you can call me ari. i‘m an adult (01-liner), obsessed with everything angelic, sensual & hopelessly romantic. my forte is smut about passionate lovers (so i believe.)
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why do red lights take their sweet time in changing especially when something important was coming up? it almost seemed like the perfect representation of your life as well.
your fingers tapped against the steering wheel as they count the seconds until the light was finally green. the few cars in front of you started rolling slowly, leaving their spot bit by bit until there was enough space for you to finally move as well.
one car crossed, the line, two did, three and the fourth one rushed over the marking with squeaking wheels as the traffic light turned from green to orange and to red again.
all of this, right in front of you. yes, including the newly turned red traffic light.
your forehead fell against the steering wheel in frustration. this feeling engulfed you like a deja-vu all over again. all these moments in which you enjoyed your time with leo, things getting more steamy when his personal red light would get in between the two of you.
the last time this happened was only yesterday. you had tucked leo‘s daughter to bed after reading to her from her favorite story book. she always choose the same one and you could swear you could cite the book without reading it but for leo‘s sake you‘d pretend to read.
"she admires you so much and she literally wants to copy everything you do. so maybe if you read and look smart she‘ll do the same."
he had squeezed your cheek as he spoke, laughing at the roll of your eyes.
no lie. you loved leo‘s daughter. she was sweet, polite and kind and although you worried at first, the two of you ended up going along so well.
the problem was not about you and her not being on the same wave-length. in fact, she liked you so much that she would not want to leave your side.
last week had been the cherry on top, the sweet spot, the absolute climax. you had your hands tangled in leo‘s hair, tongues collided as he had you grabbed by your soft hips. one sinful roll of those against his crotch had him groaning and roaming his hands over your body like a starving man.
his big and warm hands found their way under your shirt and it didn‘t take them long to find his favorite part of your body.
hands-full of your round boobs were squeezed and kneaded like dough in leo‘s palms, making you giggle and arch into his touch.
it was right then, when you threw your head back and had an up-side-down glimpse of the front door, that you sprung free from leo‘s grip and collapsed on the floor.
just three steps behind you stood leo‘s daughter, grinning with one missing front teeth that you helped her pull out after it was already loose. the smile that you found so adorable had put you to shame that night. you could only hope she did not see her father‘s hand on places they were not supposed to be.
at least not for that moment.
that incident left you laying in bed with a rather bitter feeling. although no one was to blame, it ruined the mood completely for the night. leo knew too, and he was a far too good boyfriend to not notice and take care of it immediately.
so this is where you were heading to. the making-up date, is what he called it.
excitement already overcame you as you typed in the passkey to leo‘s apartment. even though the two of you had not moved together (entirely) yet, he did everything to make you feel at home at his place. if only he knew that his presence was far more than enough to complete this feeling.
"i‘m home." you called as you entered and immediately took off your outer-wear. your boyfriend‘s familiar steps were heard as he skipped down from upstairs, he was smiling brightly as you came into his view.
his hair was wet and sitting in a gentle mess on top of his head. his white tshirt clung lightly to his damp chest. leo had showered and you smelled the delicious after-math even from afar.
"come here, baby." he opened his arms on his way to you, engulfing you in a big bear hug, followed by a soft, warm and lasting kiss on your lips that you welcomed with a gentle hum.
one and two more followed before you briefly pulled away. "you smell so good."
your lips briefly touched again as his eyes scanned your face with all its beautiful features that he was so in love with.
"i got ready to spend the night with you." he whispered against your mouth, making your eyes close in comfort. with only your breaths keeping you apart from each other, sensing his moves was like reading through pages of a book, with every detail being so clear like a story being told.
his arms scooted south, hooking behind your knees as he lifted you off the ground. your little squeal of joy was replied to with a deep giggle of his. his sexy voice with the strength of his body only fueled the fire that had been burning for hours.
with a quick kick, the door to his room clicked shut. you felt your cherry cheeks as he let you down on the floor, partly from the almost up-side-down position he carried you in, but mostly from the excitement you felt for the upcoming night.
"where did you drop her off?" your palms laid flat on his chest, feeling his muscles through the thin fabric of his shirt as they lowered down in a slow pace to the hem.
the both of you kept the eye contact intact while your hands toyed with his clothing. "she‘s with her granny, having the time of her life."
his hands held your hips, letting you have your way with him without interrupting. "so that daddy can have the time of his life as well, huh?"
at his reply he bit down on his bottom lip, fingers wrapping around your wrists as your hands tickled his toned abdomen underneath his tshirt.
"i shouldn‘t be liking this too much." leo said with a cheeky grin, walking you backwards towards the bed. gladly, you obeyed his directions, your heart thumbing against your chest in harmony with your steps.
its been two years with leo already and you cannot believe how this man could still make you giggly like a little girl. it was only then, when you got to date an older guy, that you realized that this is what being pampered truly felt like.
not only were you able to tell that he was being responsible due to his nature as a single dad, but being the father of a girl showed in his gentle and mature behavior. you just knew you had won the lottery the moment you laid your eyes on this man.
as the back of your knees hit the mattress, you fell on your butt, gazing upwards towards leo with what he liked to call 'siren eyes'.
