Truth

of the heart broken.

[a-cidlife]

[dontyouever-giveup-deactivated2]

[foreveryourquotes-blog]

I can’t even look at you anymore, all i see is this stranger that once meant everything to me.

[llissadore]

What I am not brave enough to tell him.

Hi my love.

I wonder how the last few days have been for you? Wonder if you hate or despise me as much as you claim. I think to myself and I can't believe that this is where we have come to. I can't believe that after everything you were able to let me leave. With out soo much as a "fck you stfu".. That is what I got from you... That is where you leave me now. You have endlessly broke my heart. & you asked me yesterday why? Why do I try to stay with you when all you do is hurt me.. & i'll tell you why I stayed... I stayed and still want to stay because it was never simply just staying.. It was something that we both worked for. It is something that is timeless & to me it was everlasting.. I answer you... & the only thing I can say is it was all because of love. As corny or as stupid as that sounds? That's why I choose to be with you.. Because at every point in our relationship... I chose to stay.. Because you are and have always been worth it... i'm soo sorry that you think i'm ignorant and a fool. I guess you can say I was blinded by how i thought and believed we had so much faith in our relationship that I never thought you'd think i'd cheat on you. I sincerely hope that one day you will remember how much I loved and adored you. You were my rock.. You kept me down.. But I wasn't good enough for you to stay.... 

I hope you won't hate me for pushing or making it seem like i'm making everyone hate you.. I honestly just want you to hate me now... So that you'll never want me back.. Because if you did.. and reguardless what you do to me? I'd come crawling back like a lost puppy.. Cause that's how I feel when I am with out you.... simply lost.

[llissadore]

It's difficult to have to see the ones that you love & care about go away.. To finally sit alone with no one by your side. I honestly wished that I could have documented each memory that I had with boy will & joey. But, I guess this heart break is what I get for doing will wrong. See? I never fully fathomed how when ever you created happiness when someone's sorrow is present? There truly isn't room for total or complete happiness. I created my happiness with joey while will was still hurting. And this must be what I get for doing it all... 

What I can say that I learned.. Is that although any thought of happiness that I have revolved around joey.. I need to pick myself up.. I honestly thought I would have more to say.. But once I start typing.. I just feel numb.. I lost the one I thought I could spend my ever waking moment with.. And this is what I get.. I lost my love... But then again? I can't lose what  never had...

[llissadore]

This is for the ones that gave up.

[nina-wins-blog]

[phatsoneephan]

toooo cute.

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[llissadore]

If love something. then you will now how to let it go.. And if it comes back then it'll mean something more. But if it doesn't come back.. You have to keep moving on..

[ellissadore]

my excuse? if he has to chose. between me and another girl? then, i’ll make it easy for him an leave. im not no one’s “second prize”

[visual-poetry]

“nothing lasts forever” by anatol knotek

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[llissadore]

060612 10:51 PM

I find myself crying at random moments in my life because I am so hurt and this scar in my heart will never be able to heal.. I want to thank my ex. For my broken heart..

[karenncao]

I hope you're happy now.

[breakingg-pointt]

[lovequotesrus]

[tudoefase]

[llissadore]

I wanna say that I'm happy for you. You have someone that loves and adores you. Such a proud thing for a man to have. A beautiful woman by their side to have. But, what I wont understand is how you're strong enough to believe I could love another man. One who would replace you, one I could give my faith to.. Man I'm so happy for ya. But what I won't understand us how you left me in a cyclone. No air. No way out. No way