers down your spine, “I see you like the thought of that. Such a nasty girl, yes you are absolutely perfect aren’t you dear?”, he said playing with the edges of your underwear. Every second that was passing without him inside of you or touching you was pure agony.
“Now we’re going to test your focus”, he said as he rubbed your puffy clit through your lacy underwear making you whimper as you finally felt some relief. You’d never been happier to wear lingerie on one of his lecture days, yes you’ve imagined this scenario happening dozens of times but, you never expected it to actually happen.
He pulled your damp panties to the side and reveled at the sight of your core wavering in anticipation. He slowly inserted two fingers making you moan as your gummy walls stretched along his fingers. He placed a knee on the couch as he used his other hand to tear your lacy underwear off and placed them in his back pocket.
You were surprised at the action. You would never imagine the sophisticated man to be so perverted.
“P-Professor Qifrey I don’t b-believe this should be a part of studying for the test”, you moaned as you felt his slender fingers pumping in and out of you. You felt him curl his fingers and hone in on your sweet spot.
You immediately dig your nails into his back as your toes curl and your eyes roll back. It was too much, it just felt so good. Your mind could only focus on him and how long you’ve been wanting this.
“Of course it should darling, we’re simply testing your focus”, he whispered in your ear as he gently bites on your neck making sure to leave a mark.
“Now tell me what are Newton’s three laws of motion hmm?”, he asks as he adds a third finger and relentlessly thrusts into you. Cock aching from how tight your walls squeeze around his fingers. If this is how you feel on his fingers he truly couldn’t wait to feel you wrapped around him.
He dipped his head lower and sucked your hardened nipple into his mouth moaning at the taste of your skin on his tongue.
“The ah- law of inertia, the oh fuck- the law of force and acceleration, and the- Professor Qifrey”, you whined as he inserted a fourth finger making you lose your mind.
“Come on love, you’re almost there. I promise to reward you once you give me the third law. You can do it Y/N”, he whispered seductively as he sucked on your neck harshly before biting down hard enough to leave indents of his teeth.
“The- the third law is the law of- law of action and reaction”, you whimpered as the stimulation wound your core tighter and tighter until you were hovering on the edge of rapture.
“Perfect I knew you could do it, now cum for me Y/N”, he said as he watched you come undone with a lewd expression on his face. Taking in everything like he was studying a masterpiece at a museum but it wasn’t too far off. To Qifrey you were a work of art. He’s seen and been with plenty of men and women but none of them could compare to you.
And that’s all you needed to fall over the edge. You shuddered as your orgasm crashed through you. You felt like you were falling into the abyss of pleasure, it felt like you were breaking apart and Qifrey was stitching you together into a being who’s only desire was to be with him.
“Mmmm- that’s a good girl Y/N, I believe you’re ready for me now”, he said as he kissed your temple and stood to his full height and began to disrobe, “Lay on the desk for me darling I promise you’re going to enjoy this”, he replied as he finished taking off his clothes and shoes.
You admired him from head to toe, his creamy skin was unblemished and his cock was hard and head flushed pink. Pre leaked from him in a copious amount betraying how calm he looked on the outside. He positioned his tip at your entrance and lifted your chin to make eye contact with you, “Are you ready Y/N?”.
You cupped his face in your hands, “I’ve been ready since the moment I first laid my eyes on you Professor Qifrey”.
“Please darling when we're like this just Qifrey will suffice”, he said as he slowly began to sink into you.
Your brain caught onto his words, is this not a one time thing? You wanted to explore that thought further but feeling him inside you and your walls stretch to accommodate him took your breath and thoughts away. He felt perfect inside you like this is what you were made for, to be with him.
“Mmmm that's right darling just keep taking me. You’re doing such a good job Y/N”, he said between pants as he began to pick up the pace, thrusting with so much force his nameplate, pens, and ink bottle scattered all over the floor but neither of you could care about the mess you’re making.
He reached so deep inside you, you swore his tip was kissing your cervix with each thrust inside. The delicious sensation it sent in your body had your hips meeting his thrust for thrust. The sex between you two was raw and passionate; it couldn't compare to your previous experiences.
Qifrey reached down between you two and lightly circled your clit with his slender finger. The sensation sent shivers down your spine as your eyes rolled back from the pleasure. At this moment you knew you were ruined for anyone else, you couldn’t fathom how a man could be so perfect. So beautiful on the inside and outside and catering to your pleasure. You’ve never had sex with such an attentive partner in your entire life.
