I havenât been able to bring myself to watch anything marvel related after end game. ANYTHING.
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@lokixme
I havenât been able to bring myself to watch anything marvel related after end game. ANYTHING.
a collection of a fifty+ part storyline aiming to give Loki the happy ending that he deserved.
â PAIRING: Loki x fem!reader
â WARNINGS: drabbles have their various warnings. everything from suggestive quips to heart wrenching angst, with a majority of ridiculously fluffy goodness.
â NOTES: i write everything out of order! what started as drabbles started connecting and became this. i do not own any rights to Loki or the MCU, nor receive any profit from these works. this is just writing for my own educational, nonprofit purposes!
this story is incomplete. i have a million drafts and requests in the works that will be filling in many of the gaps in this storyline as well as continuing it. thank you so very much for your support, comments and feedback truly, truly keep me going! happy reading!
itâs complicated
~~ shawarma
~~ nipnops
~~ is thatâis that stubble??
~~ enemies to fake lovers
~~ donât you dare
~~ coworkers
~~ loki just wants his snickers
~~ put on a smile, pork chop
~~ there was only one chair
~~ spilt coffee
~~ lunch break
~~ donât touch me
~~ mind games
~~ softer sides
~~ people like you?
~~ thatâs my boyfriend
~~ âŠprogress?
~~ let me bleed
~~ haircuts and interrogations
** more coming soon between these**
~~ what is this?
~~ a drunken confession (possible placeholder)
** more coming soon between these**
~~ i want you (au)
in a relationship
~~ first-ish date
~~Â favourite hoodie
~~ celebrity crush
~~ lokiâs library
~~ thor.
~~ sunflowers
~~ lokiâs sense of humor
~~ thankful for you
~~ november first
~~ attempt number one
~~ evil nose
~~ iâm going to marry you
~~ the proposalâwait no, jk
~~ dance lessons
~~ ormstunga
~~ a proposal
married
~~ not-so-royal wedding
~~ the morning after
~~ i licked it, so itâs mine
~~ second timeâs the charm
~~ true form
~~ nicknames and braids
~~ quarantine
~~ definition of perfection
~~ getting ready
~~ valentineâs day
~~ an office visit
~~ disgusting domesticity
~~ love is pain (au)
~~ nipples.
~~ home late
~~ gingerbread messes
~~ i miss you, you know.
~~ easy like a sunday morning
~~ jealous kisses
~~ iâm in pain. period.
~~ safety dance
~~ do you want to have a baby?
weâre expecting
~~ iâm pregnantâŠ
~~ appreciation
~~ youâre not driving.
~~ elliot?
~~ lokiâs sleepy :â)
~~ nursery painting, ânuff said
proud father of a dumbass kid
~~ unexpected
~~ elliot.
~~ dusted (au)
~~ baby fever
~~ first time in asgard
~~ babyâs first christmas
~~ ah-loo!
~~ kings donât change diapers
~~ dentist trip
~~ tessi the tesseract
~~ syrupy slip-up
~~ foot massage
~~ true loves kissâŠblegh.
~~ hide n seek
~~ the mini-asgardians
~~ youâre not dying.
~~ you lost your kid?
~~ i saw mommy kissing santa claus
~~ tired + horny parents
~~ disneyland
~~ little monster
~~ lonely
weâre expecting more
~~ donât tell dad.
~~ the Question
~~ like real people do
~~ microwave baby
~~ simple-thee pains
~~ peppermint and tears
proud father of two dumbass kids
~~ frigg.
~~ mortality
~~ friggâs favourite
~~ bappy hirthday, momma
~~ frigg made me do it
~~ bad timing
~~ pantless prince
~~ blue
~~ a good friend
~~ morgan potts-stark
~~ so thereâs this girl.
