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You had always been told vampires were scary, and you believed it, until you met one.
Warnings: MNDI! This is suggestive content so consume at your own risk. There is one suggestive scene, and it fades to black.
2763 words.
Part One Part Two Part Three Part Four Part Five
“Okay Princess, I’ll be right here if you need me okay.” Chan said, and you nodded slowly. Then you sighed, and turned to the crowd, looking for that familiar tall body.
When you spotted Hyunjin he was heading upstairs, a place you hadn’t been yet. You followed, hoping not to lose him.
“Hyunjin!” You called out from behind him.
“Oh Y/N darling!” He said with a fanged smile already making his way towards you.
“How was your night?” He said, his hands finding your waist as soon as he was close enough.
“It was good, I uh, I have something I need to tell you.” You said, looking slightly nervous.
“Yeah? Come join me in my office.” He said, his hands feeling over your back almost desperately.
He quickly led you to his office, closing the door behind you two. This was the first time you’d seen this room, and it was beautiful, art works covering the dark wallpapered walls, it seemed out of place for a club. It was so nice, but it made sense knowing Hyunjin.
He had already moved to sit on the small couch in the corner, hand in yours guiding you to follow.
“Hyun-” You tried but he cut you off quickly.
“Shh darling, I’ve missed you.” He said before pulling you into his lap. In seconds his lips were on yours like he was starved, hands gripping on your waist like you were going to run away.
You let it happen, why wouldn’t you, it was hot, he was hot, it was addicting. So of course you moved your lips with his, letting his tongue slip past your lips. Your arms wrapped behind his neck, you gasped when he let you go to breathe, as you had learned, vampires didn’t need to breathe, most just did it to fit in or feel a little more human.
“Alright pretty, what was it you wanted to tell me?” He asked, his hands roaming your body like he would die if he didn’t touch all of you.
“I…” You were cut off by a gasp when his lips found a spot below your ear.
“Hyun,” You breathed, gripping his shoulders in a weak attempt to pull him off.
You jerked when you felt something sharp against the soft skin of your neck, his teeth, specifically his fang.
“Hyunjin!” You pulled away quickly, and he quickly snapped out of whatever trance he was in.
“I- I’m sorry I don’t know- you just smell so good.” He said, but he didn’t try and pull you back when you stood up.
“I’m sorry darling, that’s on me, I got carried away.” He said, placing his hands in his lap.
“It’s okay, I just got scared.” You said and he nodded.
“Now what were you going to tell me? I’m listening now, I promise.” He said, looking at you intently.
“I… last night when I told Chan that…” You trailed off for a moment, trying to figure out how to word it.
“I kissed him.” You said and Hyunjin’s face faltered.
“You what?” He said, hoping he heard you wrong.
“I realized last night… I love you both. I don’t know how, but I want you both.” You said, and his face turned more confused and you saw a hint of anger flash in your eyes.
“And last night, after I kissed him… We got carried away and…” You let him come up with the rest, the answer was obviously there, and his face changed.
“He fucked you?” Hyunjin said slowly, and that was terrifying. You nodded, not even able to speak.
“Y/N. Please tell me this is a sick joke.” He muttered, standing up, his body was rigid, tense, and his fists were clenched.
“I…” You couldn’t say anything, you were now understanding why Chan was so worried this would go south.
“I wanted it too! Don’t be mad at him. He-” You tried to calm him down as he stormed out of the office but you couldn’t stop him, he was fuming.
You followed quickly, seeing him already on Chan, pressing his back into the bar. He was saying something you couldn’t hear, you were nervous to get any closer, but you needed to help Chan.
“Don’t look at her, look at me.” He growled, turning Chan’s attention back to the man gripping his shirt.
At that point the usual bouncer and some of Hyunjin’s friends were rushing over after the crowd had begun to form.
“She was marked. By me. What part of that don’t you understand?” Hyunjin growled his fangs bearing as he resisted tearing Chan to shreds.
“She didn’t want to be marked in the first place.” Chan retorted and that only pissed Hyunjin off even more.
“You’re still young so I’ll remind you of your place.” Hyunjin muttered and it made you shiver. “This is my coven, and you don’t touch what’s not yours, especially when she’s marked.” He growled and if it wasn’t at Chan you would think it was hot.
“Hyunjin-” You finally stepped up, trying to get him to calm down but that may have just made it worse because in that moment when Hyunjin looked over at you Chan had tried to push him away, which he did not like.
Suddenly Chan and Hyunjin were on the floor and Hyunjin wasn’t holding back, hitting, scratching, even going as far as attempting to bite Chan’s shoulder.
Luckily the other vampires were getting in between them, pulling Hyunjin away from the crowd with the taller man thrashing.
You moved quickly over to Chan, “Are you okay?” You asked, looking over his face.
“Just a couple scratches, I’ll heal, are you okay?” He asked and you nodded, you were worried about Hyunjin but you knew that he probably needed a moment.
“I’m worried about Hyunjin though.” You admitted and Chan smiled.
“He just attacked me and you’re worried about him.” He teased taking your hand as he sat up with a quiet groan.
“I’m sorry I can’t help it, he’s obviously upset…” You said and Chan nodded.
“It’s okay princess, he’s probably just hungry.” He said and you blinked at him.
“Hungry?” You said, because obviously it wasn’t clicking for you.
“Yeah love, he probably hasn’t fed in a few weeks, so he’s more irritable than usual.” He said as he stood up taking you with him.
“Can I make you a drink?” He asked, beginning to walk around the bar.
“Uh, no…” You said, looking towards where the rest of the vampires had taken Hyunjin, your mind was racing.
“Alright princess.” He nodded and poured himself a drink, he definitely needed one after that.
