Lily Marie Evans

Gryffindor. 7th year. Eighteen years old. Muggleborn. This is a role play blog

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In love with someone else is one thing. In love with someone else and cheating on you is completely different.

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*shakes her head* I was thinking you could overlook that part… but that was me saving your skin.

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**sighs** I want her to know because I hate hiding things from her, but… she’d leave me much quicker than you’d leave James.

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*crawls up the bed and lies next to him, staring at the ceiling* Are you sure?

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I can’t keep breaking her heart, Lily…

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You can’t keep letting Sirius break yours either.

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He said a little part of him loved me, too. I don’t know if he’s just leading me on, or if he really means that, or if I’m just a piece of ass…

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Out of curiosity, why him? Why Sirius Black?

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I haven’t got a clue.

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*sighs* Well, you're in a right pickle, aren't you...

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In love with someone else is one thing. In love with someone else and cheating on you is completely different.

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*shakes her head* I was thinking you could overlook that part… but that was me saving your skin.

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**sighs** I want her to know because I hate hiding things from her, but… she’d leave me much quicker than you’d leave James.

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*crawls up the bed and lies next to him, staring at the ceiling* Are you sure?

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I can’t keep breaking her heart, Lily…

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You can’t keep letting Sirius break yours either.

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He said a little part of him loved me, too. I don’t know if he’s just leading me on, or if he really means that, or if I’m just a piece of ass…

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Out of curiosity, why him? Why Sirius Black?

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In love with someone else is one thing. In love with someone else and cheating on you is completely different.

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*shakes her head* I was thinking you could overlook that part… but that was me saving your skin.

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**sighs** I want her to know because I hate hiding things from her, but… she’d leave me much quicker than you’d leave James.

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*crawls up the bed and lies next to him, staring at the ceiling* Are you sure?

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I can’t keep breaking her heart, Lily…

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You can't keep letting Sirius break yours either.

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[mr-frank-longbottom-deactivated]

In love with someone else is one thing. In love with someone else and cheating on you is completely different.

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*shakes her head* I was thinking you could overlook that part… but that was me saving your skin.

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**sighs** I want her to know because I hate hiding things from her, but… she’d leave me much quicker than you’d leave James.

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*crawls up the bed and lies next to him, staring at the ceiling* Are you sure?

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In love with someone else is one thing. In love with someone else and cheating on you is completely different.

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*shakes her head* I was thinking you could overlook that part... but that was me saving your skin.

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Frank?

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**lying on his bed, his face buried in a pillow**…

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And you’re not going to tell her, are you?

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Do you think I should?

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If James was in love with someone else... it'd hurt, a lot. I'm not denying that.... but I'd want to know. I'd want to know because that'd mean he cared enough about me to want me to be happy. I mightn't be happy in the short term but... at least my relationship wouldn't be a lie...

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Frank?

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**lying on his bed, his face buried in a pillow**...

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And you're not going to tell her, are you?

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*knocks on the boys' door*

Frank?

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**lying on his bed, his face buried in a pillow** What?

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*nudges the door open and sticks her head in wearily* You okay?

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Maybe. I don’t know.

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What’s wrong, love? *sits on the foot of his bed*

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I… did something stupid. Again…

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Sirius? 

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**nods**

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*sighs* And he went back to Lexi again?

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Of course he did.

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And... Alice?

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*knocks on the boys' door*

Frank?

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**lying on his bed, his face buried in a pillow** What?

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*nudges the door open and sticks her head in wearily* You okay?

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Maybe. I don’t know.

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What’s wrong, love? *sits on the foot of his bed*

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I… did something stupid. Again…

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Sirius? 

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**nods**

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*sighs* And he went back to Lexi again?

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*knocks on the boys' door*

Frank?

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**lying on his bed, his face buried in a pillow** What?

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*nudges the door open and sticks her head in wearily* You okay?

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Maybe. I don’t know.

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What’s wrong, love? *sits on the foot of his bed*

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I… did something stupid. Again…

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Sirius? 

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*knocks on the boys' door*

Frank?

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**lying on his bed, his face buried in a pillow** What?

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*nudges the door open and sticks her head in wearily* You okay?

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Maybe. I don’t know.

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What's wrong, love? *sits on the foot of his bed*

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*knocks on the boys' door*

Frank?

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**lying on his bed, his face buried in a pillow** What?

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*nudges the door open and sticks her head in wearily* You okay?

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Frank?

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*shoves at Sirius lightly* We’re not mushy!

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*laughs* You’re either mushy or sex crazed! There’s no in between!

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That's not true! We can be sex crazed AND mushy at the same time *grins*

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*chuckles* Gryffindors still get scared. They just find it much easier to push aside their fear and do what’s right.

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I don’t know if I can 

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You can Lily. Everyone except you believes you can. You just need to.

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Need to what?

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Need to believe that you can push past the fear and do the right thing.

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*sighs and hugs Sirius* Why is everything so difficult these days?

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*hugs her back, running a hand through her hair* Because we’re not twelve anymore Lils.

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*pouts a little* I wish we were

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I don’t. Because then we wouldn’t be friends.

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True…

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*grins* On the other hand.. You and James wouldn’t be incredibly mushy..

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*shoves at Sirius lightly* We're not mushy!

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*chuckles* Gryffindors still get scared. They just find it much easier to push aside their fear and do what’s right.

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I don’t know if I can 

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You can Lily. Everyone except you believes you can. You just need to.

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Need to what?

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Need to believe that you can push past the fear and do the right thing.

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*sighs and hugs Sirius* Why is everything so difficult these days?

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*hugs her back, running a hand through her hair* Because we’re not twelve anymore Lils.

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*pouts a little* I wish we were

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I don’t. Because then we wouldn’t be friends.

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True...