Have you ever?
Have you ever had thoughts to kill someone or some people? Like you suddenly just imagined stabbing them while the blood gush out off their bodies and squirt on your arms and face? Or you'd just use a gun with a silencer and point it to those motherfuckers who tried to give you traumas and anxieties in life? Or suddenly pull out a fire and pretend that it was unintentional?
Because I... have those thoughts randomly rushing in and out of my brain suddenly popping out every now and then. I badly wanna kill someone. I know it's too gore and you might think of me as a psychopath and shit like that but would you not do it if you'd been living in hell your whole life? I'm still scared of the possibilities but the urge is too strong. Too strong I just cut myself and hurt myself instead until my emotions explode like a soda that has too many mentol candies inside.
Just a random thought passing my deadass fucked-up brain...
