Little's Ghost

The story of a slightly unwell little. Daddy found me over a decade ago, we were only friends but I saw his wings. My Angel. He saved me in the fall when I was crumbling into my madness... When Daddy fell his halo landed on my neck. He finally saw it and took me under his wings. I am finally loved.

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Bar with Daddy!

Pool and darts!

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covenant - we stand alone

And eternity is in your hidden eyes

Take my broken wings, teach me to fly again

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I have been shutting down a lot lately. I have been really lethargic. I have been sad. I have let my heart crumble deep into the hole that is ever present in my chest. I have done a lot of reliving. I have done a lot of suffering. It makes me shut out everything... even my Daddy. I know that when I get like this... it is out of my control. I can't stop the spiral. I can't just let go and come home. It feels like it was always this way and it will always be this way. It is only when Daddy is home holding me that these feelings subside some. It is worse when I am outside. When I am not in our room. When I am not at work. When I am outside of my norm. It is hard to go out, it is hard to speak, it is hard to look past my own shadowy heart. Yesterday I told Daddy that I want to give him more control. I want to give it to him and think a little bit less. I want Daddy to know everything. I want Daddy's hand in every little portion of my life. Because if he is there, if he knows, if I don't have to SAY these things... It is better for me. If Daddy is the one holding me up... Then I don't have to feel like I'm letting myself down every time I eat, every time I wake up, every time I pretend to be alive. It's Daddy who wants me to eat. It is Daddy who wants me to wake up and try. It is Daddy's will that I live. That is worth more. That is worth more than wanting to die. That is worth more than the tears. That is worth more than the blind panic. If Daddy is here... If Daddy tells me I should do something... Then I can do it. I don't have anymore willpower. I want to give it to Daddy. Like before Daddy moved here. I want to go back to that. I need to go back to that. I don't think I can keep going any other way. It is a lot worse than I have let on. It is just getting bad. Really. REALLY. Really bad. Like when I was in the hospital. When I was going mad. It's that bad. I need my Daddy. My Angel. My love. My everything.

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This is a really good ED post

http://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/hunger-artist/201402/recovering-anorexia-how-and-why-not-stop-halfway

[goodgirl4daddy]

[sarahseeandersen]

[thecutestofthecute]

Irish Wolfhounds are also known as gentle giants.

[littleonesghost-blog]

HOLY GOD SO CUTE

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Cats Love with Sleeping. As sleep champs, felines typically sleep up to 16 hours a day. Because they are most vulnerable during sleep, the place your cat chooses to snooze must be a secure and trusted location. There is no greater loving compliment than a cat choosing your lap for a favorite sleep spot.

[thewickedfaerie]

Asylum Dresser by JennaKellen

[littleonesghost-blog]

gorgeous

[randomthoughtsoftheteenagemind]

No one knows my story like you do.

[gael-garcia]

Dan gets to keep the Boba Fett costume Ellen’s team made for him (x)

[littleonesghost-blog]

Radcliff will never stop being rad.

[idk-kun]

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omg dramatical murder fan art... love forever.

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Hi guys, I was previously a-little-rainbow, but I had to delete my blog due to the possibility of my mother finding it. Basically, my mother has made it her mission to make my life a living hell ever since I came out to her as bisexual, and now I need your help..

She has cleared out my bank…

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I’m trying to save up for an apartment so that I can move in with my Daddy during the summer since I’m not welcome in my house anymore..Every little bit counts. Even if it’s just a reblog.

[princess-rai-deactivated2015011]

Please please please reblog! Also check out the stuff that I’m selling. uwu

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Guys please please reblog..I have like $27 to my name cause I had to pay my phone bill..you can also check out my Amazon wish list if you want.

[curiousdoll]

Help this amazing little please!

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[hedonist--poet-deactivated20240]

Loneliness is dangerous. It’s addicting. Once you see how peaceful it is, you don’t wanna deal with people.

Hedonist Poet  (via doreishounen)