All the eyes widened and gazed my way on the packed streetcar as I chose my seat. I chose it and sat, all eyes, all the more wider. I chose the seat next to the tall, lanky black man with all the tattoos visible under his New Orleans winter/rain gear. Imagine those tattooed hands (done oh-so poorly in my already tattooed opinion!) The old lady kept a close eye on us (i could have sat by her!) but didn't say or do anything. I chose my seat for one of many reasons: I figured he was local, not going to ask me to take my ear buds out to explain the next hotel on the street, where to eat, or where they need to get off to see popular cemeteries. Not to mention- he left the most room on the small two-seater bench they give us, didn't make eye contact and assumed (probably) no one would sit next to him in the sea of white, well dressed folk that surrounded him. Until I sat down, skipping over the curly-haired man, the timid looking pale girl in her summer dress (as it sheets rain and lightning in this New Orleans regular fashion), and the white haired older lady who is watching me like a hawk, making sure this young man I've decided to sit by, ("why-oh-why!!" she must me thinking!) doesn't pull anything funny. He smiles at me as I sit, not kindly, only in acknowledgment, as I shove the rain soaked hood from my head. He closes his legs just a tad, giving me more room than the mousy girl in her sundress, the old lady with her judgmental eyes, or the curly haired man (sitting, didn't I mention, in the elderly/handicap seats) combined. We sit in silence, but every once in a while he tips his phone in my direction, showing me what he's listening to, and if he happens to look down, I do the same, shameless of my obsession of a cover of Hello by Adele. It's my stop and I jump off the streetcar without a hesitation besides a sideways glance back, and I'd like to believe that through the foggy windows and pouring rain, he's smiling that a petite curly-haired 'white' girl chose to cut next to a frowning man covered in what we call 'jail tats' from head to toe, with no hesitation. Most likely, he didn't even realize this situation even happened. #racismisreal #knowyourpriviledge