~~ a study in hands
~~ frostbite prevention
greater expectations
~~ ew, Elliot, thatâs gross
~~ ew, Elliot, thatâs still gross
~~ the twins!! (au)
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fuel the writer? :â)
youâre all incredible and every ounce of support you give is just more fuel to this writing fire, which means more content for you!!
just picking up where I left off, don't mind me
Angst/Fluff Prompt List Part 3
Itâs getting harder to make these lol. Either way, here we are with a part 3!! (Please do not steal/repost the list, thank you <3)
âHow could you do this to me?â
âI donât think so.â
âNot this time!â
âI never want to see you again.â
Itâs only 2 A.M..â
âWanna bet?â
âI canât do this without you.â
âYouâre lying!â
âI hate you.â
âDonât you dare touch _______!â
âI know you and this isnât you.â
âYou know me better than that.â
âI thought I could trust you.â
âGet your hands off of me!â
âYou betrayed my trust.â
âGet out!â
âI donât need you.â
âMaybe Iâm better off alone.â
âYou donât get to tell me what to do.â
âIâll die without you.â
âI never loved you.â
âI donât care if you live or die.â
âGet away from me.â
âIâm not gonna make it.â
âIâm not ready to say goodbye.â
âPlease donât go.â
âAre you sure about this?â
âYouâre being dramatic.â
âCarry me.â
âWhere are you?â
âI missed you.â
âIâd rather be here.â
âDonât you ever change.â
âIâll go with you.â
âHave you ever heard of personal space?â
âNever stop smiling.â
âDo not tempt me.â
âThey canât hurt you anymore.â
âI need a place to stay.â
âDo you need that much candy?â
âSorry Iâm late.â
âHere take my sweater.â
âWe need to talk.â
âHold still.â
âWhy arenât you afraid of me?â
âYou came for me.â
âThis place is creepy.â
âDonât sell yourself short.â
âIâm proud of you.â
âI made a mistake.â
âNo one is perfect.â
âWhat about me?â
âIâm crazy about you.â
âIâm so glad that I met you.â
âYou broke it.â
âI did it to protect you.â
âStop staring at me.â
âThis is definitely going on Snapchat.â
âYou shouldnât do that.â
âDonât worry about it.â
âWeâre stuck in here.â
âAt least Iâm with you.â
âWhat are you doing this weekend?â
âStop it.â
âI was worried about you.â
âOh boyâŠâ
âI didnât do it on purpose.â
âItâs called Netflix and chill for a reason.â
âYou can do this.â
âIâll fix it.â
âDo I have to ask you again?â
âYou play by my rules, got it?â
âThat was an order.â
âYouâre not funny.â
âThatâs just adorable.â
âYou look awful.â
âWhat happened last night?â
âWhy am I not shocked?â
Sure. Why not?â
âThis isnât my idea of a good time.â
âHereâs my number, call me some time.â
âDo you have a problem with me?â
âIâm asking you not to do this.â
âDonât tell me to shut up.â
âYouâre so wrong.â
âDonât say that.â
âI canât just forget you. Thatâs not how it works.â
âThis isnât goodbye.â
âDid you get my text?â
âI have a good feeling about this.â
âIâll think about it.â
âYou need to stop running.â
âTalk to me.â
âDonât you give up on me.â
âI wonât stop until I find ______.â
âYou shut your mouth.â
âI need help.â
âI want you to be happy.â
âIâm not okay.â
âI donât wanna be alone right now.â
maybe I write again?
Do you have a masterlist?
hey so I just came back after 4 years so...
i may or may not have forgotten how to write (i'll be honest i didn't realise i had written anything at all) buuuuuutt i intend to start writing again and may be then i will create a master list ?
thank you for having enough interest in my work to ask this. means the world to me <3
a collection of a fifty+ part storyline aiming to give Loki the happy ending that he deserved.
â PAIRING: Loki x fem!reader
â WARNINGS: drabbles have their various warnings. everything from suggestive quips to heart wrenching angst, with a majority of ridiculously fluffy goodness.
â NOTES: i write everything out of order! what started as drabbles started connecting and became this. i do not own any rights to Loki or the MCU, nor receive any profit from these works. this is just writing for my own educational, nonprofit purposes!
this story is incomplete. i have a million drafts and requests in the works that will be filling in many of the gaps in this storyline as well as continuing it. thank you so very much for your support, comments and feedback truly, truly keep me going! happy reading!
itâs complicated
~~ shawarma
~~ nipnops
~~ is thatâis that stubble??
