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It's been 3months, Take care KRISTEN

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I thought about how love was always the thing that did that - smashed into you, left you raw. The deeper you loved, the deeper it hurt.

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Some people go through life searching and never find their soul mates. They never do. You and I did, we just happened to have them for a shorter period of time than we hoped for. It’s sad, but it’s life.

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It's cold and lonely out there

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M the game she loves playing

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She never looked nice. She looked like art, and art …was supposed to make you feel something.

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Even after you are gone you are the infinite source of energy to me, the energy that never dies, the energy which is keeping me alive, no matter what, i ought to make you proud. There's something incredibly astonishing about missing you KRISTEN

Memories

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Morning tears

From the first day with coffee n med 💊 to the last day with my broken heart n tears, I offered all I had. But it was boring for you so boring that you'd rather be with lies to be with truth

No one loves you the way I did, I do but you choose to be with anyone but me

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I want to go in the heart of city this midnight I want to scream. How much I love you, but I know I will be more hurt. So m writing it in Tumblr instead hoping someday you would see n remember me Kristen

Broken 💜❤💔

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You can never be sure if what tortures you is the pain of being without someone you love or the embarrassment of being rejected.

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We both cried at the same time around 5pm today

We both wanted to text each other when we both were online, I didn't fearing you block me from there too,

You didn't as you know you are you.

Isn't it Kristen jonezz 🙂

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Sleeplessness

You and your memories wake me up every midnight n then I can't go back to sleep

It's been a month now, is it going to happen all my life. M afraid n crying at 3am in the morning

I miss you Kristen.

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It's love or maybe just lust, but it's fucking tortures.

Dickhead me

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Mistakes

We both made mistakes,

We both got sidetracked,

We both split up

We followed our lives.

We pretend not to feel, the absence of each other.

We flee from our desires,

We pretend not to feel this feeling, that follows us to the end, not knowing if we still feel,

Or we just learn to live without them, none of us know I know one thing tho,

It was a mistake.

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I was blind in love, she gave me her hand, told me we are heading home, I trusted her with everything, but she took me to the cliff for me it was home with cold breezy weather, I opened my arms before I could breath she pushed me down and went down, with her hands in someone else's but I'm not so sure if she held someone's hand. since I am dead.

Self realization