"these pearls are asking for something, aren‘t they?" he spoke, grabbing the hem of his shirt as he pulled it off his body and tossed it behind him. immediately, your palms spread out flat on his stomach, feeling his hot skin.
"won‘t you give it to me?" a deep chuckle left leo‘s lips at your flirty question. his hands remained hanging by his sides as he leaves you to exploring his body, rubbing him from his abdomen all the way up to hsi chest where your fingers brushed his nipples. leo bit back a grin. "treat yourself, princess."
you didn‘t have to be told twice. your gaze lowered, as did your palms. your fingers tangled in the hem of his pants and you couldn‘t hold back the excitement in your eyes as you pulled it down to his ankles alongside his underwear.
you looked up at him, adrenaline rushing through your body at the way he was observing your movements, the way you held onto his thighs as you slowly slid your hands to his cock.
one hand slid back to touch his balls in soft pumping motions. the grunts that left leo‘s mouth at these actions shoot straight to your core. with your free hand, you stroked his big length from the head all the way to base. the combination of these movements had leo rolling his head back.
"don‘t hold back, baby. this is all yours. make me loaded to fill you up." his words sent a wave of heat to your face, straight up showing on the apple of your cheeks. automatically, your head nodded in excitement, very much eager to get the best out of him.
you lifted his shaft up, tongue out as you followed your stroking from the base to the head, almost embarassed at how this own action of yours drew a moan out of you. it was covered by leo‘s low voice ringing through your ears.
you couldn‘t stress enough how much you loved his voice, how crazy it drove you that he never bothered to be quiet when you got intimate. especially now that you have the house all to yourself you were burning about the idea to make his moans sound through all the walls.
treating his cock like your favorite candy, you continued to give him long-drawn licks, sucking on his sensitive skin in between. it took leo a deep breath beforehand to open his eyes because he knew he would be met with the most lewd sight.
he gasped softly, almost startled when he realized you have had your eyes on him the entire time. he had no idea how he was giving you the best view possible, with his head thrown back, his throat so open and accessible you would have loved to suck on it and mark it, his glistening chest, covered in a thin layer of sweat as the heat in the room was building up.
leo‘s hand found your head, patting your silky hair and brushing your cheeks with his knuckles afterwards. "you‘re such a pretty girl you know that? why don‘t you show me that hot body of yours?"
his fingers tucked on the shoulder parts of your top and you were discarding it in the speed of a light. from the position leo had, standing in front of view, he had the perfect sight right on top of your boobs. you knew it was one of his favorite body parts, even outside of the bedroom he couldn‘t take his hands off them.
knowing the effect it has on him, you were in a powerful position. you squeezed your arms together, pressing your chest in between. as expected your boyfriend‘s lips slightly parted, a soft and nervous chuckle coming from him.
it gave you the confidence to keep going, your hands going behind you to free you from your bra, leaving it to slide off your shoulders by itself. the moment your tits came free, you held them in your hand, squeezing them gently as you stretched your head to the side, a small whimper escaping your lips.
"is this the hot body you‘re talking about?" the grip on yourself remained tight as your fingers played with your hard nipples, flicking and rubbing them. in between enjoying yourself, you stole some glances at leo who had trapped you in between his arms, both palms pressing into the mattress at each side of your body.
"exactly. and if you keep kneading those pretty tits like that, i‘ll grow more hungry to put them to a good use." his thumb dragged your bottom lip, his gaze hungry and lustful as much as it was lovestruck and awed by your figure. you couldve sworn that these eyes were able to melt even the coldest walls of ice.
"what exactly are you thinking of, hm?" you asked, flashing him the most innocent smile. leo mirrored this expression, seemingly glad at your words. "how about you squeeze that dick of mine between your beautiful boobs?"
you playfully slapped him at his naughty suggestion, yet you knew that the tint on your cheeks and at the tip of your ears was spilling how much it was actually turning you on. slowly, your eyes wandered downwards to leo‘s crotch, his cock hanging down straight and leaking in all the ways you desired.
before you could answer, leo gently pushed you to lay down flat by your shoulders. he climbed on the bed, your body in between his legs and he made sure not to put any on his weight on you for one moment.
"if i accidentally sit on you, please pinch me." your heart warmed at his awareness and care and you nodded in assurance. "you won‘t hurt me i know that."
he leaned down, exchanging soft pecks with you before sitting up straight and moving further up until his tip poked the underside of your boobs. if he was able to feel your heart sitting in the middle of your chest, he would know how aroused all of this made you. not to mention that the thumbing against his length wouldnt make him equally excited.
leo pushed his hip forward, his cock sliding in between your skin easily. your eyes rolled back at how wet all of your foreplay got him at the first place, your liquids working as the perfect lubricant.
impatienly, you tapped the side of his thighs. there was no need to wait, to necessity to adjust, if anything you wanted him to go all in from the second he made his suggestion.
your hands came down to your boobs once more that night, pressing them together, securing your boyfriend nice and tight. the groan he let out did things to your ego, so you made sure to have your cushions stay in place as leo dragged his cock between your breasts in slow motions.
"god damn it, baby. what is your plan?" he had leaned forward on his forearms, his torso being perfectly in your sight as you watched his sweaty glistening skin rock forth and back.