~~ enemies to fake lovers
~~ donât you dare
~~ coworkers
~~ loki just wants his snickers
~~ put on a smile, pork chop
~~ there was only one chair
~~ spilt coffee
~~ lunch break
~~ donât touch me
~~ mind games
~~ softer sides
~~ people like you?
~~ thatâs my boyfriend
~~ âŠprogress?
~~ let me bleed
~~ haircuts and interrogations
** more coming soon between these**
~~ what is this?
~~ a drunken confession (possible placeholder)
** more coming soon between these**
~~ i want you (au)
in a relationship
~~ first-ish date
~~Â favourite hoodie
~~ celebrity crush
~~ lokiâs library
~~ thor.
~~ sunflowers
~~ lokiâs sense of humor
~~ thankful for you
~~ november first
~~ attempt number one
~~ evil nose
~~ iâm going to marry you
~~ the proposalâwait no, jk
~~ dance lessons
~~ ormstunga
~~ a proposal
married
~~ not-so-royal wedding
~~ the morning after
~~ i licked it, so itâs mine
~~ second timeâs the charm
~~ true form
~~ nicknames and braids
~~ quarantine
~~ definition of perfection
~~ getting ready
~~ valentineâs day
~~ an office visit
~~ disgusting domesticity
~~ love is pain (au)
~~ nipples.
~~ home late
~~ gingerbread messes
~~ i miss you, you know.
~~ easy like a sunday morning
~~ jealous kisses
~~ iâm in pain. period.
~~ safety dance
~~ do you want to have a baby?
weâre expecting
~~ iâm pregnantâŠ
~~ appreciation
~~ youâre not driving.
~~ elliot?
~~ lokiâs sleepy :â)
~~ nursery painting, ânuff said
proud father of a dumbass kid
~~ unexpected
~~ elliot.
~~ dusted (au)
~~ baby fever
~~ first time in asgard
~~ babyâs first christmas
~~ ah-loo!
~~ kings donât change diapers
~~ dentist trip
~~ tessi the tesseract
~~ syrupy slip-up
~~ foot massage
~~ true loves kissâŠblegh.
~~ hide n seek
~~ the mini-asgardians
~~ youâre not dying.
~~ you lost your kid?
~~ i saw mommy kissing santa claus
~~ tired + horny parents
~~ disneyland
~~ little monster
~~ lonely
weâre expecting more
~~ donât tell dad.
~~ the Question
~~ like real people do
~~ microwave baby
~~ simple-thee pains
~~ peppermint and tears
proud father of two dumbass kids
~~ frigg.
~~ mortality
~~ friggâs favourite
~~ bappy hirthday, momma
~~ frigg made me do it
~~ bad timing
~~ pantless prince
~~ blue
~~ a good friend
~~ morgan potts-stark
~~ so thereâs this girl.
~~ a study in hands
~~ frostbite prevention
greater expectations
~~ ew, Elliot, thatâs gross
~~ ew, Elliot, thatâs still gross
~~ the twins!! (au)
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fuel the writer? :â)
youâre all incredible and every ounce of support you give is just more fuel to this writing fire, which means more content for you!!
just picking up where I left off, don't mind me
sexy back? sexy, back
hello. i might be back
Empire of Angels | Masterlist
Status: Coming May 10th!Â
Pairing: Amelie Novak x Hitman!BuckyAU
Summary: Amelie Novak moved from New York to Boston to escape a shitty ex and to get a killer story. She just didnât realize sheâd meant that literally.Â
Warnings: Some violence, mainly fluff and a pinch of angst for good measure and a good old fashion mysteryÂ
Chapters [?]
Part OneÂ
Part TwoÂ
Part Three
Part Four
Part Five
Part Six
Part SevenÂ
Part EightÂ
Part NineÂ
Part TenÂ
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A/N: This series follow Amelie from the Just Dumb Luck series. No need to have read it before hand but feel free to! Iâd been dropping and picking this one up for a while and finally decided to do something about it. It plays off of details from the movies but tweaked in a way that fits this AU and the mystery setting. So here we go! <3Â
p.s - I previously published the first part as Talk you out of it. Itâs been edited and slightly revamped since then!Â
*Let me know if youâd like to be tagged. The tag list is always open*Â
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Odin: Itâs difficult to live with a monster.