“I’m gonna go to the bathroom.” You said and he nodded, watching you walk off towards where Hyunjin went. He knew you weren’t going to the bathroom, but he also knew you could handle yourself.
When you found him, he was in the office and you heard the familiar voice of him and the bouncer arguing.
“Hyunjin…?” You peeked your head in through the door, and you saw the way his eyes softened when he looked at you.
“Hi darling, I’m sorry about what happened I…” He trailed off as you stepped in, his body tensed as if the entire room had shifted.
“I’ll go, but Hyunjin, you can’t do that again, so many humans saw that.” The bouncer said and Hyunjin nodded.
“I know Bin, if you can do your best to make sure word doesn’t spread I would appreciate it.” Hyunjin said and the man nodded before stepping out.
“Hyun, Chan said…” You stopped when he glared at you, obviously the name wasn’t welcome.
“You might be hungry, I just wanted to help…” You said and his body tensed again.
“How are you even gonna help me darling?” He asked, looking you over as he sat in the chair behind the desk.
“I mean… Only if you wanted, but you could feed off of me…?” You suggested and you saw the shift in his eyes. You stepped closer.
“I can’t do that, I don’t want to hurt you.” He said, his fists clenched in his lap. You took another step closer.
“I’ll send Jeongin to fetch me some blood in a bit.” He said and you hated that idea, you wanted to help him, you wanted him to bite you.
“Hyun I just want to help, let me help you.” You stepped even closer until he stopped you, hand gripping your wrist.
“It would hurt. And I’m sure Chan wouldn’t be happy to know I bit you.” He said, slightly irritated.
“Yeah but were you happy when I told you he fucked me?” You said and he hissed at the reminder.
“Are you sure about this pretty, cause as soon as I break the skin I can’t go back.” He said, his hands moving to your waist to pull you closer. You were sure by this point he wasn’t going back so you nodded.
“I’m sure.” You nodded and he pulled you closer until you were once again in his lap. His face quickly buried itself into your neck, taking deep breaths.
“You smell perfect.” He hummed lips pressing against your neck. You tilted your head to give him more room and he groaned like a man starved.
His hands gripped your waist. “Are you sure about this?” He asked once again and you thought it was cute.
“I’m sure.” You said and he hummed in acknowledgement before his tongue ran over a spot on your neck and groaned again.
“Hyun,” You gasped and his grip tightened.
“Shh, it’s okay baby.” He hummed before letting his fangs graze against the skin, he was playing with his food and it was so hot.
Finally, after way too long, he slowly sunk his fangs into your neck, you gasped, gripping his shoulders tightly. It hurt, but the pain turned into something closer to arousal.
“Hyunjin-” You choked out and he only hummed, sucking on your neck desperately. As he kept going you kept coming in and out of consciousness, small noises falling from your lips as you attempted to stay even slightly aware.
His hand moved to the back of your neck to keep your head from falling back as he lapped up the blood dripping from your neck like a dog, groaning like it was the best thing he’s had ever.
When he finally pulled away you were dizzy, gasping slightly, and gripping his shoulders like your life depended on it. He licked his lips as he looked up at you, eyes wide, pupils dilated.
“You taste divine.” He groaned, leaning back in to collect any drops that had escaped the wound. He then reached past you, pulling out a first aid kit from his drawer, if you weren’t so drained you would probably say something about him just having a first aid kit in his office, but you couldn’t even gather the strength to speak.
“I’m sorry darling, did I take too much?” He asked, his eyes looking over you as he pressed some gauze against your neck.
You leaned forward, head resting on his shoulder. He let you, holding the gauze against your neck as he let you rest.
You hardly heard the knock on the office door when it came, you were still in the same spot and Hyunjin had bandaged the mark on your neck, letting you rest, but not letting you fall asleep like you so badly wanted to.
“Come in.” Hyunjin said, not looking up from the newspaper he was reading, again something you would have commented on if you had more strength.
You felt Hyunjin tense beneath you and you peeked up only to see Chan in the doorway.
“Is she okay?” Was the first thing he said, and you were going to respond but Hyunjin got to it first.
“She’s okay, still recovering.” Hyunjin said, and it was clear Chan knew what he was talking about.
“Can I sit?” He asked, and Hyunjin nodded, finally setting the newspaper down. Chan sat in one of the chairs across the desk, his hands folded in his lap casually.
“I know we got off on the wrong foot, I apologize, I understand that a mark is important, but I hope you know it was all consensual.” Chan started explaining, and again you wanted to say something but you decided to stay quiet, you were far too tired to speak anyways.
“It’s okay Chan, she explained it to me first, things got out of hand and I shouldn’t have lashed out at you like that.” He said, and you were actually surprised but glad to see the two boys getting along.
“So, now that we’ve apologized, can we talk about what we’re going to do with her?” Chan asked and Hyunjin almost smirked, almost.
“Well, for now she’s stuck here, I don’t want her to fall asleep, I’m worried I took too much. But she’s strong.” Hyunjin said, his hand running up your arm as he spoke. Chan nodded, glancing over at you, taking the sight of you, dazed on Hyunjin’s shoulder, in fully.
“She wants us to share. Do you think you can handle that Jin?” Chan teased and you felt Hyunjin tense, but this time it felt less like anger and more like something else, you couldn’t even deny the tension building between them at this point.
“Mm I think I could.” He said and now it was obvious, they were flirting, and it was hot as hell.
You never thought you’d see the day the two got along, nor did you think it would be this soon, so seeing this, it was surprising to say the least.
“Should we take her home?” Hyunjin asked before they could move any further and that almost made you mad. Like they were so obviously flirting and then they just stop, to take you home? Really? That’s unfair.
