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Got the urge to make an intro post so haii

I don't really have a name to introduce myself with here because if I'm posting on this blog I normally don't feel like a person LMAO but my pronouns are she/they💖

This is my vent blog so obviously tw for all manner of mental illness symptoms including self harm, sui ideation etc

The jirai kei community really really speaks to me I find so much comfort in having this space where we're allowed to be insane and instead of being shunned for it, the community just nods like "yeah I feel you". also I love love love being able to dress in clothes that are both cute but also represent my mental state as I'm not good at expressing myself with words.

Even though this is primarily a vent blog, I'd love to interact with other jirais or menheras or just mentally ill people in general so feel free to shoot me an ask or DM saying hi (⁠｡⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠｡⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♡

#screaming into the void #sure why not lets decorate yhe vent blog lmao #oh also if any of my irls somehow find me please look away for your own sake xoxox #jiraiblr

regretting this therapy choice already and it hasn't even started yet

#talking about my bs is so embarrassing 😭😭#screaming into the void

no cause I only ever have the courage to flirt with him when I'm drunk so it'll probably never happen this is so tragic

#wlw struggles fr #it's okay Im gonna commission him to draw Edmond and olivine making out or something #screaming into the void

he said he would make out with both of us and his room smells like him PLEASERR

#except we gotta wait till we're both sober 💔💔#screaming into the void #I just wanna be fuckef #pleaseeee

I WANT HIM SO BAD

#he said he wants to make out with me and my girlfriend...#he's drunk rn and so am I #but I want him to fuck me so bad #my gf seems onboard too #like obvs it wouldn't happen tonight cause we're both drunk as fuck #but pleaseeee I need to be fucked so bad #screaming into the void

he said I sounded pretty what if I just came on the spot

#screaming into the void

FUCKKK IT HAPPENED AGAIN AND I GOT TO WHIP HIM AND HE SAID I WAS GOOD UGHHH

#bro hear me out what if we fucked my girlfriend together 🥺

fuckkkkk he whipped me again literally just after I posted that oh my god

#I THINK I NEED HIM SO BAD I FEEL SO BAD #FUCKKK

god I want him to fuck me so bad I think

#like actually... I need to talk to my gf cause I think she wants it too..#maybe.. y'know I bit later cause his gf broke up with him a bit recently #but he brought up us hitting him up for being our third but he was also kinda drunk so idkkkk #I know he'd hurt me so fucking good #screaming into the void #he's being so hot rn I can'tttt I think I'm so attracted to him but I feel so baddd #I don't want him to hate me but I kinda wanna ask .. I should ask my bunny #I think she wants it too.... but also we haven't had sex in ages #so idk if she'd want that #RAHHH #I just wanna be fucked is that too much to ask

it's always people with the most ass takes that have their replies turned off

#if you're gonna say something stupid at least let me bitch in ur comments about it smh #text post

see I've discovered that if I just don't allow myself to think ever then I'll be fine

dude getting whipped last night was actually so fucking fun I can't wait to do it again LDJFJFJ I hope my friend isn't weirded out or anything but he basically offered to be a third for us if we ever need it and people were being wayyy more forward than I was so 👀👀👀 bless up my lovely friend he's so chill and lovely and also a GREAT dom LOLOLOL

#guh that whole night was so so fun #and I went with such a lovely and queer group of people #the duality of me getting whipped so hard I still had marks when I woke up at 4pm and debating delt arune theories at the same party #incredible. 10/10 will be doing it again #gotta sort out my outfit for the next prees hehehhehe

why am I so hungry all the time

#I need to remember that I feel less big when I'm not full

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as I get to the last months of being a teenager I'm starting to have the thought that no one will ever desire me as much as men did when I was a child

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haha just three more days until i turn 20... I know in so many people's eyes that's still so young but I still can't shake that awful feeling that I'm past my prime. That I'll never be wanted again.

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... happy birthday to me

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genuinely such a dumb thing to be upset about

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as I get to the last months of being a teenager I'm starting to have the thought that no one will ever desire me as much as men did when I was a child

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haha just three more days until i turn 20... I know in so many people's eyes that's still so young but I still can't shake that awful feeling that I'm past my prime. That I'll never be wanted again.

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... happy birthday to me

#fuck dude

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as I get to the last months of being a teenager I'm starting to have the thought that no one will ever desire me as much as men did when I was a child

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haha just three more days until i turn 20... I know in so many people's eyes that's still so young but I still can't shake that awful feeling that I'm past my prime. That I'll never be wanted again.

#really I felt like this when I turned 18 too but it wasn't as bad then because I could still call myself a teenager #i shouldn't crave that attention but it's been a part of my life for nearly half of it at this point so how and I just supposed to stop

what the fuck is it with people in our accomodation blasting the shittiest music in the middle of the night

#if they wake up my poor bunny I'll be so pissed #she's so stressed rn she needs her sleep

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