An Open Letter from a Wandering Lonely Child
I am just too tired. I want to give up. I always want to unwind. Free myself from all the stress. Eat. Chill at a coffee shop. Watch movie. Dance. Exercise. Edit photos and videos. Play basketball or badminton. I am longing for all of these things. These make me feel happy and somehow relieve me from all the pressures. Sometimes, i think of just talking to different kinds of people. People i do not know so that they won’t compare me to who i am before. So that they won’t judge me ‘cause they know nothing about me. Why not seek help from your Facebook friends and Twitter? No. Inasmuch as i want to post things like this, i just could not. I don’t want my family and my friends to see the other side of me. They often see me with a face that smiles a lot and always make people happy, but actually it’s just a mask i wear. If i remove this mask, they’ll see a child wandering around the streets wearing tattered dress with no one but herself. Broken and weary.
I am just too tired. Too weak to overcome this feeling of emptiness…