Apparently it’s world bipolar day ❤️🩹 I haven’t been okay in a while. I don’t want to die but living like this is rough. I know some people will just see me complaining so I’m almost embarrassed to admit it. I’ve been a hermit and have no desire to go after any of my goals or dreams right now and I’ve been reevaluating what I even want. It’s been really rough. I’ve always believed in the law of attraction but people don’t take into account mental illness. Trying to find medicine has just made it worse and made me have my first manic episode over the last year and now I’m in the most depressed episode I’ve ever been in. I guess I’m sharing this incase anyone else is struggling, you’re not alone. This world can be beautiful and whimsical sure but it can also be a fucking hellscape especially in our society. It’s been hard to focus on the good lately. Trying to focus on the fact that this too shall pass. ❤️🩹 https://www.instagram.com/p/CqaxXkcuLFx/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=












