The last 2 months have been so stressful, and somehow I’ve managed to gain almost 10 lbs. We had car problems that drained the bank, family issues, and to top it all off my husband lost his job about a month ago. I feel like I’ve been trying so hard to remain calm and not let this consume me, but I just can’t help it anymore. It’s even harder when you don’t have people in your life to talk to. I mean, yes I have my family and his… but friends would be nice. It seems like this past year everyone I was close to has just stopped caring. I need to realize that clearly I’m not meant to have friends. I need to eat better and take care of myself, and try to not let all of this eat away at me…