You missed the last of their conversation, being drawn from your thoughts when Hyunjin shifted you in his arms before standing up, now having your knees hitched over his arm, his other arm holding your back.
“Channie’s driving.” Hyunjin hummed as he followed the blonde out of the office.
You were more aware during the car ride, slowly coming back to your senses, but you were still worn out, sitting in the backseat, head leaning on the door watching trees and buildings pass as you drove the familiar route back to your place.
“We’re home princess.” Chan says as he turns off the car. Hyunjin is already getting out grabbing his and Chan’s things from the seat next to you.
Chan took that chance to grab you from the car, carrying you the same way Hyunjin had. “I can walk you know?” You grumbled and the two men just laughed.
“I wouldn’t test it.” Hyunjin said as he joined you and Chan’s side, two bags over his shoulders as Chan handed him the keys.
Chan carried you straight to the bathroom to help you clean up and Hyunjin set the bags down in your room before following you two.
“How you feeling princess?” Chan asked as he grabbed your makeup wipes from their usual spot.
“Good enough to be able to wipe my makeup off.” You said, shaking your head slightly as you reached for the makeup wipes.
“Just let me take care of you princess.” Chan sighed and Hyunjin grinned from where he was leaning against the wall.
“Feeling good enough to shower alone?” Hyunjin asked and he heard the way your heart raced, you could tell by how his grin turned into a smirk.
“Maybe not.” You said and the two men looked at each other.
“We can help you darling, don’t even worry.” Hyunjin hummed before stepping closer, taking the makeup wipes from Chan.
Soon enough you’d found yourself being undressed by Hyunjin himself while Chan started the shower. He was going painfully slow, taking his sweet time taking the sight in.
“Hyun.” You practically whined and he grinned at the sound.
“Shh darling, I’m getting there.” He said as he finished discarding your clothes, he was quicker to remove his only because Chan had gotten rid of his and was already pulling you into the shower, and he wasn’t going to miss a second of that.
You woke up the next morning wrapped in both boy’s arms, your head on Chan’s chest, Hyunjin’s chin on your shoulder. It was cute, and very domestic, you could get used to waking up like this more often.
FINALLY we're done, you don't know how much this has been driving me crazy, but alas we are done! Hopefully the ending doesn't seem too rushed, because I definitely was trying to get this finished soon so I didn't forget it. Anyways! I'm excited to finally have the entire series out! I hope everyone enjoyed!! It was quite fun, besides the three month break I took from this. I'm so sorry... I meant to post this like right after part four... I forgot 😅 anyways here you go!
You had always been told vampires were scary, and you believed it, until you met one.
Warnings: MNDI! This is suggestive content so consume at your own risk. There is one suggestive scene, and it fades to black.
3529 words.
Part One Part Two Part Three Part Four Part Five
You woke up to a shuffle and a grunt next to you, you blinked your eyes open to see Chan falling out of your bed with a hiss.
“Chan?” You said confused, your head hurt like shit.
“Sorry! I didn’t mean to wake you, but the sun is…” He trailed off, hiding in the shadow next to your bed.
“Why are you… In my bed in the first place?” You asked, trying to recall the events of last night.
“You don’t remember… You kinda asked me to stay the night. Just like- we didn’t do anything but sleep next to each other!” He said and you giggled softly.
“I think I’m starting to remember.” You said tucking a piece of hair behind your ear. “Thank you Channie.” You said with a soft smile.
You sat in silence for a moment before you realized he was still on the floor. “Shit let me close the curtains.” You said, moving to close the curtains on the window.
“Better?” You asked as he stood up.
“Much, thanks.” He said, giving you a little smile.
“Are you okay though?” You asked, looking over him, you weren’t exactly sure what happened to vampires in the sun, but he looked okay.
“Yeah it just was irritating. It’s not that bad, we only really burn if we’re out for a long time.
“Okay good.” You said, already going to lay back down in your bed. Chan stood there awkwardly for a moment until you looked up at him then at the bed, patting the spot next to you.
“You might as well stay.” You said, and he gave in almost instantly.
He scooted in next to you and wrapped his arm over your shoulder, pulling you close. You let your eyes fall closed and fell asleep not too long after.
It had been about a month since that night, you hadn’t seen Hyunjin since, and you had been spending almost every day and night with Chan. You weren’t expecting to go back to the club, of course you had thought about it but you really didn’t want to see Hyunjin. But Chan still had to work, and he really wanted to see you, and he had told you Hyunjin hadn’t been in the club since that night either. You felt fine.
So you stepped in, the usual bouncer’s face faltered when he saw you again, he hesitated before letting you in. You went straight to the bar where your blonde headed friend was. “Hi Channie!” You said, leaning against the bar in front of him.
“Hi princess, you look cute.” He said, already handing you your usual.
“Thank you!” You said with a grin, backing up to give him a spin to show off your outfit.
“When do you get a break I wanna dance!” You said, taking a sip from your drink.
“About an hour, you can go dance with Lix though if you want.” He said, already waving over Felix.
“Chan! Oh Y/N, it’s nice to see you again.” He said, almost sounding a bit nervous.
“Take Y/nnie to dance for me will you?” Chan said and you sipped on your drink, watching the interaction.
“Can’t you?” Felix said, and Chan’s face faltered.
“I’m working, man, will you just take her and stick with her?” Chan said, already mixing another drink for someone at the bar.
“Sure hyung.” Felix said reluctantly. You hesitated when he stepped forward towards the crowd, but you followed.
“You don’t have to stay by my side, I can dance on my own.” You said once you were far enough from Chan. You felt bad, obviously Felix didn’t want to babysit you.
“Well, we’re still not supposed to talk to you.” He said, and you sighed.
