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@littlechipped
So it’s almost been a year since i was forced into recovery. My eating got better sure, but my mindset never did. I want to restrict again but my body is so used to eating absurd amounts of food. Embarrassingly i gained 45 pounds. I’m going to Japan soon (which will hopefully kickstart restriction because of small portion sizes and culture. After the trip i’m going to start posting here regularly to keep up. that’s all!!
i am desperate to get back to my pre-recovery weight dear LORD
y’all i’ve been in recovery, that’s why i was gone, i gained WAYYYYYYYYYY to much weight (15 lbs) so we’re relapsing aha. i had a psych appointment today and got diagnosed with autism and ocd which makes A LOT of sense in terms of how my ed works so i just need to cautious of that this time around ig. let’s see how i do now :)
tell me i’m not the only one who uses recovery accs as inspo
Day 18: fucking cookies
to anyone who needs to hear this, it’s better to start over a million times than to give up
i calculated what my weight would be if i never entered a binge cycle and JESUS CHRIST i’m sobbing my eyes out now dear LORD have mercy
the fact that i won’t have to exercise at my ugw is what keeps me going tbh
day 17: probably
all those tears wasted? yea those weren’t because of your ed, they were because you gave up. keep fucking going
Day 16: About a year ago
I am bad at 2 things:
Having an ED
And not having an ED
(My life summed up)
like if i’m cursed with this can i at least do it right man
Need to lose like 50 pounds and soon before I start to go insane 🫡
For anyone new to the amazing world of ed’s here are some tips to hiding it in front of parents
•ask them to buy you snacks (hide them later)
•act exited when they cook meals (don’t eat it hide it somewhere)
•the only food you consume ever should be in front of them
•wear baggy clothes
•spend a lot time with them so they don’t notice sudden weight loss
•talk about food with exitment
•blame not wanting to go to restaurants on saving money
•this one seems stupid but develop other problems so they focus more on that
OK THATS ALL!
Day 16: a little over a year ago
I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold. I love being cold.
I have to love being cold.
How do you not talk about calories, weight or eds to other people? it's one of the only things that's constantly on my mind and it keeps slipping out.
