yes

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i wanted him more than anything. i can't replace people. he's not replacable. i want to stay friends but you genuinely make me feel so fucking shitty about myself that I lwk don't think I'll be sane and stay ur friend.

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i couldn't mumble the words "i love you" and now I can't stop saying it?

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clown behaviour: i want him so bad

he called me unlovable

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down so bad im excited to give the most important exam im very unprepared for because i'll get to see him

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prediction: he doesn't even like me that like that I'm js a really good friend.

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Its 3:44 am and a guy has me awake, because he won't leave my thoughts

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I miss him everything we don't talk

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men, am i a slut/whore/object/hoe for:

nightwing

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Is being a skinny legend the new body standard

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Everything reminds me of him

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I'll "hit him up" when I'm intoxicated in a bar, missing my teenage unrequited love, even years after my heart was broken, cause when have I really gotten over anything. I don't know if it's the sweet yet bitter alcohol or the the feelings built up over the past years still making me yearn for his attention. nevertheless I know I'll never ever "hit him up" no matter how pathetic I might be knowing I couldn't do it when I had the chance to actually be have with him.

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i have a fucking problem. I'm attracted to ugly men. Loser men even. Why am I saying men, they're guys tf. Help me. Its driving me crazy. And I don't know what it is that's driving me insane, is it the fact that the guy I'm attracted to is the epitome of loser or is it the fact that I'm absolutely head over heels of this type. Like insane. Fyi my type is a short curly headed baggy fit screen addicted teenage boy. And I didn't realise it until I saw the white lotus and I saw quin.

This is exactly what my crush at school looks like and tweakingbsjdhshsns

I hope I recover 🙏

(my school crush is hotter)

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sad girl hours

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a guy called me cute today. I've never been called that before. I know I should be happy but this just makes me more sad. Or insecure? I am happy that a guy finds me cute. But somewhere within I don't believe him. No guy has had anything to do with me before. I was never "cute". Its almost impossible for me to believe that a guy finds someone like me 'cute'. it makes wanna be better. Be healthier. Be prettier. Be actually cute.

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a guy called me cute today

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ummm new crazy delusional insanely brainrotting sleep depriving eye tearing obsession alert. I have come to an realisation

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UGh IM NOT DELUSIONAL ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i used to have such fantastic fantasies and fanfictions ideas but now??????????? nothing. nada. zero. like there's specifically nothing I wanna write about. like??