“Because I’m marked. I genuinely don’t care, if I could kill Hyunjin I would.” You grumbled, you hadn’t had the chance to really rant about what happened so you didn’t even care if you were ranting to his own brother about him.
“I mean he didn’t even run it by me, has he ever learned about consent? I mean maybe if he’d asked I would’ve said yes, he couldn’t even take me to dinner. That’s just sad.” You went on, and Felix, he just blinked at you.
“He didn’t even ask…?” Felix said quietly, not intending for you to hear.
“No! I didn’t even know till his fucking brother said something about it.” You added, Felix stared at you even harder.
“Minho?” He asked even though he knew the answer.
“Yeah him, he was weird.” You nodded, you then looked past Felix, past the crowd, and you saw him. Your stomach turned, your face turned red, your fists clenched.
“I need a drink.” You said and Felix nodded, already following you out of the crowd to the bar.
“Hey princess, you two have fun?” Chan said, already making your drink, then he noticed your expression. “What’s wrong?” He asked, face turning to one of concern.
“You said he wouldn’t be here…” You said, trying to calm yourself down.
“Who- I…” His voice trailed off, he knew who, he saw him now, he stilled instantly.
“Do you wanna go home princess, I’ll take you right now.” He said and you shook your head slowly.
“It’s fine. I don’t want him to think he’s won.” You said and Chan shook his head quickly.
“It’s not a competition Y/N, if you want to go home you can.” He said, but he already knew you were staying, he finished pouring your drink and handed it to you, knowing you would need it.
“Have you tried asking him to take away the mark?” Felix had finally asked, it had been on his mind for a while you could tell.
“No, I didn’t know he could just take it away…” You said, glancing over at Chan.
“He can, but I’m not sure it’s safe for you to talk to him right now.” Chan said as he mixed another drink for someone, he looked fucking hot doing it too.
You looked around, you spotted him, you sighed and stood up.
“No that’s not-” Chan tried but he knew there was no stopping you now.
“Keep an eye on her please.” Chan said quieter to Felix, and Felix nodded.
There he was, talking with those same friends, grin on his lips, arms crossed in front of his chest. “Hyunjin.” You said, already fuming.
“Oh hi darling, I’ve missed you.” He said with a small grin.
“Don’t do that. I want you to take away the mark.” You said, straight faced, glaring at him.
He paused, blinked, stuttered for a moment. “Darling, are you sure? I thought-” He started but as you tended to, you cut him off.
“No, don't do that. I didn’t ask for this. Take it away.” You said quickly, stepping towards him. Quickly his friends looked at him, confused, worried.
“Can we… Can we talk about this in private.” He asked, looking back at his friends for a split second.
“Fine…” You sighed and followed him to an office in the corner of the building.
“Unmark me.” You said, blinking up at him.
“Look, Y/N, I’m sorry, I really shouldn’t have marked you without your permission.” He said, and you wanted to stop him, but also, part of you wanted to hear him out.
“It was wrong, I shouldn’t have marked you at all, and I’ll take it away if that’s what you want. But…” He paused for a moment, blinking at you for a moment.
“I can’t go back, once I unmark you it’s for good. And…” He paused again, he seemed nervous.
“Just spit it out, Hyunjin. I don’t have time for this.” You said crossing your arms in front of your chest.
“Yeah yeah, you need to get back to Chan I know.” He said and he sounded a bit more irritated now.
“Oh so this is what it was about. You really just were insecure of Chan and so you marked me to keep me to yourself.” You said, voice raising.
“No! Of course I wanted you to myself! But I wasn’t insecure of Chan. I was worried you didn’t love me back.” He said, his voice raising with yours.
“You can’t say that when you marked me without my consent!” You shouted, stepping closer to him.
“I know! And I’m sorry! But I love you! I do!” Hyunjin matched your voice, running his hands through his hair.
“Before I do this- just tell me, do you love me…” He said, getting quieter. It was silent for a moment, only the sounds of your heavy breaths filled the room.
“I…” You paused, you couldn’t speak, because deep down, you still had that feeling for him, you still loved him.
“Unmark me Hyunjin…” You said, trying to avoid the words.
“Say it! Tell me you don’t love me!” He said, voice raising again.
“I can’t!” You said, and again the room went quiet, until the sounds of his footsteps getting closer, him getting closer to you until his lips met yours.
You gasped, your lips followed suit, moving in sync with his. He stepped forward, you stepped back until you were pressed against the office door.
“Hyunjin-” You said as he broke away for a breath.
“I’m sorry… I should’ve asked.” He said, his voice quiet.
“You do that a lot.” You said with a small little smile.
The two of you broke out into soft little laughs after that, the both of you grinning.
“I really am sorry, and I’ll still unmark you if you want, but you have to know, I can’t take it back, I can’t mark you again if I unmark you.” He said, his voice quiet and honest.
“I don’t want all the vampires to be scared to talk to me…” You said, your hand found his at his side, fingers interlocking.
“That’s on me, I’ll tell them not to.” He said, giving you a promising smile.
“Okay. Even Chan?” You said, looking up at him.
“Even Chan.” He nodded, you smiled, then you placed a quick kiss to his lips. His lips quickly chased yours when they pulled away, again moving them against yours.
“Sorry, I’ve always wondered what your lipgloss tasted like.” He said before licking his lips. “Vanilla, cute.” He said and you blushed, even at how corny that was.
“Okay, we should probably head out before we worry Chan.” You said and he nodded, reluctantly stepping back and releasing your hand.
“You go ahead, I’ll see you later.” He said, tucking a piece of hair behind your ear.
“Okay.” You said and you slipped out of the room, already making your way towards the bar.
“Felix.” Hyunjin said, already turning to stare the boy straight in the eye, despite the fact he was invisible.
“You think you can hide from me Lix, have you ever heard of privacy?” He said, stepping closer to him.
