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indie & selective Fox from The 100. multiverse, multiship, para-centric, oc friendly mun is 18+, muse is 18+ in non-canon verses

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wcrden:

█ ▌◆ —— the civil wars lyrics sentence starters

that’s the least of all my fears.

please forgive me.

devil’s gonna follow me wherever i go.

i’m a dead man walking.

you only know what i want you to.

i know everything you don’t want me to.

you think your dreams are the same as mine.

i wish you’d hold me.

i don’t have a choice but i’d still choose you.

you’ve been lonely too long.

let me in the wall you’ve built around.

let me hold your hand.

you’re like a mirror, reflecting me.

i never meant to get us in this deep.

i wish you were the one that got away.

oh, if i could go back in time. 

i wish i’d never seen your face.

he’s hidden his heart away.

all he really wants is for someone to want him back.

what i choose is my choice.

the killer in me is the killer in you.

you’re sunlight.

you’re my favorite song, always on the tip of my tongue.

look what you’ve done.

you own me with whispers like poetry.

your mouth is a melody i memorize. 

oh lord, what have i done?

i’ve fallen in love with a man on the run.

don’t take that sinner from me.

i’ve fallen for someone who’s nothing like you.

i just want to take him home.

he did what he had to do.

give me the burden, give me the blame. i’ll shoulder the load and  i’ll swallow the shame.

don’t care if he’s guilty. don’t care if he’s not.

he’s good and he’s bad and he’s all that i’ve got.

i saw heaven every day.

don’t you fret my dear, it’ll all be over soon.

i’ll be waiting here for you.

i don’t want to talk right now.

for all that we’ve got, don’t let go.

i can’t pull you closer than this.

it’s just you and the moon on my skin.

just hold me.

she’s in love and she won’t be again.

i’m going to go home.

why are you so far from me?

in my arms is where you are to be.

how long will you make me wait?

i don’t know how much more i can take.

i’m still waiting patiently.

i wanna leave you.

i wanna give up.

i’m gonna say it if you won’t.

stop saying those sweet things you know i like to hear.

you’re right here with me.

you can’t blame me.

haven’t you noticed me drifting?

i’ve got to let you go.

i just keep losing myself.

one glance was all it took.

give me one more chance.

won’t you please let me into your heart?

i was blind to let you go.

i want you back.

trying to live without your love is like one long sleepless night.

i’m coming home real soon.

i love the best i can.

whatever you do, keep it with you.

sometimes i can’t tell where i am.

through it all we still remain.

all the king’s horses and all of his men couldn’t tear us apart.

i gave you all the love i’ve got.

this is no ordinary love.

i gave you more than i could give.

you’ll always be the only one.

i could get over you but please don’t ask me to.

you always said you want me to be happy but happiness was having you here with me.

you’ll always be the one that’s standing in my way.

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;;ordinisetchaos:

Murphy took in the full extent of his surroundings once he realized where and who the screaming was coming from. The first thing he noticed was the way the girl’s hands looked a dark shade of red, only to realize she had been eating from the bushes around them, that being the most likely cause for the oddly shaded skin. 

He listened to her carefully, and as he did, his eyes scanned the trees around them carefully. No movement was visible from where he stood, but that was not to say that the girl screaming had not scared off whatever might have been lurking near the camp. With the amount of grounder attacks so close to the boundary they had created, Murphy knew it was not wise to brush of Fox’s fears. Better to find out it was nothing more than an animal than to be caught unexpectedly by one of the grounders’ scouts.

He took a step closer to squat down beside her, trying to give her his best look of concern and a tight-lipped grin, but he ended up looking nothing short of uncomfortable and slightly irritated. And he had every reason to be- for all he knew, she had been out here without permission and had been seen by something no doubt.

“Well, consider yourself lucky I found you out here, and not someone else.” He looked once more to where she had been looking when he found her. “And if there is anything out there right now, I suggest we leave before it decides to come back.”

