Be My Forever

Karina Whittemore|18| Stick around, I might surprise you. Engaged to the amazing Justin McCartney

[the--katherine]

Who plays there?

[littlewhittemore]

Too many bands and artists to count. It's a 2 day event, that happens two weekends in April. 

[the--katherine]

What’s that?

[littlewhittemore]

Only one of the greatest music festivals in the world.

[littlewhittemore]

Coachella was amazing.

[myfavoriteprincesses]

" Don’t sacrifice who you are for somebody else. Relationships are about compromise, but you should never compromise yourself for some else." - Sarah Hyland

[whyyzed-deactivated20160512]

[littlewhittemore]

A penthouse apartment, gigantic closet. Where's this for me?

[fckmccartney]

I’m fine, I pinky swear. We’ll always have each other— no matter what. And I’m not going anywhere. Ever. I’ll be here forever, you’re going to have to put up with me. I’ll try my best do. Life only throws you things you can deal with— you can do this.

[littlewhittemore]

If you say so, lovey. Always--through whatever happens. I'll put up with you longer than just forever--I'd love nothing more. You're everything I've ever wanted and more, I'm still wondering how I got so lucky. I know you will. I'd hope I can, with somewhat grace and dignity.

[fckmccartney]

I don’t really worry about much, babe. Both of us have done this and we can do so much more. Nothing will ever break us apart because we’re soul mates. Forever and always. Yeah, sure. Of course you do, he’s your brother.

[littlewhittemore]

You don't, which worries me sometimes. We can, as long as we've got each other. I'm not leaving you, not ever. You're my forever--I'm staying right here. Just stay somewhat calm, babe. Sadly, yes. I wish he wasn't, but this is what I've been dealt.

[fckmccartney]

My only problems are what I’m going to have for dinner tonight or whether I have enough fries. Nothing is too much for us, Kar. We’ve been through everything, it’ll just make us stronger. Well, I’ll be sure to pay him a visit later. I’m not happy with him, but I’m glad he realized he fucked up.

[littlewhittemore]

That can't be everything. Although, those are serious issues, I think we've got a few bags of fries left. Nothing can ever be too much, J. Practically everything you could ever imagine. Breaking up--dying. And here we are, engaged. Planning for our future--together. Just don't hit him too hard, he feels bad enough already. Even though he doesn't deserve it, I forgive him.

[hiddenmcon-blog]

I’ve realized that now, Kar. I’ve realized a lot of things while I’ve been away. I don’t need approval from someone who can’t even stick around for his own children. I don’t need to follow in the footsteps of him. I need to be my own person. I’m sorry for that. I like Justin, I really do, I’m glad that you’re with him, I’m glad that he proposed and I’m over the moon you two are getting married. You two are so in love and that should be celebrated. Like I said, you deserve the whole world, Karina. You’ve been through and fought through so much, you’re a young woman now and I need to start treating you as much. You do deserve more and you will get more from me, I promise you.

[littlewhittemore]

He never stuck around, neither of them did. I'm glad you've realized all of that, I am. You can be your own person, I know you can. Unlike a lot of other people, I've got a little faith in you. Which, to be honest, you don't deserve. But you've got it. It's not your fault. I'm glad you like him, I quite like him. I'm happy, for one in my life. Truly happy, and in love. I do, I see that now. I have, fought through more than I ever thought possible. I'm not a kid anymore, I'm glad you see that. I'm holding you to that promise, Jackson. Don't let me down.

[fckmccartney]

Baby, please, you problems are my problems. You’re soon to be my wife. I’ve told you, it doesn’t matter what time, what it is, I would go to the end of the world for you. I would die for you. No matter how big the problem, I’ll be there. Jackson’s back? Motherfucker.

[littlewhittemore]

I've just got 20,000 of them, and I know you've got plenty of your own.Which I want to help with--whatever they are. I know they are, but I just can't help but feel like it can be a bit much. Can't be soon enough, honestly. I'd do the same, all because I love you that much. He's back, with whatever apology he's prepared. At least one of them realized they fucked up.

[hiddenmcon-blog]

No Kar, I didn’t. I know she’s happy, happier than I could ever make her because all I think about is myself, and all I saw her as was property and she’s not. She’s more than that. As are you, I don’t expect you just to forgive me because I know I don’t deserve it. I should’ve never sided with Dad, I just craved approval so much I would have done anything for it. Which is wrong, so fucked up. But I did and I can’t do anything to take that back; which really does suck. You’re my sister and you deserve the world and I put a damper on that. You deserve a good family, one that will be there and not be selfish.

[littlewhittemore]

You did, you fucked up. Big time. I'd hope I am, and I know you don't. And why in my right mind I'm about to do this, I don't know, but--I forgive you. Holding a grudge won't do anything for me, not ever. No one should ever side with dad, but it happened. You don't need anyone's approval but you're own, I hope you realize. You can't, but you can move past it. You did, but not as big of a damper as dad did. His little girl, and he gets mad at her for finding love. I do, I deserve a lot more than I got from all of you. But Justin and everyone else made up for that.

[fckmccartney]

Well, I already knew that. Babe, don’t say that like you’re some sort of burden to me, I’ll always be here for you when you need me, or if you do fall apart, I’ll help you glue back the pieces.

[littlewhittemore]

I just don't want you to always have to deal with the problems that come with being me. Like Jackson being back--or anything else that might happen. But I know that you'll always be there, to help me. And I'll always be here, to help you with whatever it is you're facing.

[hiddenmcon-blog]

Karina— I— I’m sorry, I know I left you. And I have no excuse for that. I did what I always do, think about myself and be a jerk. I didn’t think about the consequences of my actions as per usual. I’m always used to getting what I want and when things don’t go my way, I just act out. But that’s not excuse for being a shit brother. There’s no excuse for that. Non at all.

[littlewhittemore]

No, no you don't. There's no excuse for any of it. I did nothing wrong, and yet everyone left. Clearly you didn't, as usual. Well, did you get what you wanted? Because to me, it looks like you didn't. She's happy, Jackson. Let her be happy. There's no excuse to be a shit brother, or a shit parent, but it happens. Like always, it happens.

[fckmccartney]

Definitely good. Just— y’know…amazing.

[littlewhittemore]

So..yeah. I'm--something. Pure magic, basically. Now you don't ever have to worry about me falling apart--well, you might. But not for the reasons before.

[hiddenmcon-blog]

Kar, please.

[littlewhittemore]

Don't you DARE 'Kar, please' me. Do you know what I've gone through the past few months? You abandoned me--DAD abandoned me. And mom, too. So what did I have? Nothing. So don't come here and act like I'm supposed to be excited you're here. Disappointment fucking sucks, doesn't it?

[fckmccartney]

…I. Oh my god.

[littlewhittemore]

Is that a good oh my god--or is that a bad one? Or are you shocked? Or am I just freaking out over here for nothing?