“I…” Felix’s voice faded as he returned to visibility.
“Chan sent you?” Hyunjin said, his voice already knowing.
“He just wanted me to keep an eye on her.” Felix said, nodding slowly.
“You didn’t even ask her hyung. Isn’t that exactly what you tell us not to do?” Felix said, staring at his older brother like he was a different person.
“Did you not hear that entire conversation Lix, it was a mistake, a dumb, love blinded one.” He said, running a hand through his hair.
“Don’t look at me like a kicked puppy, I know what I did was wrong. I know.” He groaned.
“What did Minho-hyung say…?” Felix asked, but he regretted it instantly.
“Well he wants to take the club back, because I’m ‘immature’.” Hyunjin groaned. “Which includes the coven…” He added, looking much more upset.
Felix knew how hard Hyunjin had worked growing and taking care of the coven, and now everything was going to be ripped straight from his hands because he made one, big, mistake.
“I’m sorry hyung.” Felix said quietly, stepping closer to his brother, and closer, until he was hugging the older boy. He knew Hyunjin wasn’t one for hugging, but he couldn’t help it. So of course it took him by surprise when Hyunjin hugged him back with no complaint.
“Go back out there Lix, but let Y/N tell Chan herself. He doesn’t need to hear it from anyone but her.” Hyunjin said softly, letting go of Felix who was stepping back.
Felix began walking to the door before turning around to say one more thing. “She called Minho-hyung weird.” Felix said with a slight laugh.
“Well he is a little isn’t he.” Hyunjin said and they both began to laugh, standing there for a moment before it went quiet again and Felix slipped out of the room.
“Hi Chan!” You said, stepping in front of the bar, your smile faded though as you realized the situation you were in.
“Hey, are you okay?” He asked and you shook your head.
“I think.. I think I need to go home.” You said, knowing it would be best to explain the situation at home.
“Okay, let me get my things and we’ll go princess.” He said, his voice so caring and concerned. You winced at the nickname.
He stepped out from the staff room, bag over his shoulder, his hand took yours and he guided you out of the building.
When you got home he was already at your side, trying to find out what happened.
“Did he hurt you? I can tell the mark is still there.” He said and you tensed, he noticed.
“Princess, talk to me.” He said and you took a deep breath, how were you meant to tell him this?
“Y/N?” He said, his voice even more worried.
“I kissed him.” You said finally, and it felt like a weight lifted off your chest.
“You… Are you okay?” He said, reaching for your hand. You let him take it.
“I’m great. I feel great Chan, I just…” You trailed off. The truth was, you weren’t sure what you felt, you really thought you had feelings for Chan but then Hyunjin confessed, made you realize your own feelings, yet you were here, letting Chan hold your hand.
“I thought we had something…?” His voice got quieter, his grip on your hand tighter.
“I mean, what have all these nights spent in the same bed meant? The days laying next to each other?” He said, pulling lightly on your hand to turn you around and make you look at him.
“Was that just my imagination? Because I thought that meant something.” Chan said, anger building up as he came up with all kinds of possibilities.
“Chan…” You tried but he was still going.
“I thought we were on the same page.” He said, blinking at you. “But then you go and kiss Hyunjin? The guy who marked you without permission! And suddenly you’re in love with him?!” He added, voice rising as his anger did.
“Chan I don’t-” Again he cut you off before you could explain.
“No no no just lead me on some more why don’t you! Then you can run off and fuck the guy who doesn’t care what you want!” He was shouting at this point, and you had never seen him so angry.
“I love you! I really do!” He said, pulling his hand away from you, and that hurt.
“I… I love you too.” You said quietly, still trying to understand your feelings.
“You love Hyunjin. You said that.” He corrected you, and he was right, you said that, and you do, but you also loved him.
“But I love you too.” You said, a little louder this time.
“You’re so caring, so loving, so perfect.” You said, grabbing his hand.
“And Hyunjin, he’s caring in a different way, possessive, he’d do anything to be with me!” You added, squeezing Chan’s hand.
“You would watch me fall in love as long as it made me happy.” You explained softer, stepping closer to him. “Is it so wrong that I want to love you both?” Your voice was quiet but he heard you.
“You love me… You mean it.” He said, taking your other hand, stepping even closer.
“I mean it, I really love you.” You said, your voice quiet still, you stepped impossibly closer, you could feel his breath against your face.
“Can I…?” He didn’t finish his sentence because you nodded and his lips met yours.
His lips were chapped where Hyunjin’s were soft. His lips moved with yours and his hands moved from your hands up your forearms to your shoulders.
“Channie.” You gasped between the kiss, your hands moving to wrap behind his neck. The kiss turned into more, his tongue slipping past your lips and dancing with yours, slow and sensual.
Slowly the tension built up and your hands roamed more and so did his. Your hands slid under his shirt, pushing it up over his head, letting him catch his breath as you broke apart. For a moment you just admired the hard work he must have put into his abs, and then your hands traveled over the muscle, sliding your hands up to his chest.
His hands that rested at your waist slipped just barely under your shirt. “Can I?” He asked, and it was so hot you nodded almost instantly, helping him pull your shirt off. He stared for a long moment. “You’re beautiful.” His voice was low and soft.
“Mhm just kiss me again.” You said, already leaning in again.
He laughed softly before connecting your lips again, this time the kiss was a bit more desperate, lips clashing harder.
When you woke up you were curled into Chan’s side, head on his bare chest, you looked up, seeing his soft, beautiful sleeping face. He looked peaceful and you couldn’t help but stare. After last night, you and Chan had somethings to talk about, but right now, you would bathe in the domestic moment.
“Morning princess.” He hummed, voice rough with sleep. You smiled up at him, the nickname meaning much more now.
