(CW: DD/LG, AB/DL , spanking, wetting, public humiliation)
Author’s note: Oops! I have a hard time ending stories that I’m having too much fun with! 🩷 This was meant as an Epilogue to “Lilli at the Pool Party 🏝️” If you haven’t read it, come check out my blog!
Thanks everyone who has been reading my work! I’m still figuring out this writing stuff! Sorry if there are any continuity or grammatical issues!
It was the Monday following that eventful day at Clara’s. Lilli had tried to convince her daddy to let her stay home, fearing what Clara and her other co-workers might say, but daddy convinced her it would be best to confront her fears as swiftly as possible.
“Baby, I promise you it will be okay! Besides, you haven’t talked to Ms. Clara since Saturday and I need you to thank her for being such a gracious host!
Lilli tried to imagine what that conversation would look like “Thank you, Clara for inviting me, I’m sorry I pee peed all over your floor.” She wished the ground could swallow her whole.
Daddy tapped at Lilli’s legs, instructing her to step into her pull-ups, then slid them up her thighs. Although this had become a frequent routine in her life, Lilli still couldn’t help but blush.. The waistband sat at her belly button, and rustled noisily with each step. The smiling Sesame Street characters across the front felt like they were mocking her. She was convinced that somehow these pull-ups were more obvious than any other she had ever worn before.
Lilli sighed with resignation. Daddy helped her into her “big girl clothes” - tan slacks and a fitted, pink blouse. A tasteful outfit for work, though daddy much preferred his little girl in flowy summer dresses, shortalls, and, on particularly hot days like this, nothing except a thick diaper.
“Sweetie, I know this all seems tough, but look at it this way - maybe this is a good thing! Now you won’t have to fight so hard to hide your true self. He pulled her into his lap “Remember, daddy loves you just the way you are!”
Lilli hugged her daddy, and tried not to cry. Despite all of the weekend’s frustrations, all the attempts to be an adult every single day at work, she knew he was right about one thing - the little girl currently curled up on her daddy’s lap was more her “true self” than the woman in boring slacks and button-ups.
Daddy helped Lilli with her backpack, stocked with her work laptop, her water bottle, and changing supplies. He guided her to the car. At least she was allowed to sit in the passenger seat again.
When they arrived at her work, Lilli gave daddy one last pleading look. Daddy just smiled . “It’ll be okay sweetie, but… how about a promise. If anything becomes too unbearable, you call me immediately and I’ll come pick you up. Okay?” Lilli nodded appreciatively, comforted knowing she could go home to daddy if she wanted to. She kissed him goodbye and pulled her bag close, taking the hesitant steps to the front door.
Lilli made it to her cubicle with no further incident. She sighed with relief that she hadn’t run into anyone from the party yet. She decided it would be best to just try concentrating on her work.
“Lil? I was worried you weren’t going to make it in today…” A soothing voice came from behind Lilli. It was Clara. Lilli braced herself.
“But I’m glad you’re here.” Clara deposited her things in the cubicle next to Lilli, and wheeled herself closer. Lilli slunk lower in her chair, unable to make eye contact with Clara. Her sympathetic expression only furthered Lilli’s retrospective embarrassment.
“Oh come on, Lil! Don’t be like that, I really am sorry…”
“No…Clara—“ Lilli finally spoke up. Clara looked relieved to no longer be ignored, which made Lilli feel even more guilty.
“I-I’m sorry!” Lilli bowed her head in shame. The words kept getting stuck in her throat, but she pressed on.
“It’s — it’s not your fault…” Lilli felt like she was about to cry. Clara placed a hand on Lilli’s shoulder, then pulled her into an embrace.
“Aww my Lil! It’s okay! I’m just relieved we’re still friends. We’re.. we’re still friends, right?”
Lilli blushed and nodded. Clara smiled triumphantly.
“So… now that that’s out of the way…” Clara’s grin grew wider. “Liiiiiiillll oh my gosh I know you don’t want to hear it but I have to say , you looked SO cute in your diap—“ Lilli shot her a look then stood up to make sure nobody was in earshot, then sat back down, still blushing head to toe.
Clara’s voice lowered. “Sorry, Lil. Just - you’re so adorable! I hope you know that! Are… are you wearing one right now?” Lilli blushed even rosier, nearly matching the color of her top.
“Y-yes…da—my husband makes me wear my..protection everyday to work”
Clara gushed “Oh. My. Gosh! The cutest!” Clara leaned back in her chair to take a peek at the waistband sticking out of Lilli’s pants, “Hmm these diapers seem thinner than the ones your daddy changed you into on Saturday”
Lilli tugged down the back of her shirt and hissed. “They’re just pull-ups,Clara!! They’re.. they’re only just in case!” Clara was barely listening, and started thumbing through Lilli’s work bag.