"to drive you insane, babe. that‘s what i want." your eyes met swiftly as he gazed towards you while you looked up. you watched his smirking face melt into a frown as pre-cum dripped from his tip on your skin. "i‘ve been crazy for you ever since i laid my eyes on you. you‘re my favorite girl ever."
letting yourself loose in the high of pleasure, you giggled at his words, not even making the slightest effort to clean up the mess on your body. "what about lucy?"
at the mention of his daughter‘s name, he paused. after a pause of three seconds you heard leo snicker as he rolled off you, sitting up straight as he took your hands and lead you to sit on his lap. "are you seriously comparing yourself to my child?"
you had positioned yourself close enough to leo, his cock sitting in between the warmth of your clit as he rubbed against you with every move. "well, she‘s your blood and flesh isn‘t she?" obviously you were joking, but you knew leo always was the most sensitive about his little girl.
it was one of those traits that you found incredibly sexy about him. boys your age could barely showcase the maturity that you found in leo. he was beyond perfect and you were lying if you said you had caught yourself daydreaming of raising lucy and maybe your own child together with him.
"listen, babygirl" the vibrations of his raspy voice sent tingles through your entire frame. you had a thing for the way he spoke, like his voice was lulling you to roll your hips and grind your bare clit on his dick. his big hand gently grabbed you by the face, making sure your gaze stays on him.
"lucy and you. you and lucy. you girls are the best thing that ever happened to me." his words went straight to your heart, you had a hard time biting back the wide smile blooming on your lips. as his hand reached between the two of you to line up his length to your entrance, he continued his pampering.
"i couldn‘t imagine my life without you. you are my family. i need you as a part of my life. lucy as my daughter and you as my beautiful girl and the mommy of this family that i‘m dreaming of."
his words and all of the pleasure he had given you clouded your entire system. you were incredibly turned on by his affection, his care and vision of a future that includes you.
as he had you filled with him, you wasted no time in putting your hips to good use. love-struck, you held his face on your palm, the both of you eating each other‘s moans as you breathed against the other‘s lips.
"i love you, leo." your tongue brushed against his mouth with every L in that sentence. "i want this, all of this what you‘re talking about- fuck."
leo had his palms flat on your butt cheeks, meeting your thrusts by pushing you back and forth, setting the pace, quickening the speed. he set fireworks inside of you with every stroke of his cock against your throbbing walls.
"i want a future for both of us, i-" you couldn‘t finish your sentence as he hit the most sensitive and deepest spot of yours, a whiny gasp leaving your lips in between the messy rhythm of your breath.
"yeah? is that true? would you be with my forever, princess? have my babies? take care of them like your most precious gems?"
the thought of carrying leo‘s children inside your body, a part of his literal living being, made you dizzy, desperate for more, eager to make it all come true. your nails clawed into leo‘s skin.
"yes! y-yes. i want it leo. please, come .. inside me." your legs had gone numb before you even noticed it but your boyfriend had already taken over, his hold steady as he bounced you up and down on his lap.
wet sounds of skin slapping filled the room, you were stuffed with leo, mentally and physically. he filled you up in all the ways you craved. "you‘ll be such a beautiful mama, i‘ll fill you up so good and you‘ll look so divine with that cute bump. fuck.. i gotta hold myself back from giving you another one straight away."
you chuckled, dazed and drunk from the climax that hit you with specks of white covering your vision. the sound of your voice came out unsteady at the bumpy movements of leo‘s thrusts. no matter how worn-out you felt, you were the most alive you had ever been.
hugging your boyfriend close, you rest your head on his forehead, soft and tired moans falling from your lips as he used you to reach his own high.
warm, sticky liquid filled up your inside, some of it dripping down your thigh but you couldn‘t care less about that as much as you didn‘t care about leo‘s arousal on your chest.
leo‘s movements came to a halt and though you felt slightly dizzy from the constant shaking of your body, you had been most happy through this entire session.
soft kisses stamped your shoulder as your boyfriend gently rocked you from side to side, his beautiful baby in his arms.
as the lashes of your tired eyes tickled leo‘s skin, he placed on more lasting kiss on your temple, slowly laying you down on your back.
"before you don‘t hear me returning it as you sleep .. i love you too, baby."
hello 🤫 im sure you get this everyday but when are you releasing your next sangwon fic... we're all starving
hi! i‘m sorry to keep you guys waiting, i haven‘t gotten to working on writings a lot lately. i like to switch up between leo and sangwon and since the golden apple was the last one i wrote, a leo fics is already in the works and i’ll try my best to have sangwon follow up vvv soon after that. thank you so much for your interest 🤍 (i‘m actually surprised you guys are still waiting for me although i havent been publishing in the same speed as before ;;)
hi! ooooh, i haven't read tcp so maybe i should pick it up in the library next! and i know a bookstore that sells milk&honey so maybe i should set aside some money for that (ok rhymer?)
