Recovering, finding myself

dedicated to discovering myself again! feel free to tag along for my ride.

[musingofapoeticsoul]

[wordsofthelost]

“we’re all mad here. I’m mad. You’re mad. You must be or, you wouldn’t have come here.”

—Cheshire Cat, Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland

[together-translations]

[fighting-ghosts]

[bryantmcgill]

If you get love and attention that you are not ready for, it will not fulfill you the way you imagined. We sustain our loving relationships by loving ourselves. We are only fulfilled by love when we ourselves are filled with love. — Bryant McGill

[conscious-love]

Someone can be madly in love with you and still not be ready. They can love you in a way you have never been loved and still not join you on the bridge. And whatever their reasons you must leave. Because you never ever have to inspire anyone to meet you on the bridge. You never ever have to convince someone to do the work to be ready. There is more extraordinary love, more love than you have ever seen, out here in this wide and wild universe. And there is the love that will be ready. - The Age Of Enlightenment (Facebook)

[lizordcan2]

Here is hoping we do get a second try. We both deserve some happiness after all the shit we’ve went through in our respective past relationships…

[lizordcan2]

Waiting for the tides to rise again... might take longer this time. I will work on myself while I wait to be pulled back to you.

[lizordcan2]

Working on accepting…

[purplebuddhaproject]

[purplebuddhaproject]

[conscious-love]

To let it go, we must first let it be. Accept where you are, surrender to what you’re feeling. Non-resistance will bring you the change of heart you’re seeking.

[lizordcan2]

The Journey

My blog will be part mental health and part physical health. I started on this path 26 months ago at rock bottom and 376 lbs. Im happy to say that I'm now 51 lbs down and mentally in a much better state. I have figured out that i stead of seeking healing I would use new relationships as a bandaid for my bleeding heart. It is high time I find myself again, something I must do alone. I can not be with anyone till I can handle being alone. I have great family and friends supporting me through this process.

[conscious-love]

One day someone will walk into your life and get it right where everyone else got it wrong. One day you won’t have to wait for a call or a text back. One day you won’t be the only one giving your all. One day you’ll finally meet someone who wants to help you grow in life. One day you’ll finally meet someone who isn’t afraid to give “love” another chance. One day you’ll finally meet someone you can trust with everything. One day you’ll have your best friend, your biggest supporter and your teammate all wrapped up into one person.

IG@woodtheinspiration (via i-am-strong-all-on-my-own)

#goals

[asirensong-deactivated20210117]

[lizordcan2]

recovering from being married to a narcissist...

[difficultsuggestions]

Blocking the people who hurt you on social media isn’t weak or immature. You dont have to make yourself misersble for someone else.

[conscious-love]

Everything heals. Your heart heals. Your mind heals. Wounds will heal. You may be sad right now, but your happiness will always come back. Bad times don’t last.

@cwote (via i-am-strong-all-on-my-own)

On the road to healing 🙂