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trishlikefish

pastelxxhaze

this video triggered something in me BAD

#justgothome

2bun22

you keep moving like that i’m gonna put a fucking baby in you

#Spotify

childoflamb

Lily, you will learn the truth of "18 forever" as you get older. There will remain a part of you that will always be 18. My HS class meets for lunch regularly and though it has been almost 60 yrs since graduation, and though many are 2 or 3 times the size they once were, we all still feel as if we were still back there in school. Funny how the journey of life proceeds. 18 is a very special time in life.

i feel the magic of 18 & understand to my bones that itll never be like this again

having just a few months left is so sad to me

Good

Get a job

fuckyeahkitschy2

februarytrash

“we are not pretty or interesting, we are sad and balding”

chili wrote me this poem when we were 18, when she came to my house in china one summer.

i feel everything back then. i feel too much. too unnecessary.

these days i feel nothing. i go out with boys. they make me playlist and tell me they like me.

i said but you don’t know me. you can’t like me when you don’t even know me. what you like is not me, what you like is making playlist. what you like is showing off your taste.

but sure i’ll listen.