about my favorite books, my top genres are mystery and romance, BUT my favorite kind of reads nowadays are books centered around family, friendships, and love. i also read a few self-help books here and there too. i've never been a huge fan of fantasy but if the chronicles of narnia series by c.s lewis counts then i love fantasy. my childhood favorite 🫶
recently i finished a japanese novel called sweet bean paste by durian sukegawa. it really helped me de-stress recently since the world's moving too fast nowadays... i love the slow-pace writing of this book and the poetry implemented in its words almost made me cry as someone who rarely even feels the urge to cry about a book (i'd also be lying if i didn't say it's the most sangwon coded book i've read so far iykwim)
another novel i read recently was in an instant by suzanne redfearn. this one's a super interesting read since it's in the perspective of a dead family member, and it's also a sad and tragic story, too. the topics in it are pretty heavy, but i like seeing the growth of characters as it progresses.
i assume we read and are influenced by different genres but i really hope these sound interesting to you! have a nice dayy
(sidenote because i'm curious again, what's your mbti? i'm an intj🩶)
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hello, sorry for the late reply. i‘ve got a lot to handle but im still very pleased to read your answer <3
honestly, it‘s great that you mention japanese books bc they do catch my eye every time i pass by them at the book store but idk why i never got my hands on one. maybe this is a sign for me to do that. the way you describe the language to be very poetic speaks a lot to me. beautiful writing and sangwon coded? count me in!!
thank you so much for your recommendation. i‘ve mainly been reading very light stuff bc life itself is tough and i just love to sink into a more sweet world even if that sounds utopic.
my mbti is entj, almost the same as you! would you have expected that? ^^
hi! i'm a silent enjoyer of your work, and i really love your writing as one who enjoys literature (especially poetry). i'm so curious to ask what your favorite books are that inspire your writing for leowon. i hope you're having a great day! i'm also not sure if you're a huge allyz but i hope you're doing well about the current geonwoo situation if it's affecting you too.
since i'd love to stick around, may i be 🐈⬛ anon?
hello my dear, thank you so much for your lovely ask & for enjoying my writings 🫶🏻
i have also been loving poetry since i was a teenager and i think it contributed a huge part to my 'repertoire' of expressions that i own today. i started off with milk&honey by rupi kaur which impressed me a lot as a young girl.
this may come as a surprising answer but my one of my mostest favorite books, which can answer your question the best, is the cruel prince by holly black! yes, it is not heavy on romance and yes it is fantasy, which i do not write but here‘s why i think reading fantasy and this book in particular inspires me for my writings:
fantasy books in general, but especially the cruel prince, tend to have a very poetic and magical way of storytelling bc it adds to the mood and the setting of the book. tcp is set in a world of faes and the way these creatures talk is so lyrical. the love confessions by the fae prince are literally the most beautiful lines of words ive ever read negl.
but honestly, books mostly inspire me by for language rather than the content. i think my interest in sensuality and how i see beauty in intimacy and erotic things comes from my personal taste and mindset (and deluluness from romance that probably doesnt exist lol). leowon are just very perfect muses because they‘re very artistic persons, they take a huge part into the things i write and if i wrote for other muses, there would be different stories to tell :-)
i do hope that geonwoo can return to ald1 and i do not think that they should rush it either bc the internet is a cruel place.
i hope you have an amazing day too, 🐈⬛! mind to tell me what your favorite book is?
hai! :D it's been a while ㅋㅋㅋㅋ hoping you're doing well~🩷 i just drop by to check on you ^^ writing can be overwhelming and you might think of your works as "less" but there's no such thing. i've been a reader since Instincts and it inspired me to public my works! tysm for doing your best 🫂 do take rests if things aren't going well (◠‿・)—☆
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hello my dear, thank you so much for your kind words. they really mean a lot to me. i am very grateful that you have been enjoying my work for such a long time. i feel as thankful for that as i am for the fact that i inspired you to publish your work! same goes to you, your writing is always a creative work of art that and there will always be someone who enjoys it. stay happy and healthy! 🫶🏻
oh my days. the golden apple. wow. ABSOLUTELY no words. I would love love love a sequel to this if you’re interested in writing one in the future!!
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thank you so much for your beautiful compliment, i appreciate it so so much, fr! 🤍
i‘m so glad you all enjoy this type of setting, writing and story. i‘d love to work on a sequel but i hope it‘s fine if it wont be released too soon, bc i have other projects that i‘d like to post before that. i will make sure to make it happen though, tysm once again. 🫶🏻
i think leowon are two very different type of club-goers, one more dynamic than the other but both still fun to be with.
i feel like leo would be more of the passive side. he‘d either like to stay at the bar, sit somewhere at the corner of the room on one of the comfy couch seats if available while sipping on his drink and just hold a conversation with the person he came with. although it may seem unusual, i also feel like he could be the guy to show up alone if he has had a bad day and just wants to be in a place of free minds. if this is the case, he would still stay more passive but starts people-watching.
leaned back, hood over the head, cup to his lips while his eyes scanned the dancing crowd that he didn‘t want to be a part of. but when his eyes stayed stuck on one particular person, he couldn‘t just look away no matter what. as soon as they acknowledge his presence by maybe smiling at him, that is when he will starts starring shamelessy, taking in all their curves and sways of their hips to make it even more obvious that there is lust growing inside of him. the exchange of flirty gazes would go on until even leo gets up to join the dance floor, body to body with his new-found company.