“Morning Channie.” You said, your voice soft.
“Did you sleep well?” He asked and there was a little smirk on his lips.
“You tired me out, handsome.” You said with a cheeky grin as you scooted closer to him if even possible.
You both laughed quietly for a moment before you let the silence settle in again. And after a long silence and a lot of cuddling the two of you got up to get ready for the day.
“So are we gonna talk about last night?” Chan asked, and you nodded.
“Which part?” You asked, slightly kidding.
“The part where you said you loved me and Hyunjin.” He said, straight faced and you sighed, nodding slowly.
“I was being honest. I love both of you.” You said, and it was true, you don’t know how, but you definitely did.
“What are you gonna tell Hyunjin?” He asked, you hadn’t really thought about it, but you hadn’t really thought about what you were gonna tell Chan either, and look how that turned out.
You were quiet for a moment, thinking about what you would tell him. Chan slid a plate with bacon and eggs and topped off your coffee before joining you at the kitchen bar.
“I’ll tell him the truth, that I love you both.” You said before taking a sip of your coffee.
“What if he doesn’t take it well? You said it yourself, he's possessive, he’s not gonna like that answer.” Chan countered, and you thought about it again.
“He’s going to have to understand. I’m not gonna just let you go cause he can’t handle sharing.” You said and Chan smiled slightly.
“So does that mean you’re keeping me?” He said, and you laughed softly.
“Of course, I mean you fuck me good.” You said and Chan laughed hard, hitting your arm softly.
“That’s the only reason you’ll keep me? Really?” He said, sounding mock offended.
“You also make good coffee for a vampire who doesn’t drink coffee.” You said and he smiled.
“Glad I’m useful for something other than my dick.” He said with a little laugh before his hand slid around your waist.
“I go in at 7, you coming with?” He said as he stood from his chair, hand still on your waist.
“Mhm.” You nodded, mouth full with eggs.
At about 6:30 Chan was already pushing you out the door. “I promise you we’re not gonna be late handsome.” You grumbled as you sat yourself in the car, watching as Chan closed your door for you and hurried to the drivers side.
“Yes but the sunset is so nice.” Chan said as he started the car, already pulling out.
“I wish you could burn in the sunset too.” You said, laughing as you took his free hand, intertwining your fingers.
“You don’t mean that.” He said, laughing with you and squeezing your hand.
“No I don’t.” You agreed before smiling and looking out at the sunset, smile on your face.
And look at that, part four already done. I've actually really enjoyed writing this, thank god it's not giving me grief any more.
You regret opening twitter after seeing pictures of your boyfriend who's away on tour so you of course have to remind him.
Warnings: MNDI! This is suggestive content so consume at your own risk.
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This is my formal apology for the last Hongjoong smau, though I'm not very sorry... Also, if the Atinys that took those pictures of Hongjoong being a cutie see this, I hope you get the best head of your fucking life. HE'S SO CUTEEE!!
You and Hongjoong had always been off and on, it was always the same, but he always came back even though he knew it wasn't a good idea, even though he knew you wouldn't change.
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Part 1 Part 2
Sadly, because of Tumblr's photo limit, I have to post this in two parts, but don't worry, because they SHOULD be back to back! So hopefully I don't forget like I did the Hyunsung fic.... Also, everyone go listen to Vortex by Lizzie McAlpine, that's my twin and this is one of my favorite songs, so pleasseeeeeuhhh.
You and Hongjoong had always been off and on, it was always the same, but he always came back even though he knew it wasn't a good idea, even though he knew you wouldn't change.
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Part 1 Part 2
This was supposed to be a Chan fic, but I obviously have a favorite, and would have rather made it a smau, it made more sense this way. And don't worry y'all the next part for Dracula is coming, it's done I'm just letting it marinate for a bit before I post it. Anyways, let me know your thoughts, hopefully you're all devestated.
You had always been told vampires were scary, and you believed it, until you met one.
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Part One Part Two Part Three Part Four Part Five
You had started to regret befriending a vampire, especially one like Hyunjin. You weren’t sure how vampires actually worked, if they had hierarchies, in the stories they did, but you knew Hyunjin had some kind of power over the others, if Felix’s reaction the other night told you anything.
Now you were here, sitting on a leather couch next to him, his arm around you. You were almost certain if you tried to get away from him he would get you back, and if you ran he’d find you.
Which scared you less than you thought it should. But that was your silly heart speaking.
“I’m gonna get a drink.” You said, standing up and his hand lingered on you before he stood as well. “I’ll come with you.” He said and you really just wanted a moment away from him to breathe. But he wasn’t giving it to you.
You stepped up to the bar and ordered your usual, you looked around, just people watching, but something, no someone caught your eye. The blonde hair that you could recognize instantly, you met eyes with him and then he was gone, he didn’t disappear he left. And he looked… scared.
“I have to go to the bathroom.” You said, looking up at Hyunjin for a second. He nodded, and he didn’t push to come with you. So you went. And he watched, you felt his eyes on you as you walked the opposite way of the bathroom and towards where Chan ran off to.
You found yourself behind the club. There were a lot of trees, you knew this was a rural part of town, but you thought there’d be at least one other building.
“Why did you follow me?” He hissed, his voice hushed, but you couldn’t tell from where he was speaking.
“I haven’t seen you in weeks! Where did you go?” You said, and you swore you heard a footstep, your head snapped towards the sound and there was nobody there.
“Just come out! It’s just me Channie.” You whisper shouted, though you weren’t sure why you were whispering, it’s not like anyone else was out there with you.
He stepped out, he looked a mess, all cut and bruised, dirt over his originally nice clothes. “Oh Chan.” You breathed, already stepping towards him, but he backed up.