Odin: He tries too hard to be nice.
Loki: I made you tea.
Odin, drinking the tea: I didnât ask for tea. *&^% you.
Facts
Guessing Game
Notes: I created myself a little writing challenge for April. The challenge is a new song each day (Thanks to shuffling my iTunes library) to inspire a fic of some kind. Iâll listen to the song a few times, and then plan like mad when the inspiration hits.
April Writing Challenge Day 29 â Whisper (by Evanescence)
Characters: Loki x reader;
Summary: Loki wakes up from a nightmare and comes to find you- like you said he could. When you try and guess why he was awake, it leads to some untold feelings being unearthed.
Warnings: References to parent death; swearing; Loki absolutely has a dressing gown and slippers and no one can change my mind; angst with a happy ending (!)
Words: 2093
 The image of his mother was the last thing he saw before jolting awake, sweat clinging to his brow as he gripped the sheets. His chest ached from restricted breathing and he sat up, eyes scanning the room. Remembering where he was, he took a deep breath in and fell back onto the mattress, rubbing his face with his hands as if to erase the visions from his mind. Instead it only brought more painful memories and he clasped his hand over his mouth to stifle a sob. âItâs your fault sheâs deadâ the phrase repeated itself over and over as the tears spilled down the side of his face. After a while, he calmed down and looked at the clock, silently cursing his sleep demons when it read 03:27. There was no chance he was going back to sleep now, so he donned his dressing gown and slippers before leaving his bedroom and heading to the kitchen.
He poured a glass of water and sighed before drinking the whole thing, staring at the empty glass like it betrayed him before placing it in the dishwasher. The quietness of the compound only reminded him how lonely and isolated he was; the other avengers were still slow to include him in the team- not that he expected anything less- and Thor was getting busier with missions and his scientist lover. The only person who did seem to care about him was you- Miss y/n, the teleporter who had been apart of the team for months before he arrived. Your humour and undiscriminating kindness was a shock for him, especially when he discovered you were an innocent bystander during his New York attack. The friendship had begun when, after a previous night terror, you had found him staring at a blank television screen in the living room. You stayed with him for the rest of the night, discussing all manner of things until you both fell asleep on the couch. It was the most peaceful 3 hours sleep heâd had in a while and- when you promised him that he could always come looking for you if he had trouble sleeping again- he realised he may have begun developing feelings for you, not that he would ever tell anyone. So it was no surprise to him when, as he rode the elevator back up to the bedrooms, he walked past his room and stood in front of your door.
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Hearts Entwined
Notes: I created myself a little writing challenge for April. The challenge is a new song each day (Thanks to shuffling my iTunes library) to inspire a fic of some kind. Iâll listen to the song a few times, and then plan like mad when the inspiration hits.
April Writing Challenge Day 23 â Waterfall (by Stargate feat. Sia and P!nk)
Characters:Â Loki x reader; reader is no particular gender
Summary: Set before Thor (2011). Loki and you have been meeting in secret for a while, aware that your relationship may never see the light of day. Will you be able to withstand such obstacles?
Warnings: None? Itâs pretty fluffy
Words: 2430
 âHurry, y/n! The parade is starting soon!â Your mother shouted as she stood in the doorway. Having ushered your older brothers out, you were the last to leave and she was getting impatient of your dawdling. You were trying to fix your hair and make sure your outfit looked right. âWho are you trying to impress, the princes? Donât be so foolish child.â She scolded as she grabbed your wrist and dragged you out of the house. The warm breeze whipped through your hair as you all ran through the streets. Everywhere around you was eerily empty, as if a plague had laid claim to the voices and souls of your neighbours. Once youâd reached the market, however, it was a different story. There were banners, music, laughter, all ready to welcome the visitation by King Odin and his family. Everyone was wearing their best gowns, beautiful colourful fabrics adorned by the many men, women and children who had come to show their support; you were glad you had made an effort, much to your motherâs displeasure.
