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laurel • they/she • follows from @lmanburs-main

[lmanburs]

hi friends, gonna be putting this blog on permanent hiatus until i figure out what to do with it. dont think i want to purge everything because i do have a lot of good memories that i dont want to lose, but i cant stay here. thank you guys for everything, genuinely 💙

believe victims, always, and always remain critical of the people you support.

national domestic violence hotline

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hope you’re doing well! i forgot when i followed you, but i vaguely remember your username. but just very ironic timing bc ive been reading dsmp fics to reimsence in the past week or so. dsmp was an era that’s for sure. congrats on graduating!

thank you!! its funny to think people still recognize my username haha, but it does make me glad that you (and also others) are still able to find joy in the dsmp and its related works even if it requires some HEAVY death of the author 😭

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hello friends if anyone is even still here life update but I graduated from college a few weeks ago :)) also saw hayley williams and good kid (round three) live as well which honestly feels a bit more important

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hi everyone just popping in here to say hello and also to let you all know that I saw both the strokes and the killers like. twice over the past couple weekends. just wanted to update you guys. its what 2023 me would've wanted.

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it feels reassuring to know that i'm not the only one who still gets 2020 dteam(/dsmp) nostalgia bait. It's got less but... man...

Also I get so many wilbur jumpscares. I've had at least 2 people regularly pop up on my fyp that are skinny british white boys with dark curly hair that play guitar. And both of them cover wilbur/lvjy songs. I wanted to kill myse[gets shot]

Also recently I got shown a lvjy concert at a festival, and they had a crowd of like 20 people?? Shoutout to everyone for dropping wilbur/lvjy for real

ANYWAYYY i hope you're doing good! o7

I genuinely only get the nostalgia bait stuff like. Once a month thankfully. And I haven't gotten much wilbur-related stuff until the past couple weeks so I'm not sure if everyone is collectively bored or something in the air's changed

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Oh wait you know that TikTok trend that’s like I’m so hungry I could eat (blank)? I saw a I could eat 4/4 sbi and had a physical reaction to that so. That’s something. Maybe.

GOD i was on tiktok yesterday and saw a clip of lvjy performing at some festival and it felt like i was taking psychic damage

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I am so not in the bubble anymore bestie like genuinely I saw a picture of Tommy the other day where he had this fuck ass beard and jumpscared myself so bad I had to close the tab!! I check in occasionally to make sure he’s alive bc that’s my internet parasocial younger brother but beyond that no clue what’s going on which is why I asked YOU

honest to god only thing I hear about mcyt anymore is either

1). when I go on twitter and see a tweet with 10k likes dragging an ex dsmp cc for doing something questionable or

2). whenever I'm scrolling through tiktok and being forcefed 2020 dteam nostalgia bait

so really i don't think either of us are winning here

[lmanburs]

Is…is there a reason for the wellness check or…………………….

cant a girl just decide to check on the tiny people on their phone without a reason :( (i had to reset my password because i forgot)

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quarterly check in hi guys how is everyone doing 👍

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welcome back 2021

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can you guys keep posting so this shows up on tumblr's week in review it'll be really funny trust me

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god there is seriously no drama like Dream drama. nothing brings a community together more.

[qjaiden]

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welcome back 2021

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dream trying to paint him texting tommy's mom to whine about her son as a normal and sensible thing to do only to cut to a screenshot of that fuckass block of text made me burst out laughing

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[doodlebloo]

CONNOREATSPANTS POSTED IN THE DREAM SMP DISCORD AND SAID "Reunion 2025?"

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I’ve been so removed from all things twitch after. Y’know. That i was genuinely surprised to get one of those cheap promotion look at my twitch tiktoks on my fyp for the first time since. Like. 2020? You know the kind the uwu what is something that made you click off a twitch stream uwu I’m a small streamer and I wanna improve uwu? Anyways I was tempted (and this is probably really really horrible of me) to comment “abused his ex girlfriend” but thought better of it because I’m. You know. Over it and it’d feel more like a dig at the victim in the situation than anything else.

Anyways two days later dream goes on his rant and I’m once again reminded why I left all of this shit behind lmao. I’m fully convinced he forgot to switch accounts btw. Glad to see you on the dash though <3 missed u

This has been a really weird like 72 hours if I'm being completely honest 😭 Because admitedly I have been vaguely keeping up with the major mcyt discourse that's been happening since February (I am still unfortunately a very active Twitter lurker), this has been the first time I've seen so many people talk about mcyt drama in a very long time. It's also been really weird logging onto my main twt account where I try to avoid interacting with anything mcyt-related and seeing unrelated subtwt accounts make fun of Dream.

Anyways thank you anon :) i've been having a lot of fun scrolling on this account again it's nice to kinda be back and seeing my old mutuals having fun

[lmanburs]

okay anyways hi guys (again) life update been really into naruto lately

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notable life events in the past year:

saw chappell roan behind a fence for free

climbed said fence to see her better and nearly fell and died

got a job #employed

traveled a bit

met mia geoguess[redacted] irl!!

cycled through every interest i've ever had since i was 13 and am now rewatching miraculous ladybug

barrier for t-pain (this was a random one)

was reminded that life is only what you make of it and instead of unhealthily doomscrolling and caring about minecraft youtuber discourse, i could do much more productive things with my time i.e. literally anything else

got into gunpla kit building

touched grass a couple times