“You talked to Felix, yeah?” He asked, but he already knew the answer when he kept talking. “He’s serious, we’re not supposed to talk to you. Hyunjin’s…” He trailed off and you looked around, nothing, nobody, just the brick of the club and the trees.
“What? Chan, what did Hyunjin do?” You asked, shaking your head as you tried to understand what was happening.
“He’s taken a liking to you.” He said and you blinked at him.
“As if that wasn’t obvious.” You said your tone sarcastic as you rolled your eyes. “But why does that mean you can’t talk to me?” You asked, still trying to figure out what was going on.
“Look-” Chan had started but was quickly cut off.
“Seems like you found Channie.” Hyunjin’s voice came out from behind, low, possessive, and almost mocking.
You turned around, nobody was there, it was like he wasn’t even there. And then he was, he just appeared, like he was… invisible.
“Hyunjin! Do you want to tell me what the hell is happening?” You said, a wave of confidence washing over you and it surprised you.
“What do you mean darling?” He said, stepping closer to you, but his eyes weren’t on you, they were on Chan.
“Hyunjin. Stop you’re scaring him!” You said, glancing back at Chan who was struggling not to cower to Hyunjin, unlike Felix who folded instantly.
“Oh I’m scaring him? Since when did you care about him?” Hyunjin said, he sounded angrier, and his head snapped towards you, where he was now towering over you.
Your body shook, and suddenly all of that confidence was gone. You tried to take an even breath, and yet you couldn’t.
“Use your words Y/nnie.” Hyunjin said, and his hand moved up to run his finger down your jaw.
You stuttered, and Hyunjin nodded, turning back to Chan. “What did I tell you Chris?” Hyunjin said, his voice low and angry.
It took you a moment for you to finally look but when you did Chan was under the same spell you’d just been, and Hyunjin was gripping the man’s chin, forcing their eyes to meet.
You opened your mouth to speak but you couldn’t.
“I told you not to touch what’s not yours. You shouldn’t even think about her.” Hyunjin practically growled, and the sound made you shiver. Why were you just watching? Why didn’t you do something, say something?
“Hyunjin…” You finally got out, but it was weak and quiet. You were sure he didn’t even hear you, but still his head snapped back towards you.
“Found your words darling?” He said, and you swore you almost passed out, was he hot or scary though.
“Hyunjin!” Someone called out, and Hyunjin’s head snapped up. Your head followed, only to be met with someone you hadn’t seen before.
“Minho!” Hyunjin said, and he sounded far too irritated despite the grin on his face.
“What’s going on back here? I come visit your little bar and find you… what? Terrorizing a human and a… vampire?”
You were confused to say the least, who the hell is this Minho person, and how did he know Hyunjin, sure Hyunjin had business outside of the club that he apparently owned, which was news to you. But then again, why are you surprised?
“I think I saw our brother with a human too, and what they were doing was not… Well you’d expect it from Felix of all people.” Minho said, and you blinked, Felix? What did he have to do with this? Their brother? This was a lot of information.
“I mean I didn’t really expect this from you either Hyunjin. I thought you were better than this. I leave for a few years and you turn into the bad guy?” Minho continued, and you saw how Hyunjin’s gaze shifted, almost like he was nervous.
“Let’s talk about this inside hyung.” He said, already moving to guide the apparently older brother inside the club.
“No no no. We can talk about it out here like grown ups. You’re not a kid anymore Jin.” Minho said, stepping away from the taller man.
You glanced back at Chan who was not as confused as you were.
“Which one came to you? Was it Felix?” He said, and Minho just shook his head.
“That’s none of your business Hyunjin, you should be focusing on your work. On the people who rely on you.” Minho said, and he stepped closer to the taller man. Minho didn’t seem to cower to Hyunjin, but they both seemed angry.
“It is my business. It’s my coven.” He said and you shivered at the thought, no wonder they were all scared of him, he was in charge.
“Who are you?” You finally spoke up, both of them turned to you.
“Go inside darling,” Hyunjin said and Minho’s eyes widened.
“You what?!” You said quickly, you weren’t even sure what he meant but you knew it couldn’t be good. Was this why the others wouldn’t talk to you, what Chan was trying to tell you.
“Go inside Y/N.” Hyunjin tried again, sounding even more upset.
He tried to guide you inside but you pulled away. “No what the fuck does he mean?!” You said, louder this time, you looked to Chan and then Minho for some kind of explanation.
“He marked you, Y/N.” Chan said, as if it was obvious, but he also felt slight pity for you, you could see it in his face.
“It’s like a warning for other vampires to not touch you.” Minho added and anger flashed across your face. Your head snapped to Hyunjin almost instantly.
“You did what now?” You said, voice low, filled with anger.
“Listen, darling-” He started.
“No no no, you marked me? That’s why everyone is scared to speak to me?” You said, anger radiating off you, you were hot, your fists clenched, your face was probably red.
“You didn’t even think to ask me if I was okay with that?!” Your voice got louder as you stepped closer to him, for once Hyunjin looked almost scared. “You think I want to be marked by you?” You added, almost growling. Hyunjin stepped back.
“I’m sorry darling, I-” He tried again but once again you cut him off.
“You don’t even have a good excuse?! God, you’re disgusting.” You glared at him for a long moment while he stayed silent. Once you were satisfied you stepped back, taking a deep breath.
“I was going to tell you.” Hyunjin said, his voice quieter after getting yelled at by you.
“Oh you were gonna tell me? Well don’t worry I know now, and I don’t ever want to see your face again.” You said, scowling at the fact he’s still trying to defend himself.
You then stormed inside, you needed about ten more drinks after that. You heard the door open behind you but you ignored it, until you heard Chan’s voice.