      “ Sorry, ” Fox muttered, looking away from Murphy and letting an embarrassed frown cross her face, “ I just wanted to get outside the walls for a little while... and then I found raspberries... ” She glanced down at the makeshift bowl still clutched in her hands before holding it up for Murphy to see,  “ -- want one? ”

      Now that she was talking to someone, she felt so stupid for screaming.  It had obviously only been some innocent animal or maybe even just a falling branch; whatever it had been, it was so unlikely that it had been something dangerous, and now she’d gotten someone else involved in her own screw up.

      It had all happened because she had gone out without permission - and without even telling a soul.  She shouldn’t have been so stupid, she could have grabbed one of the others, could have at least let someone know where she was going to be... but no, she had to go off alone.

      “ I feel like an idiot, ” She murmured.

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;;screwfears:

      Bellamy was always a little nervous outside       of their walls. His brown eyes scanned the       area constantly but he gae her a small nod:

“Okay, I’d say you look and I keep  an I on the area. Just to be sure  even I doubt grounders are here.”

      “ Ok, ” Fox murmured, making her       way carefully away from Bellamy.       The woods were dark around  her,        seeming frightening to her,  and        her lack of experience.  

                  The little berries on the bushes                   were nice, though.

      She  glanced  around  nervously,       fearing  the worst   with  every       rustle  of   leaves   from   the       surrounding woods.

                  “ What if we ran into  grounders                   while out  here, ”  She  mumbled                   absently, voicing  her  thoughts                   aloud.

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;;viiriidii:

        Monty drew a card, seven,         and added it to his hand. 

         ‘ Nope. Threes? ’ 

        Giving his friend a look over         the top of his cards, he sighed.

         ‘ Everybody does applications online                these days, Fox. And if you never fill                any out, you’re never going to get a                job. If you want, though, I could check                with my parents and see if they know                of any job openings up on campus.                They know everybody up there. ’ 

      “ Fine, ” She pouted, handing       Monty the correct card.

                  “ See, I’ve done a  bunch  of                     applications already... and                     I haven’t gotten  a  single                     call back yet. ”

      “ It  probably  doesn’t  help         that the only experience  I         have is a retail  job  form         high school. ”

                  Fox sighed  into  her  cards,                   slouching over and looking up                   pathetically    at     Monty,                    “ You’d do that for me? ” She                   asked,  responding   to   his                   offer of help.

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;;ordinisetchaos:

For a friday night at a bar, Murphy was surprised to see how much things had been winding down so early. Most weekends, he was constantly moving behind the counter from the beginning of his shift until the final call, but tonight was not the worst he had encountered in his nearly two years working at the dive of a place. 

It was also fortunate that he had remembered to set his phone to vibrate before he had slipped it into his back pocket at the start of the evening- trying to hear a ringtone over the music and chatter in the small, acoustic room was nearly impossible even when it was not too busy. So when he felt the vibration of a text alert, he excused himself from the conversation he was having with one of the customers to check what the message had been.

If his friend had not sounded so desperate through the text, he would have likely been offended that she considered him nothing more than a last resort. She had sounded desperate though, which meant that she was either hurt or was afraid that she somehow would be if he did not come to help her. It was not like the girl to overreact, so when he got a message like this he knew it was important. 

Murphy returned to his work station, where he explained to the other bartender on shift that night that there was an emergency and he had to head out early. Something in his expression must have been enough to convey how worried he was about the girl, as he had braced himself for an argument but got nothing more than a wave of the hand in dismissal.

Before his coworker could think twice about letting him off the hook for the night, he took off in the direction of the exit, grabbing his jacket and hat as he passed. Once out in the cold air, he pulled out his phone once more to find her number. 

“Pick up, pick up, pick up,” he repeated in a whisper under his breath, as he listened to the dial tone. The more it rang the more nervous he grew. Maybe she was in worse trouble than he had thought.