for sangwon, i think you could pretty much imagine him in the position of this other person in leo‘s scenario. we all know that although introvert, he enjoys clubbing. i am sure it is for the vibe, a room of people who just have fun, dance, laugh, sing and are able to talk about things no one can listen to because it is way too loud in there to 'overhear' conversations. on bad days, he would love to get in between the sea of people and throw off all his remaining energy by dancing, letting his body float to the beat while the alcohol gets into his pulses.
even when someone sneaks up behind him, gentle hands asking for approval as they softly graze his shoulder with his finger at first, he immediately approves of this feeling of want. sangwon would quickly sneek up a gaze to the beautiful visage of the stranger inviting him to a dance. tonight he would accept it, tonight sangwon loves this attention of the person he never met, allowing them to hold him as he moves, their hands roaming over his body in a more bold way with every new song but sangwon didn‘t mind. in fact he loved it.
summary: a noble lady has to be pursued, a maid is already owned.
cw: bridgerton-inspired setting, forbidden desire, one-sided love, toxic sangwon (but he‘s still a good person i promise), smut, spitting, wax play, oral (m receiving), face f*cking
proofread. english is not my first language, so i‘m sorry for any mistakes. enjoy!
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smile. nod. bow.
sangwon had been repeating these moves the entire evening long. the soft and sweet curve on his lips began to freeze on his face but no one seemed to mind.
neither did they care about the fresh-out-of-the-product-line gestures. everyone noticed it. they all knew that he was giving every lady the same gentle treatment. from holding her gloved fingers in his pillowy grip, to the angelic voice that voiced his returned greetings, followed by the highly awaited kiss on the held hand.
yet they were pretty much lining up. walking up and down his view in hopes to become the focus of his gaze that was impossible to read. his eyes were so steady, almost empty with nothing hidden behind them. no matter how fancy the ballroom was decorated, no matter how much wine he was being offered, no matter if the hottest lady of the season graced him with a hint of attention.
sangwon remained unfazed. quiet, mysterious, alluring, beautiful and most importantly: untouchable. did anyone care, though?
of course they did not. he was one of the most wanted persons in this society. the most awaited guest on every single ball. women swarmed the event whenever it was known, that he‘d attend. men on the search could only curse in silence whenever his carrier arrived on the scene, knowing too damn well that their chance of attention just became significantly low.
they could only pray for the day sangwon would at least stop showing up alone. him having a partner should lower his popularity. it was likewise a hopeless wish as it was the biggest mystery in town.
is there a secret lover? is it a woman or a man? why does he always leave the scene alone? how was he never caught with another person? if he had a partner, why would he still show up to social events which mainly serve the purpose of finding the perfect match for most attendants?
these questions had been circulating ever since lee sangwon had started engaging in society and they remain unanswered until this day.
one last time, he waved goodbye to the eager young ladies who followed him all the way to his carrier, flooding him with the same set of questions on the way, he dealt with every other night and which he answered with the same repeated grace. even when he set off, he could still hear their voices until they slowly faded into the night air. to his relief.
when he could hear nothing more but the moving wood of his vehicle, he sighed in ease, pushing the curtain aside and letting the light of the moon shower his face.
the air smelled clean, filled with the fresh grass and flowers on the country side. white light illuminated his way, allowing him to take in the beauty of his surroundings, far away from the noisy city.
today was the perfect night to take care of himself.
he climbed out his carrier soon after his arrival, nodding to his servant to take it to its destined place for the night and leave him to take care of the horses. sangwon gazed upwards as the servant left, looking up to the window on the second floor, on the very right side. a smile that was different from the one he had worn on all night spread across his lips, as the light in that room was still brightly present.
he went inside, up the stairs to the right wing of his beloved home. casually he pushed down the handle of the door. no knocking, no speaking. after all, this was his bedroom.
"you‘re back."
as the female, who had been present long before his arrival, turned to bow to him, he caught a glimpse of the new bed sheets she had changed for him. a pleasant view in this room, that came second, in his opinion.
they strid towards each other, sangwon keeping still as they met in the middle of the room. her hands were quick to get into their routine. taking off his coat, undoing the buttons of his dress shirt as well as loosening the tie of his boots.
"did you enjoy your evening, sir?" she asked while putting away his outerwear. next thing, she helped him shrug off his top, immediately exchanging it to his sleep wear.
"it was just the usual." he spoke in a tone that was impossible to hear if she went just two more steps away from him. but she knew how to adapt. she knew sangwon way too well, way too long. and she liked him way too much.
yet, how was she supposed to understand at her young age that loving the son of lord lee was the last thing she should do? it seemed like an unspoken rule that the daughter of the house‘s head maid was supposed to know by heart.
this rule remained unspoken up until this day. instead, it was delivered to her the hard way.
sangwon was a good son through and through. the gem of his household. the families pride. someone who takes his duties seriously.
a noble young man should always attend his lessons. therefore sangwon was an excellent athlete, such a gifted hunter, a beautiful dancer, a magnificent singer with the ability to play 4 instruments and speak 3 languages.
