Lillys Dreams @lillydreamer - Tumblr Blog

in this season i crave the grace of winter.

I wish to be a winter girl, fragile like ice and light like falling snow.

Yet here I am, caught in the warm comfort of food. Each calorie feeling like a burden, anchoring me to the earth when i long to rise above

I Love it when i have so much to do that i cant think about food ore eat it 🩷

all i can think about is food

the desire to eat everything, to just stuff it into myself

and when i resist i feel proud

I enjoy the feeling, hungry, needy

still i feel like i need something, i cant name it, i cant describe how it feels but i know that it is there

How can i stop this? The need to eat something, the fear to eat to much?

How are people able to eat what they desire without feeling like every crump will turn into more of themself?

Lillys Dreams