have a little faith in me

W H A T makes a M A N

[livhilton]

these are actually nice you fucking nerd

1. selfie

2. what would you name your future kids?

3. do you miss anyone?

4. what are you looking forward to?

5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?

6. is it hard for you to get over someone?

7. what was your life like last year?

8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?

9. who did you last see in person?

10. are you good at hiding your feelings?

11. are you listening to music right now?

12. what is something you want right now?

13. how do you feel right now?

14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?

15. personality description

16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn't?

17. opinion on insecurities.

18. do you miss how thing were a year ago?

19. have you ever been to New York?

20. what is your favourite song at the moment?

21. age and birthday?

22. description of crush.

23. fear(s)

24. height

25. role model

26. idol(s)

27. things i hate

28. i'll love you if...

29. favourite film(s)

30. favourite tv show(s)

31. 3 random facts

32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?

33. something you want to learn

34. most embarrassing moment

35. favourite subject

36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?

37. favourite actor/actress

38. favourite comedian(s)

39. favourite sport(s)

40. favourite memory

41. relationship status

42. favourite book(s)

43. favourite song ever

44. age you get mistaken for

45. how you found out about your idol

46. what my last text message says

47. turn ons

48. turn offs

49. where i want to be right now

50. favourite picture of your idol

51. starsign

52. something i'm talented at

53. 5 things that make me happy

54. something thats worrying me at the moment

55. tumblr friends

56. favourite food(s)

57. favourite animal(s)

58. description of my best friend

59. why i joined tumblr

60. ask me anything you want

[rorydalca]

“Rory. Short for Aurora, who if I recall correctly is a disney princess. Give me my package and get out you ill mannered brat. And if you don’t your company will be getting a call about how unprofessional you are.”

[livhilton]

“I’m really really sorry. I didn’t mean to. Let me make this great. Any favor. Any favor, name it and I’ll do it”

[ofhopess]

“I just don’t think it could get any worse. At least it isn’t raining right?”

[livhilton]

“I guess that’s true. Oh you shouldn’t have said that, that’s always the part in the movie where it starts raining, just when you thought it couldn’t get any worse”

[bestwitches-rp-blog]

A grin formed on his lips as he nodded, leaning back. “Wow, wouldn’t mind looking at them more often.” Quickly taking the second one, still feeling the familiar burn in his throat, he imitated her, lifting the glass as high as he could. “Us meeting and that way creating the hottest pair of drinkers in this bar?”

[livhilton]

Olivia was no stranger to compliments, especially considering she hung out in a lot of bars in her spare time so his flirtatious nature didn’t take her off guard. “I’ll drink to my appearance any day” she said downing the shot and wincing at the harsh taste. “Tell me, did my looks get these shots for me? Because I’m trying to decide if I should start working out again, and free drinks would be great motivation” Olivia’s words slurred and she leaned against the bar looking directly at the gentleman.

[bestwitches-rp-blog]

Leaning closer so she could see, letting his eyes go wide, the man chuckled. “Most beautiful. Oh, my turn now, I wasn’t paying attention,” he said, gesturing with his hand for her to get closer again. “Yeah, sure. I’m gonna order some more, so that poor guy doesn’t have to run over here every two minutes.” With that, he turned to the bartender that slid them six shots just a few moments later.

[livhilton]

At his gesture Olivia leaned in and mimicked his eye widening. Her big brown eyes staring directly into his. She laughed as she leaned back. “I do drink these quickly” she agreed finishing off her first only to grab her second. “What should we cheers to?” she asked, lifting her glass high.

[lxxson]

❝ I’m fucking jealous okay? ❞ he practically yelled, allowing himself a few minutes to calm down before giving his explanation  ❝ I am fucking jealous because I know you have feelings for this dude and at the end of the god damn day or whenever the hell you figure this out you are going to choose him over me, because I don’t know a damn thing about relationships and unlike me you can just have him. ❞ he huffed, wanting to punch a dozen wholes in the wall, and was almost this close to doing it until deciding to firmly, but not hard, grab the girls wrist and walking her towards the door. ❝ Are you satisfied now? Was that what you wanted? For me to force my god damn feelings out instead of just allowing them to come out when i want them to? ❞ he asked before opening the door and letting go of her wrist signaling her to leave ❝ Because now that you have it, you can go run to back to him, and leave me the way you found me alone and happy. ❞

[livhilton]