      Her phone rang from where it sat in her hands, and she fumbled with it, nearly dropping the device before she finally managed to press ‘answer.’  It caught on the last ring and she breathed a sigh of relief, lifting the phone to her ear.

      “ Murphy?!  Please please please tell me you’re coming to get me, it’s dark, and freezing, and -- ” Fox babbled into the phone, words punctuated by chattering teeth, “ -- I’m freaking out, please help! ”

      Fox cast nervous glances around the street as she spoke into the phone, every so often looking back to make sure the club bouncer was still standing outside the door.  She didn’t know what she would do if he were to leave; being completely alone on a dark street at night was more than a frightening prospect for the tiny girl.  

      She knew she was small and weak, and she really didn’t fancy her chances if someone were to realize what an easy target she was.

      “ I’m downtown at the corner of Main Street and Oak. ”

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;;viiriidii:

       ‘ Okay, so maybe you            shouldn’t get a cat yet. ’

   Monty carefully ordered his cards, humming softly as he shook his head.         ‘ Go fish. Any queens? ’    He knew there had to be a way he could help his friend. After all, being catless was a very serious problem. 

       ‘ Well where have you             tried looking? ’

      “ For a cat, or for a job? ”

                  She picked up another card --                   not a four, but also   not  a                   queen, either.

      “ Got any... ”  She  glanced       down at  the  cards  in  her       hand, “ eights? ”

                   “ I’ve looked at  a  lot  of                    places, but all of them were                    like ‘apply online,’ and you                    know that means they won’t                    hire you. ”

[littlefcx-blog]

;;screwfears:

    “Okay, I have no clue what you are      speaking about so it looks like we           have to just go and find out.”

This was why he believed they all neede more explorings. But so far just spacewalker believed he should do so. Time to change it.

  “ Just keep your eyes open, we should find it.”

      “ The rock it’s near is supposed       to look  like  a  giant  foot, ”         Fox clarified, “ At least that’s       what they said. ”

                  They made their way  through  the                   woods, Fox stumbling occasionally                   on  an  exposed  root  or  stone.                     After a  while of   walking,  she                   spotted the  oddly  shaped  rock,                   and the cluster of bushes next to                   it.

      “ I think that might be it! ”

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;;ordinisetchaos:

“You do whatever you want with your pants, as long as we are both in agreement that a movie night inside is much better than actually leaving this couch. There’s nothing even out right now that’s worth watching in my opinion, but you can never go wrong with Netflix.”

      “ Sweet!  I’ll get the popcorn...         and the fluffy blankets. ”

                  “ You pick the movie, uh, nothing                     scary, ok? ”

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;;screwfears:

   “ Don’t make it down. I wouldn’t be       surprised that this could be useful       to us at some point. Now let’s go       and explore the area . “

Bellamy picked one of the guns and hold it close. He was preared for an attack but he doubted much would happen. The grounders seemed to wait for something to happen first.

      Fox guessed that Bellamy was       only saying that to make her       feel better, but she  smiled       anyway,  nodding   when   he       mentioned leaving camp.

                  They made their way out  of                   the camp, Fox pointing them                   towards  the  west.   At  a                   fast clip it  would  be  at                   least a  ten  minute  walk,                   but through woods like  the                   ones they resided  in,  Fox                   guessed   it   would   take                   closer to twenty.

      “ They said it  was  near  a         boulder that looked like -         and I quote -  ‘a  big-ass         foot’ ”

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;;ordinisetchaos:

littlefcx | (X)

“Better idea- we could stay here and watch a movie. Then neither of us would have to bother with wearing pants. I consider that one of those win-win situations.”

      “ I like that idea a  lot         better... but I’m still         going  to  wear   pants. ” 

                  “ -- These have gnomes  on                     them, and  they’re  very                     cute. ”

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fuck marry spank: clarke bellamy finn

      “ Um... I’d marry Clarke, sleep         with  Bellamy,  and  I  guess         that means  I’d  spank  Finn?          I don’t think I’d like  doing         that, though. ”

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;;screwfears:

   “ Maybe we should get you a job too.      You know something you do from       time to time so it’s familiar for you. “

Maybe all Fox needed was a little more courage. Bellamy would try to support it. He was okay that  she did not want to hunt. He had      enough people for that.