he was equipped with the finest manners, never threw a tantrum, never lost his temper in public. to everyone‘s eyes, sangwon was the embodiment of sweetness and exquisity. this picture that he presented to the public remained well-polished without even the slightest reasonings to stirr up rumors that could question the flawless person that he is.
the secret to holding up this perfect facade is allowing it to bend and crumble once in a while. when one is trusted to see and care for this side, how is it not possible to question one‘s own position? on the other hand, how stubborn does a gentleman have to be to brush off this comfort he feels around this certain person instead of questioning the depth of his emotions?
a noble man and his housemaid shall not be circulating their minds around such topics. even thinking about it seems like breaking laws. things like these aren’t even meant to fail because they’re not meant to exist. it speaks against the hierarchy. society says no!
sangwon‘s fingers were cold as they wrapped around her wrists that worked to do the buttons of his sleeping shirt, stopping her halfway. their eyes met, a conversation was held that was far different from the crumbs of sentences they had exchanged before.
this one held messages which‘s content was knowingly forbidden. but it was the only type of content between them that was real.
"i was bored." he spoke, taking two steps forward that lead her to walk backwards at the second step. behind her back stood his king-sized, freshly made bed.
"i am sorry the ball wasn‘t pleasing to you." she reached her hand out to cup his cheek, stroking his soft skin with her thumb. sangwon still had her wrists gripped, tilting his head sideways to plant a soft kiss on her palm.
he could smell the creamy vanilla scent from the soap bar he gifted her off her skin. present scents such as perfumes were not made to be worn by a maid. this body soap was a purposely chosen gift, something to taste and sense only from a close distance. something to be known and enjoyed only by him. step by step he lead their way further behind, until her knees hit the edge of the bed and one soft push of his had her falling on the mattress.
"it wasn‘t pleasing because i was only waiting to get home."
things had set off subtly. her being specifically assigned to assist the youngest son of the lee family, only granted him better access to his procedures. sangwon was such a smart boy, especially equipped with emotional intelligence. what may seemed like the maid‘s pure fondness for him to others, was actually a bundle of secret emotions, hidden behind those eyes that he never failed to read whenever he got the chance to.
the sheer shade of pink that tinted the tip of her ears whenever she helped him change his clothes, the slight shake of her hand whenever she served him his daily cup of tea, the little glances she stole at his face every time they took a walk in the garden that he asked for.
it took him one kiss to confirm his assumptions, soft moans of her to bubble up the excitement inside his body, her warmth around him to spark up the always returning hunger for a person that actually liked the true him, instead of society‘s favorite.
even now, as he climbed on top of her frame, settled on his knees as his fingers worked to untie the front of her maid dress, he could feel the tingles all over his body. every ball, he would look those noble ladies in the eye, observing the adoration for a man that he could only possibly be because there was someone catching him at his lowest.
if one day, he were to lose his status and every ounce of gold that was part of it, he knew she would still love him.
sangwon didn‘t love her. he was sure he did not. but he loved the thought that she loved him.
as he loosened up the strings of her clothes, his fingers brushed against her bare skin. the warm light of the chimney illuminated his barely covered body perfectly. sangwon‘s sleeping shirt hang loosely on his shoulder, giving her the perfect view of his toned abdomen.
she was stripped down bare to her waist, the dress bunched up in a mess on her hips. soft hands roamed from her soft stomach to her breasts, giving them a firm squeeze that had her eyes flutter shut for seconds.
as she opened them again, sangwon‘s soft hair was in her sight, the wetness of his tongue tracing the valley in the middle of her chest. her hands grabbed the bedsheets as she listened to the sounds of enjoyment errupting from the male.
she knew that letting him have her was the most exclusive she could ever have him. pleasing him gave her a kind of satisfaction. but it came with a price that she had to pay on her own.
he dragged his tongue up her chest to her nipple, swirling his tongue around the bud in slow circles before softly sucking on it, leaving it coated in his saliva. then he moved to the other side, one hand working on the already stimulated side as he rolled his thumb over the wet spot.
his eating caused the most lewd sounds possible, every swipe of his tongue wet like a pet drinking from its bowl. warmth spread across her entire body that became closer and closer to a burning heat.
before he rose, he let a droplet of his spit drip between her breasts, grinning over how it slid down like a running stream. this was his piece of land that he built. his very own property.
sangwon positioned himself on the edge of the bed, pulling off her entire dress and discarding it on the floor. along with it, went her panties but the knee high socks had to stay on.
he had a massive thing for these but of course, whenever she wore a dress these weren‘t visible. however, if he gets rid off every piece of clothing, except this, he was given all the access to admire that beautiful view.
with the obedience she had been taught since birth, she stayed still as she was undressed in silence, only lifting her hips to help. only sangwon‘s heavy and lusting breathing filled the room.
whenever they did it, there wasn‘t much room for conversation. not during it and especially not after it. all of this was mainly for sangwon‘s own enjoyment and her own personal fulfillment.
metallic objects rustling caught her attention. as she looked up, sangwon had the small tray, carrying a candle on top of it, placed in the palm of his hand. it had been burning long before he arrived, a puddle of liquid wax forming at its bottom as a result.
"please hold the tray by it‘s handle, it‘s really hot." she sat up, hands reaching out to place his fingers at the right position but instead be brought the tray out of her reach.
