Hey so, it's been long since I made a post by myself. So much has been going on in my life, one of them being, or in fact, a major part of it being my academics. I am getting ready for my 12th boards, which is overwhelming, I am kinda shitting my pants at this rate because I don't know how I'll make up for the time I am being given because whatever i am being given, like always, never feels enough. I did average in my unit examinations, that was mostly luck because i had been taking everything lightly. But i think I need to pack up and lock tf in. Everything's been a major distraction and I want to get rid of it.
So I will be deleting Tumblr. I don't know why i am making this post, but I feel like doing it since everyone is 😭 I won't be deactivating, but I will be deleting the app from my phone, because whenever I study, there's always this terrifying urge to keep wanting to check in on what's going on, which is very annoying. And it's been in my nature to completely delete or wipe out things that end up controlling me. So yes, I'll be off this app till 2027, this is not a commitment or a 'manifestation' of any sort, since I'll be actually doing it.
My half yearly tests start from 1st September, which, unfortunately, is my birthday💔
People who want to reach out to me, obviously have my number, call me in case you really want to talk to me, i guess, I'll do my best and make it up to you.
This is not a promise to anybody else, except a promise to myself. I'll do whatever it takes, I'll crush this exam and make everyone proud, including myself.
Thank you to everyone who has been with me till now, always supporting me and my terrible decisions, thank you for listening to me vent/rant, which I do very rarely because I am not really good with words or conveying my feelings.
And all the very best to everybody here, all the best for your future endeavours, all the very best to students like me who are also appearing for boards or any major examinations which will decide the next thirty years of their lives at the least. Congratulations to people who have achieved what they have been working hard for. And congratulations to people who have made it till here and are still not proud of what they've done and are being discouraged every now and then. I am with you. Stay strong. Stay healthy. Stay happy. Work hard.
I won't tag anyone, i never do. The ones who have to find this post, will do.♥️
