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I keep saying, love me

Tell me how much you love me

How you’d die if one day id go

How you can’t wait to marry me

And make me your wife

But what I noticed in the begging

Is if I’m begging for it

Is it really mine to receive?

I had to walk away

#spilledink #heartbreak #suicide #loneliness

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Day 1,

It was hard at first. Now it’s getting easier... and I feel lighter. ❤️ I want to make it 30 days. It’s humiliating some of the things I did and how I look. I thought I was fun and that I was the life of the party. Life isn’t a party though. I got so many things done tonight- we’ll all say that I usually wouldn’t. It’s sucks to have missed out on a party but that’s okay. Everyday will be better and better. If we survive great, if not then God has a different plan.

Until tomorrow.

lipglossandpoetry

I can’t promise very many things

Because after all we don’t really know what tomorrow brings

But I promise that I will always try

And will always remain faithful

And I will never flee

I promise to hold your hand when we are watching a movie

And rub my thumb on yours

I promise to remind you of your faith

When you feel like God has walked away

I promise to get up extra early and make you coffee

So you can get another twenty minutes of sleep

I promise to tell you that you’re amazing

And that you make me very happy

I promise to always remember the Gatorade

Whenever we go hiking

I promise to drive you home

When you had too much to drink

I promise to listen about your day

Without butting in

So you can get your two cents for a sec

I promise to steal your t shirts

And I promise to always give them back

I promise to encourage you daily

When your life seems to get off track

I promise to send you funny videos

To lighten up your day a little

I promise to call your sisters

And make sure they are okay

Because I know you’re really busy

And talking on the phone isn’t your thing

I promise to keep you on your toes

And never lose my sass

I promise to always let you touch my ass

I promise to support you

Even when I know you’re wrong

I promise to sing to you

While you endlessly work on your car

I promise to wake you up for work

When you’re insistent on staying in bed

I promise to kiss you every single damn day

I promise to carry the snacks in my bag

When we go see a movie

I promise to let you play with my hair

Right before we fall asleep

I promise to always let you

Beat me at cards

I promise to make love to you

And tell you how lucky we are

I promise to raise our children

The way that we were brought up

I promise to love them endlessly

Because you’ve loved me like that

I promise to dance with you

In the middle of the street

I promise to lay in the yard on a blanket

And watch the stars every summer

I promise to let you be little spoon

When you need a little more love

I promise to say see you later

Because you never liked goodbye

I promise to call you nicknames

And I promise you inside jokes

I promise you hard times

But the strength to endure them

I promise you my heart

And I promise you my soul

I promise you nights of singing in the car

And driving with no place to go

I promise to be faithful and I promise to be true

Because in you I found my bestfriend

My lover and it’s all in you

I’m blessed everyday

And I count my lucky stars

That I get to kiss you

And be the candy on your arm

Happy four years honey

I can't promise very many things

Because after all we don't really know what tomorrow brings

But I promise that I will always try

And will always remain faithful

And I will never flee

I promise to hold your hand when we are watching a movie

And rub my thumb on yours

I promise to remind you of your faith

When you feel like God has walked away

I promise to get up extra early and make you coffee

So you can get another twenty minutes of sleep

I promise to tell you that you're amazing

And that you make me very happy

I promise to always remember the Gatorade

Whenever we go hiking

I promise to drive you home

When you had too much to drink

I promise to listen about your day

Without butting in

So you can get your two cents for a sec

I promise to steal your t shirts

And I promise to always give them back

I promise to encourage you daily

When your life seems to get off track

I promise to send you funny videos

To lighten up your day a little

I promise to call your sisters

And make sure they are okay

Because I know you're really busy

And talking on the phone isn't your thing

I promise to keep you on your toes

And never lose my sass

I promise to always let you touch my ass

I promise to support you

Even when I know you're wrong

I promise to sing to you

While you endlessly work on your car

I promise to wake you up for work

When you're insistent on staying in bed

I promise to kiss you every single damn day

I promise to carry the snacks in my bag

When we go see a movie

I promise to let you play with my hair

Right before we fall asleep

I promise to always let you

Beat me at cards

I promise to make love to you

And tell you how lucky we are

I promise to raise our children

The way that we were brought up

I promise to love them endlessly

Because you've loved me like that

I promise to dance with you

In the middle of the street

I promise to lay in the yard on a blanket

And watch the stars every summer

I promise to let you be little spoon

When you need a little more love

I promise to say see you later

Because you never liked goodbye

I promise to call you nicknames

And I promise you inside jokes

I promise you hard times

But the strength to endure them

I promise you my heart

And I promise you my soul

I promise you nights of singing in the car

And driving with no place to go

I promise to be faithful and I promise to be true

Because in you I found my bestfriend

My lover and it's all in you

I'm blessed everyday

And I count my lucky stars

That I get to kiss you

And be the candy on your arm

Happy four years honey

#spilled ink #bal #love #heartbreak #lipglossandpoetry #spilled thoughts #happy #hate #suicide

coral

“Call me and tell me you miss me. Call me and tell me I’m on your mind as much as you are on mine.”

— (via flame)

miiriya

wordsnquotes

“And sometimes I have kept my feelings to myself, because I could find no language to describe them in.”

— Jane Austen, Sense and Sensibility

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“If you love deeply, you’re going to get hurt badly. But it’s still worth it.”

— C.S. Lewis (via quotemadness)

naturaekos

“There are some things about myself that I can’t explain to anyone. There are some things I don’t understand at all. I can’t tell what I think about things or what I’m after. I don’t know what my strengths are or what I’m supposed to do about them. But if I start thinking about these things in too much detail, the whole thing gets scary. And if I get scared, I can only think about myself. I become really self-centered, and without meaning to, I hurt people. So I’m not such a wonderful human being.”

— Haruki Murakami (via naturaekos)