can't you show me those words?

Just end it End me If you're not going to be next to me [Independent Roleplay Blog for Original Character, Mayu Kaylestis] Please note: This is a multi-shipping blog and things may get NSFW. All NSFW content will be tagged as such Tracking the tag: lilyofshinorio

[stylish-alastor]

Christ. The snacks were bigger than she was! Al took the bags into his own arms to relieve her poor, poor limbs (mmhmm). He popped open one bag of sea salt popcorn and shoved a good handful into his mouth. “Many thanks, Mayu. I missed you! And sensible company. Not to say I don’t like the company I’ve been with recently, but… I missed you, you know? You were one of the first people I met when I started actually traveling the world.”

[lilyofshinorio]

She herself busied herself with opening a bag of honey butter chips though her attention quickly shifted at his word’s. If her smile could get any bigger ...

“Yeah? I did too” she chuckled a little, popping one of the chips into her mouth. She chewed on it thoughtfully, looking back on how much time had passed and everything she missed out on. She was certain it was a lot, and knowing him he probably had stories to tell. A lot of stories.

“You know ... this right now, it feels a bit like coming back home for me” she let her head rest on his shoulder for a couple seconds before holding up one of her chips for him. “I’m glad you’re still here”

[lilyofshinorio]

since I haven’t been active on here in a long time, naturally my dash doesn’t have much activity.

I might slowly start looking for some new rp blogs to follow~

ASSUMING KRP DOESN’T SWALLOW ME WHOLE OF COURSE

it’s kind of already there but

Mayu is my baby, I am keeping her and she is not going anywhere. Ever

[lilyofshinorio]

@stylish-alastor

She couldn’t wipe the big grin off her face as she plopped down next to Alastor, bags of snacks practically overflowing from her arms. Maybe the snacks weren’t necessary, but she still brought them because snacks and food. You can’t go wrong with that.

“You said ‘next time you should stay’ so~ here I am!”

[lilyofshinorio]

I’m getting tired of this ‘Asian mom’ bullshit. Doesn’t matter that she’s Asian or what, some things just shouldn’t be said

Yesterday was my birthday and instead of it being the nice, relaxing, and uneventful day I was hoping for, it was basically just me being roasted by my mom.

I didn’t get the job I wanted, the problem? I don’t have a nice enough wardrobe (even though I was wearing clothes from my current work place, which really isn’t that cheap)

But what’s new. She’s always saying that and I know she’s right. Here’s what got me though

She wants me to lose weight. I am getting fat.

She outright told me that I am fat.

I am 107lbs

And that is fat to her

What fucking bullshit is that.

I’ve been a mix of blinding anger, and really upset because my mind just absolutely cannot process this.

Okay, I get it when you want to point out every single pimple on my face, and criticize how long my hair gets, but my weight is one of those subjects that I felt should have never been touched.

I have not had to change pant sizes, I haven’t had to go up in sizes in anything (except one dress I have), but none of that shit should matter.

Nothing ever pleases her. Pursue what you like, she says, do what makes you happy, but don’t be fat and ugly.

And apparently, in her eyes, those are ridiculous standards that can’t even be met and considering that she herself can’t even meet them, she shouldn’t be talking.

So stop giving me that bullshit that she’s just an ‘Asian mom’ who’s trying to do what’s best for me.

Even if that was the case, the things she says still hurts.

[lilyofshinorio]

rx151:

“Long day? Bar’s open, come take a seat"

I can start you off with something easy, or you think you might need something a little stronger?

Just need an ear to listen? Well, your pal Ivan’s got you covered there too

[lilyofshinorio]

musesgonnamuse:

When your enemies realize they can’t corrupt you 

                                                        or contain you 

                                                      or appease you 

                                                    That’s when you’ll have their attention because that’s when                                                                            you become a genuine threat.

[dear-indies]

Reblog if you’re an OC without a fandom.

We are creating a masterlist for all you lovely OCs. 

The list is here.