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Sundays Are For Cuddles
Characters: Loki x reader
Summary: Three times Loki is a cuddly little bastard and you love it.
Thank you to the lovely anon who requested this, Iâve been in need of some good quality fluff.
Hi! I donât know if you do requests but if you ads could you do a Loki x reader thatâs basically the plot is just cuddling (ok bye have a nice day â€ïž
Warnings: Minimal swearing (gasp); all of the fluff; so many cuddles; Loki is cuter than you can cope with.
Words: 1500
 You were stirred awake by the sound of a muffled alarm which was quickly silenced followed by a whispered swear word. Inhaling sharply, you turned to face the direction of the sound and blinked your eyes open, squinting at the bright light which was streaming through the gaps in the blinds. Your vision was blurred yet you could make out a dark figure which moved closer to you, black hair framing a pale face that smiled at you and you returned the gesture. âMmmorning.â You slurred, sleep clung to your voice box, and you heard a soft chuckle as your eyes fluttered closed again. Cool arms wrapped around you, one under your neck and one over your waist, as your sleeping companion shuffled closer to you, entangling his legs with yours. You hummed in appreciation as he kissed your forehead, âItâs okay my darling, go back to sleep.â You were happy to comply but then remembered the alarm sound from before. âWhat time is it?â You croaked, tilting your head to try and look up.Â
âItâs time to sleep.â
âLoki.â You warned, your face contorted into crumpled annoyance, an expression that the God of Mischief couldnât help but adore. âFucking tell me.â He scoffed at your sleepy rudeness, another thing he loved about you. âItâs Sunday, thatâs all you need to know.â He whispered, pressing a kiss to your temple. He felt your body relax as you buried your face in the crook of his neck, lips caressing the sensitive skin. âI like Sundays.â You murmured, sleep very quickly taking you again as Loki chuckled softly, his fingers playing a lullaby on your back as he settled into your warmth and allowed himself to sleep as well.
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Fic Teasers | May 6, 2020
Hello! Another two stories this week. No smut, last week depleted my smut battery. So instead you are getting fluff and maybe a bit of angst. Tomorrow, May 7, 2020 is a Tom Hiddleston one shot called Ocean Eyes, this was a request. It is fun and fluffy. And then on Saturday May 9, 2020, there will be a fluffy, angsty Loki one shot called You Shall Not Touch Her which was also a request. Â
PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF YOU WISH TO BE TAGGED ON ANY OF THESE STORIES OR WISH TO BE ADDED TO MY PERMANENT TAG LISTS (EVERYTHING, LOKI, TOM HIDDLESTON). JUST SEND AN ASK, MESSAGE, OR REPLY TO THIS POST!
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Ocean Eyes | Tom Hiddleston x Reader
âI graduated from Cambridge in Classics. Whatâs the topic?â He leaned in close, scooting his chair around the table to sit next to you. His leg pressed against yours.
âDickens.â you choked out.
âI adore Dickens. I happen to have read quite a bit of his through my work.â
You narrowed your eyes. âWhat exactly is your work?â
âIâm an actor. So⊠Dickens?â
âYeah. The title is âYou Can Be Useful to Us in a Hundred Different Waysâ: A Study of Stage and Screen Adaptations of Dickensâs Nicholas Nickleby.â
Tom slapped his leg. âThis is fate. I was in a production of Nicholas Nickleby.â
âWhat company?â
âBBC One.â Tomâs head dropped to his chest.
âAre you shitting me?â Your coffee cup dropped to the floor, spilling the dredges of tea onto the floor and Tomâs leg. âFuck!â
âDonât worry yourself. I have to shower anyway.â Tom snatched the cup off the floor. âLet me buy you a replacement.â
âThatâs reallyâŠâ Tom was already up and in line. â⊠not necessary.â your voice trailed off at the end.
Tom gave you a smile and wave from the line. Your cheeks heated, and you returned your attention to your screen. A coffee appeared next to you.
âThank you, Tââ You looked up to see a young male employee staring down at you.