“Q-Qifrey please, please!”, you begged. What you were begging for you weren’t sure, for reprieve, for more, you couldn’t decide. The only thing you knew right now was that you needed him.
“Yes Darling, I’m here just tell me what you need?”. he asked as he eased up a bit to allow you to respond, rocking slowly in and out of your velvety walls. The feeling of electric tingles working its way up the base of his spine signaling he was close.
“I just ah- I mmm, I just wanna be yours Qifrey”, you finally stammered out as your orgasm crashed through you. The electric sensations moving through you was too much to handle, the pleasure was becoming too much, you could do nothing but hold onto him as you squirted all over his pelvis, the desk, and papers below you.
“There we go love, just absolute perfection”, Qifrey said as he brought his fingers to his lips and licked up your essence. The feeling of your walls clinging onto him barely letting him move and becoming drenched in your cum was enough for him to know his end was near.
“That’s right Darling keep taking me just like that” he groaned as he ravaged you. Your gummy walls gripped him tighter and tighter making it hard for him to even thrust out. He could’ve sworn that he had achieved nirvana, your cunt being his salvation.
“Hold on Darling I’m going to cu- ah” he whimpered as he came deep into your womb, his spend filling you up until your shared release spilled onto his mahogany desk.
You collapsed onto the desk as you looked up at him in a daze with a dopey smile on your face.
Qifrey was making sure to burn this memory into his mind. You looked so alluring on his desk with your body glowing from your release. He kissed your lips softly before moving to separate you, your lips merely inches away from each other. He made eye contact with you, you becoming lost in the azure pools, “Y/N my word, that- that was transcendental” he whispered as if talking at his normal volume would break the electric spell between you two.
“That was unlike anything I’ve ever felt before Qifrey”, you reply as you caress his face with your hand. This experience was too special, Qifrey was too special, you knew you couldn’t just make this a one time thing or not explore a relationship between you two. You clear your throat as you gather the courage to ask him out, “Maybe we can go to a coffee shop together out of town? You know as a date”, you said hurriedly fearing his answer. Nervous that he might only desire you in a physical way.
“I would love that Y/N that sounds lovely”, he said with the brightest smile you had ever seen him give.
His eyes lowered at the mess spilling onto his desk, “I’ll say Y/N your pussy looks quite tempting. I do wonder how we would taste together”, he says as he gets on his knees and eyes your cunt with a hungry gaze.
“Professor Qifrey, what are you doing?”, you asked with a confused head tilt.
“If we are to have a relationship in the future it will just have to be Qifrey when we’re in a private setting. Now don’t worry Darling, this is a part of the aftercare. Just lie back down and enjoy this”, he says as he licks a stripe up your cunt moaning at the taste of your shared cum. You tasted like pure ambrosia and he made sure to lick up every drop that leaked from your plump pussy. He was so eager in devouring you, his nose bumped against your clit with every swipe of his tongue, sending delicious ripples of pleasure washing through your body.
You grabbed onto his hair ruffling the white silk even further as you grind your pussy against his tongue. Desperately seeking the attention his tongue would give you.
He disconnected from your cunt to press gentle kisses to your inner thighs, “That’s right love use me”, he said in a sultry tone as he dived back in not wasting a drop that leaked from you. He wanted to see you come apart once more and if you came from his tongue that would be even better.
You felt the tell-tale signs of an approaching orgasm and tried to warn Qifrey, “Qifrey baby wait I’m gonna- ah-QIFREY“, was all you could get out before you squirted all over him, drenching his bangs, glasses, and face. You claw at his desk so hard that you left scratch marks along the wood disrupting its once pristine condition but it was the only thing you could do to keep you from shattering. You panted heavily as you came down, realizing what just happened. Embarrassment washed over you, your body had never reacted to anyone like that before let alone during oral alone.
Qifrey just stared at you as droplets of your essence dripped off his glasses and into his awaiting mouth. He licked his lips and when you looked into his eyes you were startled, he looked drunk. Like he had gotten drunk off your nectar and it possessed him to ravage you, a searing aphrodisiac that consumed him with lust.
“Professor Q-Qifrey I’m so sorry I didn’t mean to uh-“, you were suddenly stopped by Qifrey passionately kissing you, tongue exploring your mouth. You tasted yourself and him on his tongue and moaned at the taste.
Qifrey was in heaven he knew you were something special. Rules and societal norms be damned there’s no way he’s not pursuing a relationship with you. He needs to find a way to keep you as his, he knows the college dimwits are going to be after you I mean how could they not, look at you?