[lilyofshinorio]

may or may not be making a new OC blog

oops

if I can find the right face claim it’s definitely a go

[lilyofshinorio]

bvrnie:

telling someone that they’re a hater or disgusting or that they suck for not shipping what you do is ridiculous and toxic. people don’t have to fucking ship what you ship, and guess what ? there’s going to be people who don’t ship what you ship. your otp isn’t always going to be their otp. don’t fucking tell someone that they have to ship something or that they’re somehow less than you because they don’t ship a ship. 

people can choose not to roleplay a ship. 

people can choose not to roleplay a ship. 

people can choose not to roleplay a ship. 

PEOPLE CAN CHOOSE NOT TO ROLEPLAY A SHIP. 

PEOPLE CAN CHOOSE NOT TO ROLEPLAY A SHIP. 

especially if it’s for a fucking DEEPLY PERSONAL REASON. it has NO RELEVANCE to your real actual life so please, learn to be an adult && not engage in ship wars and ESPECIALLY DON’T SEND ANON HATE. 

[lilyofshinorio]

burgrs:

im so worried about tall boys….be safe…be careful up there… maybe u should come down here and kiss me

[lilyofshinorio]

xmyosotis:

“Oh no don’t apologize, making you laugh was the point.” Most entertaining thing all day, huh? From the sound of it her day must have sucked, but at least it was over and they were both in the same place. 

“If it makes you feel better, just extend your pinky finger when you’re about to take a drink. That’s hella classy.” Snort. “No really, if you ask me, class is in the people, not the places. Any area can try looking classy by itself, but if people show up and no one knows how to act then it just ruins everything. But now that you mention it, why are you in a bar like this? Does the whole ‘class’ issue only kick in when there’s more than one person, or…?” 

“Well, it’s just like you said, the people make the place and I like it here,” she held up her glass to him, as if she was giving a toast. “All the people I want to avoid wouldn’t dare set foot here. It’d be too ‘below’ them.” Though technically, now that she thought about it, her own opinion seemed to reflect that too. It’s how she ended up here in the first place. “It’s ... a money thing, I guess. A luxurious lounge is nice, great even, so long as you can put up with mindless gossip and sleazes who’ve only got their eyes on your wallet, or down your shirt” she scoffed, but mere seconds later she was resting her head on the table and groaning.

“Sorry, it’s been a long day ...”

[lilyofshinorio]

reekrhymeswithfreak:

never start shipping something as a joke because guess what joke’s on you

[lilyofshinorio]

xmyosotis:

          “Don’t be. I did that on purpose,” he said with a grin. He propped his elbows on the countertop and stared at Mayu. “Saw you sittin’ by your lonesome and staring like you were waiting for somebody, so I figured if I gave you a better view you’d look like you planned this. Like we’re goin’ on a date.” He looked plenty pleased with himself for that idea, but soon enough a chuckle slipped out– “Okay, okay, that was bad,” and he spared a few seconds to look out of the window just in case, “are you waiting for someone? ‘Cause I can always move seats.”

At first, Mayu snorted, and then tried to hold back her laughter. It worked for a few seconds but then it burst out and she had to cover her mouth and looked away. Once she regained her composure she bowed her head slightly, another apology. “Sorry, I probably shouldn’t have laughed that hard but, I have to say, that was probably the most entertaining thing I’ve heard all day” She polished off the rest of her drink before calling for a glass of water from the bartender.

“You can stay right there though. I was only waiting for you~” she made sure she sounded extra sugary as she flashed him a cheeky smile. “But honestly, if I was trying to set up a date, even an accidental one, a bar wouldn’t be my venue of choice. Nothing really classy about a girl drinking at a bar”

[xmyosotis]

Her whole speech was already planned out. She was gonna burst in, not caring about the fact that he was mid-shower and give him an earful. No, she didn't care if you were hungover. No, it didn't matter if your girlfriend kicked out. This was not his place and just because they were related did not give him free reign to use her shower as he pleased. Except the moment she opened the door, it was not her cousin on the other side. Nope this man was ... ? Her mind drew a blank. [1/2]

This /was/ her house, right? Not recognizing the face or why this person was here she vaguely wondered if she had drank too much last night. She somewhat recalled someone asking to stay over but she couldn’t recall the face. Realizing that the amount of time she had spent standing there had gone beyond awkward she cleared her throat, and gestured to the nearby linen closet. “You can get some clean towels there” and with that she turned and went to the kitchen. [2/2 oops character limit]