Olivia breathed in as his voice raised slightly, but she kept her stance. Although he was angry she knew he would never hurt her which gave her the confidence to fight back. She stayed quiet until the moment when he took her by the wrist. “Lawson” she spoke, matching the volume he had trying to be just as forceful. She didn’t want to leave, that was the last thing she wanted to do. That must have been the last straw because she suddenly felt tears began streaming down her face. “You’re not happy” she said quietly before reaching out and grabbing his face, her fingers wrapping themselves behind his neck. “I want you, Lawson. A thousand times over, I would choose you”

[lxxson]

Lawson jerked his shoulder back in an attempt to brush her hand off before taking another step away, his focus still on anything but the girl or the situation ❝ I really think it’s best that you go, Liv. ❞ he stated again, gritting his teeth not wanting the girl to get more upset than he knew she was if he in fact let out the anger he was currently holding back. ❝ Please, Liv. Just go. ❞

[livhilton]

Olivia felt her heart break as he pulled away from her touch. She had seen this body language before in fights but never towards her. She was shocked. “That’s not fair” she said, keeping her distance now, but her voice raising slightly. “You can’t be mad at me for having feelings... and you can’t be mad at yourself either” Olivia rushed toward him and grabbed his hand placing it against her beating heart. “Tell me, what’s wrong with this?” she asked, holding his hand there. “What is so wrong!?”

[lxxson]

❝ Oh, ❞ That’s all Lawson, could seem to muster out at the moment. The fact that first girl he had ever actually had the ability to say he had feeling for, the only one who was worth it made him force his feelings for her out just because of an ex or maybe possible feeling for this guy he didn’t know all he knew is that it made him feel not only upset, but angry. He took a step back away from the girl. ❝ I think it’s probably best that you go, Liv. ❞ he whispered, turning his head to the side attempting to distract himself from looking at her

[livhilton]

Olivia stood there, allowing him to step away. She gulped heavily in an effort to swallow the giant lump in her throat that would essentially hold back her tears. When he suggested that she leave she stepped towards him her hand reaching up to touch his shoulder. “You can’t shut me out, Lawson” she spoke, her voice quiet and shaky.”I have feelings for you, I’m living this with you”

[unbowedfm]

“Oh, it’s Dominic. What’s yours?”

[livhilton]

“Liv. Olivia. Hilton... Liv, that’s my final answer”

[erinjacobs]

“Oh that can be, but I’d rather not hurt her more than I already have.”

[livhilton]

“You’re the one who did the hurting? Then why drink?”

[lxxson]

Lawson let out a awkward chuckle.❝ I think that is the first time I have said that ever. ❞ he admitted, scratching the back of his head before shrugging his shoulders.  ❝ I have no fucking idea what to do, like I told you before– I can’t be just friends with you, Liv. ❞

[livhilton]

“There’s something else I have to tell you” she took a step towards him, taking a deep breath. “Will- is um, in the picture again, remember my high school boyfriend?” she looked down at her hands to avoid eye contact with him. “That’s sort of why I’m in a rush to get you to share your feelings, I gotta.. figure this out”

[rorydalca]

“You’re going to have to wait until I finish this coding if you need to speak to me. Which as of now should be done by the time I finish this sentence. There! What’s up?”

[livhilton]

“I have a delivery here, for a Rory- probably not you. You’re too pretty to have a name like that. Sorry I’ll find it”

[unbowedfm]

“Well, feel free to do it anytime.”

[livhilton]

“I didn’t get your name”

[rvphi-blog]

“My pleasure, Olivia.” Nick smiled, popping it open and serving both of them before handing her one of the flutes. “I’m Nicholas, and really, is great to share these moments with someone. Whoever said that happiness is better when no one knows about was a dickhead.”

[livhilton]

Olivia took the glass from him and lifted it in thanks. “I agree. Here’s to dickheads” she said making a toast with her glass still raised in the air. “Or rather, here’s to you, my friend. For all the money you made”

[gyllenhala]

[livhilton]

@lxxson

[lxxson]

❝ You are fine, me on the other hand am not. I use to not like anyone, yet here i am and i am pretty sure i having feelings for you. ❞

[livhilton]

Olivia felt her heart skip a beat. “That’s the first time you’ve said that out loud” she spoke quietly, the reality of their situation seeping in. Her best friend now admitting his emotions and her standing there completely vulnerable having already shared hers. “What do we do? Neither of us know what to do”

[rvphi-blog]

“That would only make the celebration even sweeter.” Nicholas smiled, moving around so he could reach for the bottle.”Thank you.”

[livhilton]

she pulled her seat closer to his and leaned against the bar “my name’s olivia, thanks for sharing your festivities with me”