Perhaps, he should impregnate you. Yes it would be an extreme measure but there was no way he was letting you go now and a child between you; well that would make you tied together for life. Maybe he could get you to see reason but if not well he’ll do what he has to.
“Told you I'd make you scream”, he said as he rubbed soothing circles to your inner thighs. “Y/N I truly don’t want our time to end. Perhaps you would like to join me in my home as we watch the sunset over a cup of tea?”, he asked.
A precious smile graced your lips that made his heart flutter, “I would love to Qifrey”.
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You giggle as you watch your husband Xavier, a Ragdoll hybrid, play with his toy. You twirled the feather in front of him and he swatted at it, ears flattening to his head in frustration as it circled him. How cute you thought to yourself. You simply adored Xavier. You two have been together for around 5 years, you rescued him from a brothel that treated hybrids as lower citizens and tortured the poor soul. Ever since he came into your life you promised to spoil him and give him the life he deserves and made sure to live up to that promise especially once you found out you were Xavier’s mate. While mates between different species is rare, it's not impossible. You two have been meant for each other since you first met.
Xavier truly thought he was in heaven. The owner of the brothel he came from was abusive and treated him terribly. Life wasn’t easy for a courtesan, especially a hybrid one at that. You however, are the complete opposite. Compassionate, kind, patient, and loving; always going above and beyond to make sure he was comfortable and living a good life. He was cold and distant at first not believing a word you said about living a good life or being treated like a king but over time he came to trust and love you and accept the bond you shared. Now he couldn’t imagine a life without you. You are his soulmate, his true love, his starlight.
“Okay Zay, that’s enough playtime. Now it’s time for a bath”, you said as you got up and put the toy in his toy bin.
You glanced back at him and saw his tail flicking back and forth furiously. He had the cutest pout on his face and had his arms crossed. Only struggle with Xavier nowadays is his dislike of his daily baths. He hated to get his tail and ears wet but, you knew exactly how to convince him.
You stood up and lowered your bath robe to the floor revealing that you were wearing nothing underneath. You watched as his eyes hungrily explored your body from head to toe.
“Okay I guess I’ll just be taking a bath alone”, you said as you turned and started walking to the bathroom. You heard hurried steps behind you and grinned to yourself. Works like a charm every time you think to yourself.
xoxo
“Wait Zay, I have to add a bath bomb. Zay hold on”, you giggled as he lifted you up and placed you in the bath gently with him following right behind.
“We can add a bath bomb next time starlight. Right now I just want to be in the bath with my mate”, he said as he sighed and relaxed into your bosom. This is Xavier’s favorite part about bath time, the ability to relax on your chest and play with your tits when his hormones took over.
You moaned as you felt his fingertips pinch your nipples and roll them lightly between his slender fingers. You felt your pussy pathetically clench around nothing as the sensation traveled through you.
“So sensitive starlight. Stay still Y/N. I promise I’ll wash up after I’m done”, he said as he took a nipple and lewdly sucked the bud into his mouth, making you moan even louder. Your toes curl as he swirls his tongue over the hardened bud.
“X-Xavier, feels so good baby”, you whimpered.
Xavier loved hearing your moans and praise, it was like music to his ears. He began purring making yours walls flutter, begging to be filled by his girthy veiny cock.
“Zay baby please I need you. Do more please”, you beg.
He decided to not torture you and lowered a hand right where you needed him to. He circled a finger over your clit lightly before slowly easing his finger in being careful to not hurt you with his claw. You were so wet his finger slid right in and it wasn’t long before he was honing in on your G-spot. Your eyes rolled back as pleasure rippled through you. You don’t know how you existed before life with Xavier but you know you’ll never go without mind blowing sex ever again.
“That’s it starlight, just relax and feel me”, he whispered in your ear as he nibbled on your earlobe. You couldn’t take it anymore, your body began to shake as your orgasm crashed through you, sensations overwhelming you.
He admires your beauty and checks in, “You okay Y/N?”
“Perfect Zay”, you slur as you feel his finger leave you.
“Good starlight now lay back and relax while I wash us up”, he said as he carefully cleaned you both.
You almost fall asleep in the tub until Xavier shakes you gently to wake you up. He’s chuckling as he lifts you out of the tub and dry you both off.
“Hmmm how about to end the night we watch Coraline? How does that sound?”, he asks as he’s already in the process of throwing the movie on, knowing that you will never deny an opportunity to watch your favorite movie.
