[lives-spent]

Hello.

I'm not one to write a journal normally, nevermind put one online.

I tried video journals though and they didn't work so here's my take two I suppose.

Anyway my name Is Michael and the asks should be open so send me stuff I guess.

[lives-spent]

HELLO 2TRANGER!!! ◡̈ QUIICK VVAT2 YOUR FAVORIITE IICE CREAM FLAVOR ??

- @twentyfiir2tcentury2chiizoiidman

Hey I know Patrick answered this but I don't know it's my turn I guess My favorite is Reeses Pieces!

[lives-spent]

HELLO 2TRANGER!!! ◡̈ QUIICK VVAT2 YOUR FAVORIITE IICE CREAM FLAVOR ??

I'm going to off an limb and guess that you meant for Michael to answer this but he isn't feeling too well right now so I'll do him a favor! His favorite is cookies and cream but I like rocky road much more.

[lives-spent]

So there is something uh.. Well. It's kind of hard to explain exactly. But it's nerve-wracking

Like. I don't know if you watch horror movies but there's a line from one that's "I feel like something bad is going to happen to me. I feel like something bad has happened. It hasn't reached me yet but it's on its way. And it's getting closer and I don't feel ready. I feel like I can't do anything."

And I can't help but think of you

Do you mean with this blog? What? Are you worried I'll post something creepy and the link will just lead to never gonna give you up? I don't know what to tell you. I think what you're feeling is anxiety and I'd love to help but I really can't say I'm the person for that.

[lives-spent]

I worry so much about you, Michael. Not clinically, well okay a little bit in the clinical sense but also just in general

What are you worried I wont get enough sleep? I don't really. Or if you're worried about me apparently making posts I don't remember making it's not the first time I've lost track of time.

I don't know what else to say. I wish I had the answers but I don't.

[lives-spent]

Sorry to hear that): I hope it's nothing too serious. You're still able to like call or text them to check on them right?

Trust me I've been trying but no luck. I'll just leave it at that

[lives-spent]

You don't even...?

You're going to have to elaborate a little there. There's a lot that could mean. Shit I'm guessing you're trying to ask if I even remember making any of the posts.

Shit I thought they were just fucking with me. Now I don't even know if I wish that they were.

[lives-spent]

Have you seen your brother since you got home? Or Erik?

Yeah but shit happened that I wont get into and they both decided to go do their own things. I am worried about them though.

[lives-spent]

Hospitals a good start, just like a general type hospital? Any idea what you were there for? Did you get your discharge papers?

It was a good start Then I got out fifteen years later and blacked out or some shit. The long and short of it is just that I don't even

[lives-spent]

Aauuhh ok uh. Maybe it's not all bad. What's the last thing you do remember? Before noticing this blog? Any uhhhhh time discrepancies? And have you checked a calendar recently?

I remember getting out of a hospital, getting to my brother and I's house. I remember making the last two posts but nothing more than that. I remember having dreams where I'm fighting some guy. That's all I can really say for sure though.

[lives-spent]

You say you don't remember making the posts on this blog, did something happen to you? Like a head injury or similar?

That's the funny fucking thing I guess. No. No there wasn't a head injury. At least there wasn't on I know about lmao

Honestly I think either my Brother or Eric were just fucking with me. I can't think of any other way my email could've ben used for anything like this lmao

[lives-spent]

"Two and a half birds on a wire, Two and a half voices in ones head. One and a half birds on a wire, Both filled with the same dread."

Some poetry to make you think

[lives-spent]

Hello to whoever might read this for whatever reason they decide to. My name is Michael! It was suggested to me that I write a diary and since I'm not one for writing in book or talking to a camera I thought Id try this out. Before you ask, no I don't remember making any of the posts on here I read but I guess that'll be something else to tackle. Right now though I'm just going to focus on spitting shit and answering any questions i might be sent

[lives-spent]

https://youtu.be/drZg9e4VL38?si=QuSYNsF4U1LHSCW7

This gives you vibes to me, Mikey.

-S.

[R3w1nd-th3-cl0ck]

I keep meaning to answer and putting it off.

Or Patrick takes a turn and there's nothing I can do to stop that but thank you.

I listened to it and I can see what you mean.

Honestly it gives me Patty vibes too.

https://youtu.be/3Ez7vi-kQdM?si=RNQneiIFqgrr5D5n

I don't know if this one really gives me you vibes but it's one that reminds me of you when I listen to it

[purpleduckt4pe]

BOUTTA START PITCHING MY TRIALS LIKE A CAR SELLSMAN.

[lives-spent]

Shit I never thought you'd be this desperate to play with anyone.

Give me a number and I'll join.

Or Michael will and I'll watch how frustrated he might get.

[lives-spent]

ok u drew his true form incredibly cute... but when have u seen it?

After I saw the Stick-in-the-mud as he calls it, after Michael was released from the hospital and before Michael considered making a YouTube channel

[imbrun1mento]

Send me anonymously a song you think matches my vibe

[lives-spent]

I know Patrick did something like this so this might be fun

Shit send me one and I'll send you a song I like