Everybody Dies But Not Everybody Lives

I am • I like to explore consciousness •• Just working on myself & my happiness•• Sharing my inner space

[little-does-he-know]

I reallly really, genuinely hope with all I have that my life gets better soon.

Oh I’m sick of drowning in my mind every moment that I’m awake.

[little-does-he-know]

Update 6 years later >> 19/02/2026

Life is definitely a rollercoaster… many highs and lows.

Healing myself, my inner world, regulating my emotions, understanding what my energy feels like in my body, what different states of being feels like in my body, knowing and believing that the universe is bringing everything I need my way - it makes it all easier.

My mind demon has and probably will continue to drown me, but I got given some advice “make friends with your demon”

I’m learning to navigate, to listen to my body when I need to rest, to breathe and shake it out and to be fully present, and I have never felt more powerful and excited than I do for the future right now!!

[little-does-he-know]

Little reminder that life gets better!

1- I have my soul dog and my soul mate (and I got them both when I stopped looking and started healing myself)

2- I just landed my DREAM JOB ! ( after a really hard end to the year last year and taking time off work/studies for my mental health - I went from being unemployed and feeling depressed and hopeless to LIVING MY BEST LIFE in a matter of months - all because I took time to heal myself)

3- have been logged out of my tumblr for years (I’ve had this since I was 13 - it holds so much of my mental world throughout my life, it really upset me to lose access to it, I thought it was gone forever… so I’m very glad to have suddenly remembered my log ins and changed the email finally!!) YAY!

So, maybe there will be more from me! I have always loved tumblr, it’s always felt like a safe place to express myself, roam and be free !

I hope you’re all taking care of your souls and bodies ! So much love, life is one crazy roller coaster, but wow is it some fun!!

[hayleyfromparamore]

Hayley and Billie performing Misery Business at Coachella.

[little-does-he-know]

Omg fan girl moment over both new and old artist loves

[oldhabbits]

[theborrowedbrilliancearchive]

"I used to love someone very much. I don't think I'll ever fall in love again. Once is enough."

– Fei, The Cloud in her room 🎥🎬

[i-wish-we-never-met]

the saddest part of this is that I always believe we are meant to be.

[i-wish-we-never-met]

I will always wait for you, even if it hurts me in the end, even if you won't come back.

[therapeuticss]

Gia (1998)

[silent-insanities]

Love will never end well for me.

[silent-insanities]

One of the most painful experiences is realizing that love alone is not enough.

[i-wish-we-never-met]

even in the end, ones who love each other don't always end up together, right?

[dumbbitchs-blog]

[silent-insanities]

I want us to go back to the start, before time revealed our flaws.

[little-does-he-know]

Right in the feels

[little-does-he-know]

I don’t know how much longer I can deal with being in love with you when you’re never going to feel the same.

It is heart crushing and I so sick of drowning in my mind each time memories of you surface...

28•09•2020

[little-does-he-know]

Update: we dated again. I got to live with him, I got to spend a year of my life spending everyday with him, my best friend.

& I also learnt that no matter how much love you can have for someone, it doesn’t mean it will work or is meant to be.

We ended everything because it wasn’t working. We tried for so long to make it work.

I don’t want to ever fall in love again, I don’t think I can, he was the love of my life and knowing that even with all that love it can’t ever work out, makes me think I’m truly never meant to be with someone.

If I can’t spend my life with him, I don’t want to be with anyone ever again.

15/05/22

[urhajos]

Light and drawing, Nikita Busyak

[just-a-lonely-nobody]

[existanted]

gold.gypsy via instagram