Xavier extends an arm out to you and you quickly cuddle up to him, your back against his chest. You felt so safe in Xavier’s arms like nothing wrong could ever happen to you as long as he was by your side. You felt so grateful to have him in your life and you knew he felt the same. You felt him purring behind you and smiled to yourself. You were so happy your mate was content with life. The steady noise from the movie and his purring slowly lulled you to sleep in Xavier’s arms.
xoxo
You wake up to a rocking sensation. It’s a gentle repeated motion that almost lulls you back to sleep but something told you to check in on Xavier. He still had nightmares from his time in the brothel, you knew some memories would never fade no matter how much you showered him in love. You always made sure to comfort him after every nightmare and remind him that he was no longer alone.
You open your eyes and look behind you to see Xavier panting and rutting against you. You immediately get concerned, it’s rare for him to initiate things in your sleep. “Zay, honey what’s wrong? Talk to me”, you prod gently.
“H-Heat”, he whimpers as he ruts against you seeking any friction he can. He nuzzles his nose against your neck inhaling your scent deeply and moaning from the scent that travels straight to his brain. His thoughts are consumed with thoughts of you in different positions, ruining you for anyone else.
How could you forget that Xavier was close to his cycle. You immediately calm down knowing that he was okay and just needed some release which you wouldn’t complain about. You loved it when Xavier got all needy and clingy.
“Need you now”, he whispered as he kissed you along your neck.
You turn your head and grab him by the hair before kissing him softly making him moan. You rubbed your tongue along his lower lip asking for permission. He opened up easily and your tongues twirled along one another making you both moan. You turn around and reach down and grab onto his length, already hard and leaking precum.
“Looks like you do really need me Zay”, you giggled as you broke off the kiss and began to stroke him at a languid place teasing him.
Xavier digs his claws into the sheets below to avoid hurting you. He felt like he was losing his sanity, he was hot all over and every part of his body was sensitive. Back at the brothel the owner would use this time in his cycle to market him as much as possible as he would take any relief he would get and he came to dread his heats but, things are different with you. You didn’t take advantage of him but let him come to you whenever he needed you taking care to make sure he felt comfortable and safe.
“Please don’t tease me starlight. I feel like I’m losing my mind”, he whimpered as you cupped the head of his cock and rotated your hand in circles making him cry out.
“It’s okay honey, just let me take care of you”, you whisper seductively as you use your other hand to push him onto his back as you release him and climb on top of him.
“You know I got you Zay, let your mate take care of you”, you say as you sink onto his length inch by delicious inch. You both moan as you reach the base and your clit rubs against his coarse blonde hair. You move your hips in sensual circles making you both see stars as the sensations overwhelm you. Xavier just fills you up so perfectly. With each bounce he hits that spongey part in you over and over again, making your core wind tighter and tighter.
“You’re so perfect Y/N. Absolutely made for me weren’t you?”, Xavier groaned.
He swore his soul has left his body with the way your walls are gripping him. Being surrounded by your wet heat with each bounce during his heat has his toes curling. You just felt so good and always made him feel so loved and cherished during these moments your love for him was almost too much to take. It pushed him right over the edge as he felt his release hit and he came right in you, spurt after spurt filling you up and sending him straight into ecstasy.
“That’s right Zay, just enjoy this”, you moaned as you didn’t stop.
Tears roll down his face as you ride him to the point of overstimulation. “Ahhh- Aa- Y/N!”, he groaned as you gave him no reprieve.
He gripped your hips so hard you swore you would see bruises when you woke up in the morning and his claws dug into your skin. You wouldn’t mind the marks he leaves on your skin, to you they were badges of honor from your lovemaking. Xavier is always so careful when it comes to his claws and strength so for him to completely lose control was a huge ego boost for you.
“It’s okay Zay, almost there promise. I just need a little more”, you pant as you bounce up and down, hitting that spongey sweet spot over and over again. You felt like you were slowly losing your sanity and anchor to reality.
To Xavier you looked absolutely ravishing on top of him. He swore his soul was leaving his body as the pleasure spread to every atom of his being as he came yet again. His warm spend filling up your womb and overflowing from his previous release as your pussy creamed and gushed all around him. His orgasm sends you over the edge too. You feel absolute rapture as you squirt all over him and the sheets become drenched in your shared cum.
You collapse on top of him and giggle from deliriousness making him chuckle as well.
“Feel better Zay?”, you question as you look up at him.
“Yeah much better, thank you starlight”, he says as he looks down at you with a warm smile.