âHe asked me to give this to you. He apologizes, but he had to leave on a pressing matter.â
You Shall Not Touch Her | Loki x Reader
âYou donât have to go. I can make an excuse, something. I would hate to see any harm come to you.â
You held back a wince when Loki said âharmâ. Perhaps you didnât lie as well as you hoped.
âNonsense. Why would any harm come to me from going out for a drink?â You tugged at your arm to continue but Loki tightened his grip, his nails dug into your skin.
âExactly. Why would any harm come to you for going out for a drink?â
You glared at Loki before tugging your arm free. âI donât know what you are insinuating, Loki.â You started back towards the tavern. Loki jogged to catch up with you.
âIâm just saying that if there is something going on at your home, you can talk to me. I can help.â
You smiled a false smile. âAll is well, Loki. But I appreciate your concern.â
Loki fell behind to allow you to walk ahead. Loki discovered you were lying about your bruises some months ago.
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May Writing Challenge
So Iâm working on my big crossover novel still, but to hold my prongsfoot muse over for a while I thought Iâd give myself a writing challenge (since it looks like I wonât be going back to work in May).
1 fic per day for the month of May, any length, but must include the quote! Feel free to do the challenge with your OTP as well! Would love to see what others come up with.
1.     âWhat the fuck were you thinking?â
2.     âI need you.â
3.     âStop lying to me.â
4.     âI donât biteâŠunless you want me to.â
5.     âWhy do you think you have to do everything on your own?â
6.     âYouâre so hot when youâre angry.â
7.     âHow do I look?â âLike my next bad decision.â
8.     âWeâre in this together.â
9.     âIâm the princess, I have the crown.â
10. âIn my defense, I was left unsupervised.â
11. âHow are you still standing?â
12. âWhatâs in it for me?â
13. âYou canât honestly tell me you thought that would work.â
14. âHow could you say something like that to me?â
15. âI never wanted this for you.â
16. âHeâs already three sheets to the wind. Letâs have a little fun.â
17. Silence/Free Day
18. âLetâs play a game.â
19. âWhat happened to âUs against the world?â Was that just bullshit too?â
20. âGod, just let me love you, you idiot!â
21. âThat tasted funny.â
22. âNow say it like Iâm actually supposed to believe it.â
23. âWeâre like Romeo and Juliet.â âFuck Romeo and Juliet. Why choose Romeo and Juliet when Rosalind and Orlando exist?â
24. âHow much did we drink last night?â
25. âIâm gonna ask you something and I need an honest answer.â
26. âThat whiskey has my name written all over it.â
27. âDo you trust me?â
28. âDONâT YOU FUCKING DARE!â
29. âMake me.â
30. âLast time we went out, I ended up in  some random dudeâs bed with you pulling splinters out of my ass. No.â âYou canât expect that to happen again, though.â âWith you? Yes, yes I totally can.â
31. âYou know what they say. Old habits die hard.â
From a Safe Distance (Loki/Reader Lullabies #38)
Fandom: Marvel/Avengers
Pairing: Loki/Reader
Category: Fluff. Fluff without plot.
Rating: G.
Summary: When you first move into the Tower, Loki is skeptical. He lurks a little more than is seemly. But then things change one night.
Warnings/Notes: This is kiiind of an old request from @iammorethananameâ. Relatively so, anyway. I just wanted to make sure I got it right! Yet another little piece for my Lokiâs Lullabies collectionâplotless little fluff-bombs meant to (hopefully!) help you sleep, or at least feel alright.  If thereâs a specific action or line of dialogue that youâd like to read, please donât be afraid to message it to me!
From a Safe Distance
When Stark moved you in to the floor that Loki shared with Thor, he was skeptical. Some base, territorial part of him wanted to puff up and snarl at the intruder, at you. He didnât say anything out loud, partly because he was not some animalistic creature but also because he didnât care to give Stark the chance to remind him that he was only here because of Thorâs goodwill.
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Lost
Whump, Loki x reader.
This is my first request, I hope you like it!