“Y/N!” He called out as he approached you, you turned around reluctantly. “Let me make you a drink.” He said after seeing your face, you sighed and nodded, relaxing slightly just in his presence.
You sat at the bar while Chan poured you yet another drink. “How long have I been marked?” You asked, part of you wanted to know, but part of you also didn’t want to know.
“Since that day at the bar when we first met.” He said and you blinked, that was so long ago, months.
Chan poured you another drink and you took it, drinking it instantly. “Is there a way to get rid of it?” You asked, looking up at him, eyes glassy from the alcohol. Pity washed over his face again.
“Not an easy way.” He said and you grumbled. “You can be turned, you can kill the vampire that marked you, or you can be marked by another vampire, but-”
“Mark me Channie.” You said way too quickly, it was the alcohol, the both of you would blame that, it was easiest.
“It doesn’t work that way. I can’t just mark you… I would have to challenge Hyunjin.” He explained, you grumbled before finishing the next drink Chan had handed you.
“Okay, I think that’s enough tonight, let me take you home.” He said, realizing you were far too drunk to get home on your own.
You complained very little before letting him help you out of the bar, a car already waiting for you two.
You leaned on his shoulder the entire car ride and when you arrived at your apartment he helped you out and up to your door.
Once you were both in your apartment he was going to leave after setting you down on your couch, he didn’t want to intrude, but you were already asking him to stay.
“Channie…” You hummed, grabbing his wrist to stop him from leaving. “Don’t go.” Your voice was soft, hard to deny, so of course he didn’t go.
At first he was standing awkwardly next to your couch before deciding he would help you get ready for bed.
He found himself standing in your bathroom with a wet cloth in his hand, gently wiping away your makeup.
He then brushed out your hair for you, being as careful as ever.
“Okay, let’s get you into bed, can you get your clothes on your own?” He asked, and you certainly could, but you were tired, you just hardly shook your head, clinging to him slightly.
His eyes softened just at the look of you, so he carefully looked through your closet, pulling out a shirt and sweats for you to sleep in.
“Okay you get changed quickly, I’ll step out so you have privacy.” He said, and he was already turning around and heading out the door.
When he turned into your room minutes later your old clothes were on the floor and you were laying in your bed half asleep.
“Channie,” You mumbled, making weak grabby hands at him.
He reluctantly stepped closer until he was standing at the edge of the bed.
“Stay.” You mumbled, his body almost jerked, he wanted to stay so bad. But the mark was still there, he could feel it. And he was worried that Hyunjin would find out.
“Please Channie, stay.” You tried again, this time he couldn’t resist your tired voice and he shuffled into your bed next to you, relaxing slowly as your hands crept around him.
He relaxed fully once you’d fallen asleep, head on his chest. He let himself play with your hair, watching you breathe, watching your face, so relaxed, so at peace, much different from just hours ago when you were yelling at Hyunjin. He sighed softly and followed you into sleep not even moments later.
It's finally here!! I finally finished part three of Dracula. I really hope you like it, I'm already gonna start on part four so don't worry. I'm hoping it'll be out this next week, but who knows. I have a long list of things to write but I will try not to leave you guys too long.
When the new comeback photos come out you make sure your boyfriend sees your reaction even if he isn't with you.
Warnings: MNDI! This is suggestive content so consume at your own risk.
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Hyung Line Maknae Line
My favorite concept photos, FINALLY. Also everyone go listen to Heeseung Evan's new album Ride or Die, I'm not sure how I feel about it yet but I did miss his voice. Anyways! I hope you liked, feel free to leave your thoughts!
When the new comeback photos come out you make sure your boyfriend sees your reaction even if he isn't with you.
Warnings: MNDI! This is suggestive content so consume at your own risk.
23 screenshots.
The way I was praying to have just enough screenshots to meet the 30 photo limit... fuck you Tumblr. Anyways! These unit photos really did it for me and so of course I had to write a smau for it as well. And of course we've got the album coming in a WEEK everyone cheer!! So of course I'm hoping to get this series finished before the album comes out, but you know how I am! Anyways! I hope you enjoyed I would love to hear your thoughts as always!!
When the new comeback photos come out you make sure your boyfriend sees your reaction even if he isn't with you.
Warnings: MNDI! This is suggestive content so consume at your own risk.
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Hyung Line Maknae Line Units
Sorry this took SO long but it's finally out!! Wooyoung's took me much longer than expected but I was also writing it while playing Valorant, so if there's any mistakes that's why.
When the new comeback photos come out you make sure your boyfriend sees your reaction even if he isn't with you.
Warnings: MNDI! This is suggestive content so consume at your own risk.
16 screenshots.
Hyung Line Maknae Line Units
UGH THESE CONCEPT PHOTOS DID IT FOR ME, I'm sorry about the wait for this one, I'm gonna work on maknae line tonight and hopefully it'll be out soon! I won't forget about the maknaes, I'm also planning on doing something for the unit photos but more from that later. I hope you enjoyed!! Shit this is a long note anyways!
When the new comeback photos come out you make sure your boyfriend sees your reaction even if he isn't with you.
Warnings: MNDI! This is suggestive content so consume at your own risk.
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Hyung Line Maknae Line
I think the Maknae line photos were worse, they looked so good and I thought I died when I saw Wooyoung's. Thank Vera for the bone daddy comment, it was just too funny I had to include it.
When the new comeback photos come out you make sure your boyfriend sees your reaction even if he isn't with you.
Warnings: MNDI! This is suggestive content so consume at your own risk.
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Hyung Line Maknae Line
These concept photos have a chokehold over me, so of course I had to make a smau for you guys. Maknae line SHOULD be out right after this one but we all know how I am with multiple part series. Curse Tumblr for the max image count...
