Relationships.
I have been single for a bit over half a year now and I still say it was the best thing that could happen to me after about 7 years of my first relationship, but it also feels weird. I havenât had the best experience. Donât get me wrong it was not abusive or any of that, it was just I neglected myself a lot just to make my partner happy, which was dumb of me. Anyways I got the courage to break up and finally felt like I could breath and finally be myself without asking myself âoh would they be happy about that?â buuuut here is the catch I miss having a person that close to me. I do have friends which are wonderful and so so kind, but I miss a deeper meaning to things. I want to make memories and create moments with someone special. I realized how hard it is to actually meet people who would be open to dating without using a damn app, because letâs be honest here I find them weird. I have no hopes for this year since work keeps me busy, but I will see what 2020 has to offer for me.