Youâve been captured by Thanos and Loki is beside himself. He doesnât know how to save you. Can he save you? ~ This is going to be set during infinity war, I hope thatâs okay. (Obviously where Loki doesnât die in like the first 2 seconds) Also, in this fic Asgard is still destroyed, but not completely.
Requested by @lordpottermarvel
Word Count: 1603
Warnings: death, blood, mentions of torture
Any and all feedback welcome <3 seventh fic :)
Your head was pounding. You could hear it in your ears. You felt drained, and you were in pain. So much pain. No. You finally thought that it was the end. Why? Why wasnât it the end? You were ready, you couldnât take the pain anymore.
âWake up!â You heard a voice shout. That voice. You slowly opened your eyes. Thanos. Heâd been torturing you for days now. Days of relentless agony. He was Hell bent on finding Loki. He couldnât have him ârunning aroundâ as he put it. He thought he would ruin whatever he was planning, that he knew too much. And of course, he was right. Loki had escaped Thanos (but only barely) and in return, he took you. You would do anything for him, so when you were taken and asked for his whereabouts and how he got away, you wouldnât relent. And here you were, days later, beaten and bruised but remaining ever silent.
Loki couldnât sleep, he couldnât concentrate, he couldnât function. It had been three days now since you had been taken and he couldnât handle it. He had no idea where Thanos was, no idea how to get to him. All he wanted was to find you, to hold you in his arms and tell you that you were safe. But he couldnât. You were lost, and he couldnât find you.
âLoki, we briefly located Thanos but-,â Tony came in, face filled with worry.
âThen why arenât we moving?â Loki hissed, as he began to head for the door.
âLoki, sheâs not with him,â Tony couldnât look him in the eyes.
He stopped in his tracks. No. They were wrong. He was not accepting this.
âThen you have it wrong!â He shouted, unable to contain his emotions.
âIâm telling you sheâs not with him! Weâre working to find Thanos again but-â
Loki cut in for the second time. âWell you arenât working hard enough! What if itâs too late!? Where was he?â
âAsgard. Heâs gone now but.. but y/n, we have reason to believe that he left her there,â
Loki knew what he was trying to insinuate, but he didnât care what this mortal thought. He only cared about you. He would get to you, no matter how hard it was going to be. If Thanos killed him in the process, so be it. But Asgard? Why would he take you to Asgard? There was virtually nothing left to it.
You were lying on the ground. Isolated, alone and hurting. Thanos had left you to die, perhaps finally realising he had no use for you. He knew that you being dead was the worst punishment he could give Loki. No medicine nor magic could save you now. You were too far gone. Besides, all you really wanted was to see Loki one last time. If you died, here, tonight, you could handle it, if only to see him again. His soft blue eyes, glittering in the light. That beautiful smile, the smile he only shared with you. His warm embrace, his delicate touch. Just one more time. You were almost ready, but you held out hope for Loki to find you at the last moment.
Loki fought his way through the tower, filled with traitors who didnât want him getting to you. They believed he was on a âsuicide missionâ, but what of it?. He ignored them, all he needed was you. Just you.
You could feel yourself slowly sinking into the world of the unknown. You were trying your best to hold on but with each passing second it was becoming more and more difficult. Thatâs when you heard it. A sort of whooshing sound, you couldnât describe it. Now you were praying for death to come. What if Thanos had changed his mind?
âY/n!â you heard someone call your name. It was muffled but you could recognise that voice anywhere. You wanted to shout and scream, anything to let him know where you were. But you couldnât. You couldnât move, you could barely speak above a whisper.
âLoki,â you choked out, tears rolling down your face, âLoki please!â You sobbed, desperate for him to find you. You were shaking. âPlease,â you whispered.
Loki couldnât find you anywhere. He hadnât been back to Asgard since he blew it up. But he didnât care about that now. It was dark, he could barely see anything. He was running in all directions frantically when he heard it, a small cry. He followed the echo and was led to heartbreak. There you were, resting in a pool of your own blood. He ran to you. Your lips and nose were bloody, your clothes ripped and there were various wounds all over your body. One of your eyes was purple, no doubt from a beating. It was all too much. Then, then he saw it. The large and bloody gash in your abdomen. No.