          He turned to follow the sound of her voice. “Mm? Oh yeah, thanks, Mayu. ‘Preciate it.” As soon as she left, he turned back around and continued to let the water roll off of his back as he lathered his arms and chest, absently humming to himself. Mayu didn’t have to be so nice to him, but she was anyway. Wasn’t that big a deal though, what landed him in this little predicament to begin with. All she did was, uh, hurl sick on his shirt when he was trying to carry her out of the bar. Could’ve just gone home on his own and tossed it in the laundry, but he supposed she wanted to reward niceness with niceness. Knowing she’d get home in one piece was reward enough though, bein’ real honest.One last rinse and he shut the water off, then got the towels from the closet she’d gestured to a few minutes ago. He dabbed himself dry and got a towel around his waist. It occurred to him that with all this, he wasn’t sure ( hadn’t asked? glossed over? ) whether she actually had a change of clothes that would fit him. Guess he’d find out when he saw Mayu next, and he found her in the kitchen sooner rather than later. “All right, done gettin’ myself clean. What now?”

[lilyofshinorio]

xmyosotis:

          Slipped her mind? “What, so you were gonna leave me to run around nude?” Not that that was a complaint ( sure didn’t sound like one ), but him taking a shower then being caught with no clothes around someone cute already happened once. Having it happen twice was a bit much.  Mayu looked like she was about to say something, and he waited for it, waited through the hesitation and few words. … A drink? She was offering him a drink? She thought right; that wasn’t what he was expecting. He’d take the offer under other circumstances, if he weren’t a walking case of ‘give everyone else selective amnesia’. As it was, he had to stay near her in case her whole reason for going to the bedroom ‘slipped her mind’ too, and she came back to a still-nude guy.  “I’ll pass on the drink, unless I can take it with me. ‘Sides, I’d be impressed if you could guess my size clothing off of just lookin’ at me.” A not-so-thinly-veiled suggestion that he be there to try the clothes on to make sure they fit and at the very least, looked nice on him. Except then the situation would be nude guy + cute stranger + bedroom + various states of undress ( depending on how well the clothes fit ) and if he didn’t know any better he’d say some force was aligning all this to make it resemble a weird ( aren’t they all? ) dating sim and he had no clue how or why. Was he gonna have to be on the lookout for some coincidental falls and awkward landings, too?

A part of her wanted to groan inwardly, but another part also couldn’t help but chuckle. She grabbed another mug and filled them both with warm water before handing one to Morgan.

“Hey, I might surprise you. I like to think I’ve got a good eye for that sort of thing” she winked at him before gesturing for him to follow her.

Ironically, the room she lead him too was right next to the bathroom he was just showering in. When she turned on the light, the most noticeable thing in the room was the boxes piled around it. The lack of sheets on the bed and more boxes piled onto the mattress clearly indicated that no one was using the room. Mayu hastily shoved some of the boxes off the bed and pulled some from the other piles on the side and dropped them on the mattress.

“I’m pretty sure there might be some things that will fit you in these boxes” She took one look at Morgan and then proceeded to tear through one of the boxes, pulling out various garments. There were definitely some questionable ones that flew out of that box. A mesh shirt? Short shorts? Some weird thing made out of latex? It might as well have looked like she was lying about having anything to wear, but finally she pulled some normal looking things. A handful of graphic tees, a couple sweaters, some plain plain shirts and a couple pairs of denim.

“Maybe, try those on for now. Let me know how they fit” she just handed the clothes to him and went back to her rummaging whilst keeping her back turned. Just in case he decided he wanted to change right there in the room.

[lilyofshinorio]

Another day done and over with. Nothing like a drink to complete it. The usual bar, with the usual drink, Mayu sat there staring out the window as she mindlessly turned the glass in her hand. Her gaze only lowered when she took a sip, but when she looked back up another patron had sat down at the bar.

With her view now obstructed she thought about how to go about this. She could direct her gaze at ... the wall, or if she just leaned forward a little bit, she had a good enough angle to look out the window again. But now it looked like she was desperately trying to look at this other patron’s face. It did not go unnoticed and her mouth twitched in an apologetic smile as she looked at the other person.

“I’m sorry?”

[fyeahrpmemes-blog]

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AneCan August 2015