"i think the wax is hotter, though."
sangwon dipped his pinky into the wet wax, his finger coated in white as he pulled it out. he didn’t even flinch one bit, unlike her who felt squirmish at the mere thought of the feeling. the material hardened immediately, hugging his finger like a protective shell.
four of his slender fingers got a grip of her chin, his wax-coated pinky found their way into her mouth. she looked up to him as her lips closed around his digit, knowing that he adored the contact of her lovesick eyes.
the taste wasn‘t unpleasant, pretty neutral, similar to plastic or even a bare metall spoon. to get all of it off and clean sangwon‘s finger, she moved her head back and forth in a slow but steady rhythm.
soft sighs and groans errupted his throat, sounds that would follow her to every single of her dreams. as he pulled away, he smiled to himself, seeing the wax all gone from his finger.
"open your legs." he commanded.
her heart drummed at the thought of whatever he was going to do next. it was a lie to say that she didn‘t feel a tiny bit frightened about the melted wax on her body. but was it ever an option to say no? the least thing she would want, is to lose him completely.
so she scooted backwards, towards the pillows of his bed, bent her knees, set her feet on the mattress and spread them apart to grant him access to her private area.
sangwon was quick to follow her, candle still in right hand that he now held appropriately by the handle of the tray. he felt her right leg up from her knee-highs covered ankle, all the way to her knees where he drew circled with his fingers. of course, he did all of that while looking deeply into her eyes.
"you‘re scared."
"i‘m not."
"i can feel your goosebumps through the fabric of your socks."
she pressed her lips together, trying to avoid his gaze. maybe it was the built-in obedience or the magic of his stare that made her fail miserably.
"i‘m sorry, sir. i‘m trying to get myself together."
he giggled lowly at her answer, leaning inwards as he placed a gentle peck on the corner of her lips.
"i can‘t kill you. i still need you."
"i need you too." she returned his smile although she knew they were talking about different things with the same sentence.
his breath steadily fanned her cheek, brushing her peach fuzz like wind that grazed the fields outside of sangwon‘s home. it was steady and calm, almost at ease as if he was currently laying her in a safety nest.
it made her relax. in combination with the warmth his body radiated, she felt shielded from the low of her life as a servant. softly, she placed her hands on his shoulders, carefully watching him as he narrowed his gaze between her legs.
sangwon tipped the little silver tray by its handle, making sure just to tilt it enough for the candle not to fall on the bed. it was like hot lava rained on her skin in droplets.
drip drop drip drop.
every inch of her body became cool compared to her inner thighs that were decorated in pearls of hot wax. she bit down on her lip, surpressing any signs of pain. yet eventhough she could tell from the temperature that this play would leave traces on her, this thought itself had her aroused.
it was almost as if sangwon purposely had her in this position, legs propped up and spread, so that all the effects of his dangerous game became visible to him.
in the dim light of the room he could still see her folds that glistened in arousal. just as she knew him since his childhood he had also known her for most of his life. if he knew that she wouldn‘t enjoy this, he would have never thought of doing it in the first place.
the hardened wax looked like dripping cream on her thighs, making sangwon‘s hunger grow. she was for him to enjoy, his cherry on top of the night.
one of his fingers dipped in between her folds, getting it coated with her sweetest honey. at the same time, he tipped the tray to her other thigh, making the hot liquid rain on her leg, some of it running down very close to her center before drying down completely.
two fingers changed between stroking in up and down motions and going in slow circles, drawing soft and gentle mewls from her plush lips. she had her eyes fluttered shut, feeling the stinging hot pleasure as well as the wet stimulation that one could even hear.
yet sangwon‘s eyes remained open all the time. it was a feast to his vision. her face that was flushy, her hair that had been cleanly tied now a whole mess, her heaving chest that moved more rapidly with every stroke of his finger.
even the little twitch of her legs and the little whinces whenever wax dripped on her .. his fingers that toyed with her swollen clit. he couldve went on for hours with this sight right in front of him. if he didn‘t feel is straining hardness, this is what he wouldve done.
carefully, he reached over to place the tray on the nightstand to pop open his trousers buttons and pull down its zipper. the wet stain on his underwear was obvious but he was not ashamed to show how bad he wanted and needed all of this.
the rest of his clothes followed hers on the floor and for a few seconds he stayed kneeled right in front her, undressed in his most natural glory.
and although this was not the first time she saw him naked, his beauty still got her throat dry. his upper body was slim, yet beautifully toned, giving him a perfectly healthy look. his legs fit the rest of his body, with his hard cock sitting right in between.
it was impossible to take your eyes off it. the way it looked like the ideal fit to his entire being, the tip red and leaking, literally calling for her.
sangwon‘s hand lifted as he gestured her with his finger to come closer. "come and taste me."
only a man like him could give commands in such a soft tone.
immediately, she got on her hands and knees, crawling closer to him, just like he loved it. as she brought her face closer to his crotch, he already held his cock up by the base, giving it a few strokes as his other hand held her chin.
sangwon led his cock into her welcomingly open mouth, having the full control of her movements as he fed himself to her bit by bit, still holding her head in place.
as he was almost fully in, he carefully wrapped his fingers around the back of her neck, tight enough to support her in that position, yet he remained gentle in order not to hurt her.
sangwon drew back his hips, far enough to only leave the tip resting on her tongue. slowly he pushed himself back in, using the hold on her to meet his thrust.
feeling her mouth cover his cock inch by inch was way too satisfying. he repeated the movements in a careful pace, breathy moans coming from his lips with every thrust.
a mix of their lewd sounds filled the room, creating a melody of quiet pleads of their freed emotions. the bed squeaked lightly alongside their actions.
