local junk

im a waste of space but yolo

[ur-daily-inspiration]

[ur-daily-inspiration]

[caats]

[catchymemes]

Solar eclipse shadows

[portia-ghost-of-versailles]

POV its the first thing that comes up on your dash after walking in from looking at the eclipse

[brandsilva]

Brand Silva (México, 1993) - Soñé estar aquí, Pintura digital (2023)

[nevver]

Stray light, Clarissa M Bonet

[localjunk]

i miss you so much

but you dropped me

even after you promised you would never

and now there’s nothing i can do

[localjunk]

i was using this as a online journal like space until i started to use an actual paper and pen and that actually is extremely soothing and there’s just this amazing feeling and more of a personal connection when you see it writing in your own writing

[localjunk]

you ever been in love? that shit sucks

[localjunk]

i’ve really been messing up a lot of stuff and everything in my world is crumbling and I just wish everything would just stop you know

[localjunk]

I'm took a break from this but I'm back and ready to dump all my emotional baggage into my public online diary. thank you for understanding.

[localjunk]

this is the closest, yet farthest I’ve been to being genuinely happy. how that happens, I don’t know yet but I’m not going to dwell on it and I’m going to accept it and live through it.

[localjunk]

[localjunk]

I like concerts because you can just scream at the sky till it hurts and to let ou everything inside you and no one will think anything of it

[localjunk]

ok so the guy that just helped me at chipotle was beautiful

[localjunk]

so yesterday I went to a kenny chesney concert and tailgated all day even though I’m not a huge fan of country anymore it’s just something we do every year so I just go and have fun. after the concert me and my best friend sat on a parking curb surrounded my trash and suspicious liquids and listened to alternative music and watch the lot clear out and just talked for a while and it was a moment where I can’t say I was completely happy, but felt a genuine feeling again and that’s something to be proud of. just sitting on that curb watching the drunk people stumble past, cars and rvs fighting to leave, just taking it all in was all I needed in that moment. I felt as I was like an alien watching a different world. not that I wasn’t used to or it or hadn’t seen it before, just was seeing it differently.

thanks kenny for having this party for us to watch.

[localjunk]

so twenty one pilots has always been a big part of my life deep down but many people never realized because I kept that part of myself tucked away and now that I’ve started to open up about it and share more of my life with people they’ve become a huge part of my life again and kinda reliving it all is making things a lot better knowing I’m not in such a dark place as much as I was then. the possibility of them coming back and all this stuff going on with these theories is making me have much more hope for a reason and life ahead. I try to like in the present and not worry about whats to come but now it’s not worrying, it’s an intriguing and exciting feeling for tomorrow and I can say I almost feel completely and genuinely happy and it’s because of this band.

thank you tyler joseph.

thank you josh dun.

you’ve saved another life.