#-mla

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Oh god THATS WORSE ): why would he do that! Guys just retraumatizing himself at that point ))):

I gotta admit most of the songs I've been racking up I defo think would be better suited for Michael no offense Im gonna keep them in my back pocket

I like the sound of Change The Formality when I looked up the lyrics first I thought itd get repetitive but the way its sung makes it sound really cool it's getting added to the likes list

It's not in the same vein but my next suggestion is Fucking With The Altimeter by Brainiac

Why would I do it? To see what the fuck the habit fucker was doing and posting on my account. More than that I watched it to see what I have no memory posting. Even if it was Patrick though that wouldn't really be me would it? I know this was more likely meant for him but I thought Id have a turn taking the wheel while I'm able to do it. I know he isn't happy with this i hear the mess of loud unwanted thoughts I can't stop.

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This might sound insensitive but. Who else do you even have left to lose

Nothing and that's the worst part I try to get it over with and Patrick takes over I take care of myself and he disappears

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Not sure if ur really looking for answers or if it was a rhetorical question but I'm pretty sure ppl like habit bc of the forbidden/power fantasy of it? Like same reason ppl love those mafia boss or werewolf lover stories. This terrifying thing that can do me harm but chooses not to, and they view it as romantic. I know the habits motivations are self serving but ppl are easy to manipulate if u give them even an ounce of interest

It was rhetorical but I get that. He's hot! He wouldn't do that!! Not to /me/ he loves!! /Me!!/ Maybe I'm being over the top tired with this but I'm tired of loosing people. I'm tired of seeing it be glorified even after it fucking tortured my brother

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ALSO. I know it was posted a million years ago but I'd love to rec some songs and get some back, water we feeling whats the vibe

Really you can send anything I just tend to listen to rock, heavy metal, alternative, you get the idea. Here's one for you to start things off

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OHH YEA.. well. I assume uve tried all the basic get to sleep methods already. What exactly do u mean when u say stay in ur own head? U scared of getting loopy/disoriented or ur brain mate taking the wheel

I'm scared of when I black out and wake up with gasoline on my hands That hasn't happened for a while but it's still fucking scary I'm scared that I'll wake up and someone else will be dead and I wont be able to prove that Patrick didn't do it

I'm scared of Patrick taking control and fucking us over I think I'm just scared of anyone else getting hurt

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Itll ptobably piss Patrick off when he decides to take the wheel or what the fuck ever again

I fucking saw it

I saw what the shit purple habit or whatever the hell he is

Why do you guys like him?

He fucking killed my brother and you guys like him fucking love him cause you think hes hot or some shit

He killed shaun he fucking tortured him and you sll love him

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Its 2 am one day i fall asleep

wake up four days later

ha Im getting tired of this

This is Michael not the other one

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Yeah that makes sense. Tho u should prolly try to hit the hay or at least stop drinking a lot of caffeine

I have insomnia

Thats what keeps me awake

I drink coffee to try to stay in my own head I guess