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LITTLE MIX SWEET MELODY (Dir. KC Locke)

Wow. It’s been so long since I’ve been here.

I feel this platform always reminds me of you and I guess it’s no surprise you’re still active.

I came to reevaluate my old posts to reflect on my past and growth— and immediately upon log in, I came across a post of you.

I think about you all the time.

I wonder how you’re doing.

I hope life is treating you well and that you are SO happy surrounded by amazing people who know how incredible you are.

I miss our friendship.

So many times I wanna text you because I know you’ll appreciate and be equally excited about certain things.

I never wanted to lose you. But I understood you needed to break free from me. I get it. And I’m incredibly sorry for any harm I caused you. It was never my intention, but I know I caused harm. Even if that is the last thing I wanted.

I have done so much work on myself and I am now able to recognize how self destructive I was back then and how some of my own insecurities and internal issues over flooded and damaged others. I was so damaged but still wanting to make other feel whole. I wanted to make you happy because you deserved someone good who cared for you, truly you. And I SO wanted to be that person for you.

I wish I would’ve handled things differently. And maybe we would still have that amazing friendship we developed before the whirlwind nightmare of how it ended. I hope you have healed by now, because I was never worth your pain. You deserved a better, way way better.

I hope one day you’ll text me and we can catch up and be civil. Or maybe we will run into each other and able to smile at one another.

I’ll always love you, I’m sorry it wasn’t the way you wanted me to. But I really did and always will. I will always be sending the best of vibes your way. I wish you nothing for the best.

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