“Oh wow! He packs quite a few extra ! He even packed your pacifier!” Lilli dived towards Clara to get her bag back.
“Oh stop! I’m just teasing you, Lil!” She handed Lilli her bag.
“So have you ever had an accident at work —“ Lili attempted to cut Clara off, as, in that moment, Lilli’s two other coworkers, Erica and Tom, were just arriving.
“Morning Lilli. Morning Clara. Mondays am I right?” Tom sat down and logged on to his PC, before spinning his chair towards Lilli and Clara “By the way, great party last weekend, Clare. Erica and I haven’t stopped talking about how much fun we had.” He made eye contact with Lilli briefly and winked. Lilli was blushing again and attempting to not make eye contact. The sudden nervousness began nagging at her bladder.
Clara squeezed Lilli’s hand and whispered “See? Everything’s okay!”
Lilli still felt too embarrassed to acknowledge her other colleagues. Clara may have been understanding (if anything, too understanding, Lilli thought) but she was still concerned about Tom and Erica, how much they saw, or if Clara filled them in on any extra details. Lilli turned back towards her computer , and pretended to get back to work.
Clara, Tom, and Erica chatted amongst themselves, mostly about upcoming projects, weekend plans, and office drama. Lilli was happy to have the attention off herself for the moment, but the pressing needs in her pants continued to grow. She had to go.
She knew it would be best to just get up and go to the potty like an adult , but she was too afraid to risk being the target of conversation again. She adjusted herself in her chair to try to better maintain her composure, which triggered a faint crinkle under her bottom. Clara looked at Lilli through the corner of her eye and smirked, but continued on with her conversations.
Another 20 minutes had passed, and the others were still huddled near the center aisle of the team’s pod of desks. Lilli’s legs began to bounce impatiently. At this rate, Lilli worried she would never be able to make a break for the bathrooms. She nibbled at her thumbnail anxiously contemplating what her best options would be, but the indecision was paralyzing her.
Her bladder eventually made the choice for her, as she involuntarily released a spurt of pee into her absorbent underwear. Lilli froze in terror . She was once again reminded of her most embarrassing moments last weekend - holding herself, crying to daddy for changes like an overgrown toddler, as pee ran down her legs. She didn’t want to risk another public humiliation.
Lilli closed her watering eyes, deciding that a wet pull-up would be better than a visible potty dance all the way to the bathrooms. She tried to concentrate, as her tired bladder steadily tinkled into her pull-ups.
Finally the last of her muscles relented, releasing a brief and final flood. The hissing noise was nearly audible. She sighed as the relief washed over her. Her pull-up felt heavy between her legs and strained against her khakis.
Clara noticed Lilli’s sudden change in composure, and excused herself to check on her.
“Hey, Lil…what’s that you’re working on?”
Lilli side-eyed Clara suspiciously. “Just… finishing up these expense reports. Some of us have a job to do, Clare.”
Clara just smiled and leaned closer towards Lilli’s ear. Lilli tried to remain serious, but Clara’s breath near her neck made Lilli feel hot.
Clara gently rested her hand on Lilli’s shoulder “Sweetie, I don’t know how to tell you this…but I think you might have leaked...”
Lilli shot up in a panic. Clara shushed her and guided her back into her chair. Erica and Tom were talking amongst themselves, but couldn’t help making occasional glances at the commotion.
“Shhh…shh it’s okay baby. Ms. Clara will get you cleaned up in a minute. Just sit tight and play on your laptop for me okay?” Lilli felt confused, “Ms” Clara… ? She had only heard daddy call her that… and Clara was only a few years older than her!
“Say ‘Yes, Ms. Clara.’” Clara’s voice lingered with a new attitude of authority with that last request. Lilli was irked by her condescension. She wanted to push back, but her soaked and leaking pull-up reminded her that she had no leg to stand on.
“Yes, what?” Clara looked into Lilli’s eyes, waiting. Lilli’s face grew redder. She couldn’t possibly expect her to start calling her that could she? She tried to silently plead for Clara to let her off the hook, but Clara remained unwavering.
Clara lit up. She patted Lilli on the back with her approval, then excused herself.
Clara stood up and began undocking her computer, “I’ll be back, everyone! I have a meeting for the next half hour or so”
Lilli grew stressed. Did Ms—did Clara expect her to wait a half hour in her wet pull-ups!? Clara gave Lilli once last glance and nodded before walking away.
Only a few minutes later, Lilli received a ping on her computer. It was Clara. “Meet me in conference room B. Bring your diaper bag.”