  “ Is there any work you used to do on the Ark? “

      “ I  used  to  work   in   the       Archives, ” Fox  offered,  “ I       was a librarian, but  I’m  not       sure how that would be of  any       use. ”

                  She had read a lot, working in                   the Archives, and  could  tell                   anyone theories and histories.                     But     without      practical                   experience in the theories she                   knew, what good were they?

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;;screwfears:

  “  We don’t hunt with guns if that troubles       you. We use spears so you never have       to be worried that a bullet suddenly hits       you out there. Let’s go and look for it. “

Guns and bullets kept them alive and just were for the emergency. Maybe they shoudl start to think about bows but to make them is a hard thing. 

   “ Do you know whih direction they            headed from the camp? “

      “ Do we have to hunt? ” Fox       asked, “ I can barely use a       gun, let alone a spear, and       I... I don’t think I  could       kill something anyway. ”

                  She would much rather stick                   to collecting  wild  fruits                   and nuts,  if  she  had  to                   leave the camp.  

      “ They said the strawberries       were...   um... ”  After   a       moment   of   thought,   she       pointed west, “ That way. ”

[littlefcx-blog]

“What the hell do you think you’re doing?”

      Fox jumped in surprise at the       sound,  nearly  falling  from       the log she was  using  as  a       bench.  She had  simply  been       sitting there  at  the  fire,       chewing on  a  bit  of  dried       meat; she hadn’t thought  she       had   been   doing   anything       wrong.

                  “ I- I’m just eating...? ”

[angstmemes]

Basic Angst Starters

because sometimes what’s left to the imagination is much more terrifying.

“Are you feeling alright? You don’t look it.” “I just heard something… Something bad…” “Why didn’t you tell me about this?!” “What’s all this blood?!” “Will you tell me what the fuck is going on?” “Don’t give me that look! It wasn’t my fault!” “You should probably sit down for this.” “Please tell me you forgive me!” “I can’t live without you!” “Oh god, It was a mistake coming here… I’m sure of it.” “What the hell happened to you?!” “Where have you been?! I’ve been waiting for hours!” “You promised you wouldn’t do this anymore!” “I knew not to trust you!” “What’s that in your bag…? Is that–? Tell me it’s not!” “Is this what a dislocated shoulder feels like?!” “How could you do this to me?!” “Wake up! Wake up!!! You’re having a nightmare!” “I feel weird… what was in that drink…?” “I don’t want to leave you, but you’re not really giving me another option.” “Please… you’re scaring me…” “Ssh, I heard something again. How aren’t you hearing it? It was loud… and getting closer.” “Are you okay in there? You’ve been so quiet.” “I came as soon as I could! Did he/she get to you already?” “I don’t know whether I want to do this. I don’t know whether I CAN do this.” “Do you remember anything?” “You have to tell me who did this to you!” “No, no, I’m not alright. I’m definitely not alright.” “What’s your fucking problem?!” “Are you crying?” “You’re freaking me out! Please calm down!” “I’m leaving. And I’m not intending to come back.” “You… are dying?” “Did you drink the whole bottle while tripping? Seriously?” “Do you have a deathwish or something? Jesus!” “Ever been held at gunpoint? Want to know what it feels like?” “Stop screaming! Shh, calm down! You have to keep quiet!” “When’s the last time you slept?”.

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post season 2 Fox gardening as therapy, saving seeds from her meals to plant outside her tent.  Soon other people start noticing what she’s doing, and at first it’s just the other delinquents bringing her seeds, but then the Arkers join in and soon everyone’s bringing seeds, and helping plant and take care of the garden. :’)

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