I like being asleep more than being awake because then I can’t think about how fat I am and I can’t eat and I hopefully will wake up in a sweat (which means I burned some fat cells) and I can’t feel anything at all
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@lillylovesskinny
I like being asleep more than being awake because then I can’t think about how fat I am and I can’t eat and I hopefully will wake up in a sweat (which means I burned some fat cells) and I can’t feel anything at all
Does anyone ever feel condescended whenever anyone compliments them on anything?
Like if someone calls you pretty it feels like they’re really calling you ugly and fat but pretending to be nice
Like whenever ANYONE compliments you for ANYTHING at all
u never realize how many calories are in food until you have an eating disorder
i remember eating without knowing the calories and not caring
it’s sad knowing I’ll never be that way again
Is anyone at the point where like your still fat but all of a sudden all the skinny people irl you see all the time and you always thing oh they’re so skinny good for them all of a sudden they’re not really that skinny anymore and everything and everyone around you is fat and ugly or is it just me and my body dysmorphia
me: *eats literally anything*
my shitfuck brain: hmm that wasnt very ‘anorexic’ of you :/
Every time I eat I re-realise that being full hurts more than starving.
Every. Fucking. Time.
friend: “omg are you gonna finish that?”
me suddenly becoming aware of all the fat that’s on my body:
Not wanting to eat in front of anyone because it makes you anxious
Vs
Only wanting to eat in front of people so your eating habits look normal
Vs
Wanting everyone to think you don’t eat anything
I will be fucking skinny when I buy my first legal pack of cigarettes
Who wants to be my ana friend
I’m 16 so keep that in mind
Idc what gender you are
Okay with sending meanspo/thinspo
Available everyday
People spewing sнiт about eating disorders like they know what’s up:
Me, not wanting to out myself:
society says no to anorexia but yes to anorexic bodies
i want my fatty, huge, enormous, jiggly, disgusting, ugly, fat FAT FAT FAT thighs GONE
Counting calories is actually so meditative. I've really begun to love it.
I can literally do it for hours on end: trying different recipes, counting every single macro nutrient, watching other people do it in videos and so on.
It's almost like a new hobby to me, which sounds kinda sad lol.
It is a little bit sad, but don’t worry. We’re all sad on ed tumblr lmaoo. And honestly same, my ed has become my hobby. My only hobby right now. Like, I can spend hours doing stuff that has to do with food but that’s not actually eating.
Today I went to Walmart and looked at the calories on every single yogurt they had