Okay, I've been thinking if I should finally tell you guys this since.. Probably about a month ago. See, ever since Bendy and the Ink machine and Cuphead: deal with the devil came out. I had fell in love with both games that I then started shipping the characters (for some odd reasons) Yes judge me I'm weird.
But I ain't the only one doing that, ya guys know that. Anyway, ever since I've been into the Bendystraw fandom, I've learn to make friends and open up about my yaoi obsessed ass XD and people have been okay about it. (Plus in that time I've been obsessed with TordTom as well)
So I continued to draw about bendystraw to the point where I started making a series (is that how you call it?) entitled "The Prince and The Street Performer" and some random Q&A's. But now I've been feeling kind of out of place.
I mean things start to get irritating and tiring, drawing is fun when you're motivated but if you ain't, it'll just bring more boredom. That's the time where I started to think,
"I can't do this anymore."
I started to think that my obsession and the want to continue of my Bendystraw arts is starting to tire me out and sometimes it puts me to pressure when people message me about it. Don't get me wrong, I'm the one whom started my own likings (the comics and ect..) therefore I should finish it, if it is still unfinished.
So.. about last week or so.. I started to draw and sketch the TPATST comic again but it didn't came out as I wanted. My brain would automatically focus on something that I would be interested and not the current comic. Even so I still continued because I was still unsure about finally announcing that I will stop my comic's and Q&A's.
But to my disappointment, I was still uninterested.
I know I made a lot of promises about finishing my comics but I have now made up my mind.
I am shutting this acc down and no, not delete it. I just won't use this ever. I won't post in this acc but I may be or will be posting in my other social medias (for other reasons).
Please do not message me and try to "change my mind" because I have now made it up.
I so thankful for the people whom supported me throughout my weirdness and comics. Thank you for the people who'll understand. I hope I can draw for you guys once again.. Maybe in the future.
I still truly love y'all despite my situations in my real messed up lifestyle.
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