Too Much & Not Enough

23//CA//Latina

[somebodyaunty]

This is facts though lol

[kys024]

It’s 5:47am and I just screamed

[traumasurvivorsuggestion]

Me one minute: *flashbacks, dissociation, crying over trauma and life stress* Me the next minute: I kind of want soup

[loiscohen]

LOCAL ANGELS, 2016-2017

Published by King Kong Magazine

[timeaway]

My kink is not opening messages and pretending theyre not there

[trevenanl-deactivated20200913]

not even Burt and all of his Bees could save me this time

[greelin]

another day of being a bisexual disaster

[mjalti]

me, drinking tea: pls leaf water….sage my body of the demons of my past…steam my colon…let me know peace

me, drinking coffee: I beg of u bean juice….cleanse me of the curse of sleep….make my heart beat like a tribal drum in ceremony….let me conquer this building

[1111-deactivated20171231]

its elmos world were just living in it

[keepingupwithzayn]

Zayn leaving his apartment on January 24, 2018 in New York City.

[venuskissed-deactivated20180212]

dolly parton: jole-

me

[locquilla]

i think twitter broke my brain because 

1. when i get tired of looking at posts in single scroll format either on mobile or on the default site, instead of closing it out all together, i switch to tweetdeck so im just getting MORE GARBAGE at once 

2. im trying to be back on tumblr now since the algorithm isnt all recent first/more enjoyable content for my heart and brain but now that ive been on twitter so long i get restless at consuming posts so slowly. 

3. im that type of person that engages too much with media twitter and doesnt know how to talk to normal people about social media anymore

[marauders4evr]

Friendly reminder that Vincent van Gogh willingly checked himself into an asylum so that he could get better, resulting in him creating some of the most iconic paintings of his entire career, done in the asylum, when he was being treated 24/7, because he finally didn’t have to struggle with his demons and could instead focus on his muse, WHICH WERE TWO DIFFERENT THINGS!

Remember this little insignificant painting?

How about this one?

Check this one out:

All of these and more were painted in the asylum when he was receiving treatment for his mental illnesses and I know I just said that but I said it again and I’m saying it a third time until you dramatic abled assholes understand!

VINCENT VAN GOGH

- KNEW THAT HE WAS MENTALLY ILL

- WANTED TO CHANGE THAT

- WENT TO AN ASYLUM

- GOT THE HELP HE NEEDED

- PAINTED SOME ICONIC MASTERPIECES AS A RESULT!

SO DON’T YOU DARE COME OUT HERE WITH THIS, “I WISH I WAS DEPRESSED SO I COULD BE AS CREATIVE AS VAN GOGH” BULLSHIT BECAUSE EVEN HE KNEW THAT HIS DEMONS WERE HARMING HIS WORK, AND MORE IMPORTANTLY, HIS HEALTH, AND HE DID EVERYTHING WITHIN HIS POWER TO FIGHT THEM EVERY SINGLE DAY OF HIS LIFE, UNTIL THEY ENDED UP WINNING! 

[asexualmew]

This is also incredibly important for any creative persons dealing with mental illness, and their parents.

Receiving mental help improves your craft, not hurt it. Before getting put on medication for the first time to treat my mental illnesses, my mom expressed to me how she’s worried about my getting treatment because of my art. Regardless, your mental health should be more important anyway, but, honestly, it’s a lot harder to produce good art when you struggle getting out of bed, let alone creating masterpieces. When you’re in more health, improving your craft comes much easier!

[grandparomeaskblog]

Personally I think the most beautifull painting of him was this one:

He made it when he heard about the birth of his nephew who was named after him. Still in the asylum but really happy for his brother! “How glad I was when the news came… I should have greatly preferred him to call the boy after Father, of whom I have been thinking so much these days, instead of after me; but seeing it has now been done, I started right away to make a picture for him, to hang in their bedroom, big branches of white almond blossom against a blue sky.”

[justasillynerd]

Oh I have sucb rants about how “good” art comes while suffering.

No.

look at me.

The idea of the “suffering artist” comes from bunch of alcholic, drug abusing, womanizers trying to justify their bad life choices as some sort of artistic angst.

IT IS 100% BULLSHIT

Take your meds, get your therapy, be happy, and live life

The art will be there.

[magicianmew]

Kill the myth that artists must suffer.

[tockthewatchdog-deactivated2020]

me: hey can you make dopamine and serotonin

my brain:

[twitterlols]

[954mm]

[clamchowdurr-deactivated2022040]

That time of the year again

[forever-slaying]

“You threw a turkey at me” 😂😂

[bantugal]

I love white ppl😍

[psychedelicfelon]

White peoples live lifetime movies 😂😂😂

[sobeitjayt]

LMAO bitch my sides hurt

[nitrosplicer]

do you ever bite into a piece of cheese on bread and immediately find yourself as a true and honest shepherd boy in the 1300s who sometimes steals apples but is overall hale and truehearted

[ghostsandgoblins]