âY/n my love,â he says, kneeling at your side and taking you in his arms. âItâs okay, youâre safe now. Iâm going to save you,â
âN-no, itâs okay,â you whisper.
âNo, itâs not. Youâre going to be fine, you-â
âLoki, I love you. But itâs okay, I would rather die than betray you. That is what I chose. Itâs okay,â
âBut Iâm here now y/n, itâs going to-â
âShhh, Loki,â you look into his eyes and smile, one single tear escaping and trailing down the side of your face. âThereâs no saving me, Iâm ready. We will see each other again, I am sure of it. I love you,â
Tears begin to fall from his pained eyes. He cradles you, kissing your forehead, whispering âI love youâ repeatedly. Youâre smiling up at him, admiring his face. He was your one true love. How lucky you were, to have been with him, to have held and kissed him. Your own love. With the feeling and thought of Loki present with you now, you closed your eyes and accepted freedom.
Loki watched the life drain from your once beautiful, striking eyes. He watched as you shut them slowly, smile slowly fading as you took your last breath. He cried out, unable to take the suffering. You were gone, forever. He brought you closer to him and rocked you back and forth, his cheek against your forehead. Never again would he hear your sweet laugh, never again would he feel your skin against his, never again would he see you smile at him. Never again. He lifted his head and looked at you. Pain flooded into him as he cried for his love. Half of himself had died along with you.
âPity really, she was a damn good fighter,â
Loki froze. Not a chance. He closed his eyes, praying to the Gods this was all a dream, a form of torture, anything. His fists clenched. It wasnât pain he was feeling now, it was rage. Unstoppable, fiery rage.
âI was trying to be symbolic by bringing her here. In the end Iâve found itâs more twisted than anythingâ he smiled âtwistedly symbolic, hehâ he laughed.
Loki looked up from your lifeless, cold body. Thanos.
âHello Loki, are you ready?â He snarled. âTo follow in your loverâs footsteps?!â
As he finished, he charged for Loki and landed one large punch to his stomach sending him flying backwards. He stood up, his will unwavering, and took out one of his blades.
âYou think that will stop me?â He laughed sinisterly.
âNo,â Loki said smiling as he turned around âI think this can stop you,â he said smiling as he turned his head. Thanos followed his gaze.
Behind Loki stood the avengers, ready and prepared for whatever Thanos could bring. They were ready, and so was Loki.
Thanos looked less than pleased but that didnât break his spirit. He charged for the lot of them and they charged for him. It seemed to be going in their favour, Thanos was visibly struggling. There was hope.
Then he screamed. So loudly it hurt. And then they came. His own little band of warriors, ready to lay down their lives for him at his command. It was certainly a challenge now. Thor and Tony were handling Thanos for now and so the rest of them headed for the small army headed their way. Amongst the clashing of blades and bone, Loki heard an all too familiar scream.
âNo!â Thor cried out from the ground. Loki whipped around. His brother had been stabbed, but he could see the damage was reversible. Thanos lifted his arm high, ready to take another swipe at him. But he missed.
âLoki NO!â
Loki fell to the floor, a blade sticking out from his chest. Heâd saved him. He couldnât save y/n and that was torture enough, but he was given a second chance. And that was Thor. He barely heard Thorâs cries, he couldnât hardly see or hear anything. Blood was pooling around him, staining his emerald green clothes.
âBrother! No!â Thor ran to Lokiâs side.
âItâs alright. You, you were my second chance. And now⊠I - I get to see her..â his vision dimmed, darkness was taking him away from the land of the living. He wasnât afraid. He was ready.
âLoki,â a soft voice whispered. He opened his eyes. The light hurt. He couldnât see anything. But slowly, his eyes came into focus. It was you. You were smiling down at him, your hair flowing down freely. Your wounds were gone, blood washed away. You were so beautiful.
You put your hand to his face, smile widening. âHello my love,â
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Loki for the Tattoo AU
Others in the Tattoo AU: Thor | Steve Rogers | Tony Stark | Bucky Barnes | Natasha Romanov
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