"mhm.. oh yes. this is perfect." he mumbled in between his messy breathers, much more to himself than to anyone else though.
but sangwon‘s mind had always been a mess and she had always been the listener. so this is what she did. lending her ears to his spoken thoughts that were mostly adressed to himself, with her being the only person who knew and understood that they needed to be heard.
tilting her head as much as his grip allowed it, she took deep breaths through her nose. this new angle allowed sangwon‘s next thrust to enter her hot mouth even deeper.
the male threw his head back, a loud long-drawn moan following right after. the excitement had his blood rushing to his ears, his mind cloudy and dizzy. he was stuck in his very own world with this beautiful lady that was his to use to his heart‘s content.
her little movements to meet his thrusts came to an halt, body as firm as a doll as she squeezed her eyes shut, focusing on her breath in order to stop herself from gagging too hard.
sangwon got on one knee, his other foot settled into the mattress as his fingers dug deeper into the soft skin of her neck. he hated leaving marks on visible spots but in moments like these he couldn‘t care less. not when he was literally floating on cloud 9. he would need to tell her to wear a scarf the next day.
in this position he was steady enough to pick up his pace, his gentle voice sounding almost helpless as he drowned in lust, pearls of sweat running down his majestic body as he whimpered in pleasure.
by now, he held her head in two hands, huffs of hot air escaping his puffed up cheeks. something inside his chest started beating wildly as he gazed south.
from her shut eyes to her frowning forehead, her widely opened mouth that had drool spilling from both sides, the hair tie that hung on the very tip of what once used to be a pony tail. he had ruined her in the most artistic way possible. this is what he made of her. a work of art. and he knew that she shared and understood that thought
a satisfied grin spread across sangwon‘s lips as a familiar tightness formed in his lower belly. sometimes, he would go deep enough for the tip of her lips to brush his lower region and it made his knees wobbly like jello.
sangwon‘s legs shook as he released his load down her throat. he stopped moving just so that none of the liquid would spill out of her mouth.
like a hungry maniac, he starred at her throat as her adam‘s apple moved with every gulp until the halt signaled him that it was all gone.
step by step, he moved backwards on his knees. she on the other hand was far too weak, mouth way too sore as she simply let his cock slide out of it.
her arms gave in as she dropped on her forearms, her entire body feeling used in every single centimeter. slowly, her hands reached behind, wanting to rub off the bits of wax on her skin when she was stopped.
gently, she was flipped on her back. her vision was blurry from the tear stains clinging to her lashes, however they weren’t enough to blur out sangwon‘s beauty.
the man of her dreams once again claimed her to his satisfaction. she was the only one who could do that and she wanted it to stay this way. this was how he fulfilled her. he knew that too.
"did you finish?"
it took her seconds to decipher his words, her own senses a mess just like her entire being was.
"i-i think so."
her eyes fluttered shut, the overstimulation of tonight‘s action slowly overcoming her. she was still awake enough to feel him shift in between her legs, awake enough to hear him smack his lips as he lowered his head.
"what do you mean? that is not a clear answer."
"i-i‘m sorry, sir. i am not sure, i-it was so much. i felt so much."
soft hands stroked both sides of her legs, from her knee all the way up to her hips. the soothing movements repeated.
"too much?"
she knew that deep inside, he cared. she knew that if she told him 'yes', he would stop and let her rest before they would get cleaned up as long as the sun was soundly asleep.
soft kisses were pressed on her lower abdomen, trailing down all the way to the top of her clit. as much as she wanted to lift her hand to play with his hair, she didn‘t have the energy to do so.
all the signs of her body were giving her were obvious hints to stop.
but love was such a strong feeling. so dark and delicious. so hard to resist.
with the last bits of conscience she had left she shook her head in denial, falling even deeper in this rabbit hole, accompanied by the sweet smile she felt against her skin.
sangwon already knew her answer before she could even say it.
maybe you have noticed that i went on a break after releasing 'GG'. i had a thesis to finish and i went on vacation. although 'GG' was read and liked by a lot of you, i was not quite satisfied with it … even before posting it, it didn’t turn out the way i wanted to but i put a lot of time into it so i still posted it. i might have needed time off for a cleanse. i also deleted all asks from my box, because i didn‘t want this feeling of having something or someone wait for me. so i apologize for requests that have not been completed. if there‘s something you sent, which you haven‘t gotten to and you‘d still like for me to write it, pls send it again! i just might become more selective with the things i choose to write lengthy or rather short.
during my vacation, i still checked tumblr from time to time and it made me really happy to see that new people are enjoying my writings every day. i‘ll be back soon with something new and great.
