Lola Miller

[leomessl]

i don’t know if it’s been done but how about the complete fuckboy who is so used to routine. he picks up who he wants, it’ll be easy and if he’s lucky they’ll put up a challenge but they end up in the alley or in the men’s room and he always has the courtesy of kissing them goodbye and never seeing them again. and it’s like every saturday, he’s at the bar and he spots a pretty girl and she looks the perfect amount of innocent (he’s not up for a challenge tonight)  but theres a bit of banter going and eventually she ends up in the backseat of his Jeep and when they’re done he’s leans in with a grin, memorized almost like a catchphrase, “thanks for the great sex babe” to kiss her goodbye but she turns her cheek at the last minute, offers him a sweet smile “cute. that was great sex for you?” and just like that the fuck boy’s been fucked and she’s smoothing her skirt down and disappearing out of the backseat and he needs to find her again, needs to prove her wrong and it’s almost obsessive the way he needs her and suddenly hes just like one of the many girls that chase after him following a mediocre one night stand. 

[leomessl]

i don’t know if it’s been done but how about the complete fuckboy who is so used to routine. he picks up who he wants, it’ll be easy and if he’s lucky they’ll put up a challenge but they end up in the alley or in the men’s room and he always has the courtesy of kissing them goodbye and never seeing them again. and it’s like every saturday, he’s at the bar and he spots a pretty girl and she looks the perfect amount of innocent (he’s not up for a challenge tonight)  but theres a bit of banter going and eventually she ends up in the backseat of his Jeep and when they’re done he’s leans in with a grin, memorized almost like a catchphrase, “thanks for the great sex babe” to kiss her goodbye but she turns her cheek at the last minute, offers him a sweet smile “cute. that was great sex for you?” and just like that the fuck boy’s been fucked and she’s smoothing her skirt down and disappearing out of the backseat and he needs to find her again, needs to prove her wrong and it’s almost obsessive the way he needs her and suddenly hes just like one of the many girls that chase after him following a mediocre one night stand. 

[lola-miller]

Hello I'm Nev, I'm 22 it's been forever since I've been on discord. Trying to dip my foot back in the water so please be kind. I usually do OCs, I love drama, I love darker themes. I use all kinds of FC especially poc, I write m,f,nb but please don't use me for my males and prefer to double up.

The fandoms I have written have been:

Euphoria

Shameless

Sons of anarchy

The Mayans

We could plot if you prefer to use OCS, like if it's okay to dm you

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[merrymusings]

plot idea:  i was just trying to have a one night stand with a stranger at the club/bar so i lied about my name and entire life when we met. but after we hooked up i kept thinking about you, so we ended up hooking up again another night and i kept lying. and it keeps happening and now i’m in too deep to tell you the truth so i’m just living this fake life whenever i see you but i really like you

[lola-miller]

☆waves hi☆ It's been a very long time since I've written. I'm eager to jump back in. I play males, females and nb but I would not liked to be used for just my males. I do rapid fire, semi lit and lit. I'm going to be on discord so hit me up for that. I would like angst, any thing toxic, fluff slice of life.

[lola-miller]

❛i love how you knew what i meant . ❜ he says with a small smile on his lips as he shakes his head and looks at the brunette ❛ oh no , i didn’t mean like that . ❜ he pushes his her hand away and shoves his phone in his back pocket ❛ i meant it as if you wanted to get something to eat , like as a thank you or whatever . you don’t have to come with me if you don’t want to you know ? ❜ he was so awkward at things like this, he never wanted to overstep a line, which was why he decided to keep to himself most of the time . 

"Of course, it was a talking llama that whole movie was the shit and yzma as a kitten made me want a purple cat but they don't exist, but I had my parents look for months just to find one. " she looked at her watch and took the money and put it back in her wallet. " Yeah I have some time before this shindig starts but I get to pay since I'm thanking you for helping me." She smiled turning on her heels."but I can't drive so, after you." She said following him out the building and into the parking lot.

[lola-miller]

❛ yeah well she is just going through it. i don’t even know if she’s talking to me half the time ❜ he decides to ignore the talk on apollo because he knows that when someone is going through a hatred cycle , it’s better not to intervene. ❛ um yes , i actually was , got all my badges and even got an award for being the best boy scout even though i never got to speak squirrel and that truly got to me . ❜ a memory to his favorite movie ; the emperors new groove. ❛ so are we almost done here ? ❜

"That is amazing Kronk, must be good to get away from Yzma and start your own life." She said bringing the food from the kitchen. "If you need to go, you can I don't want to keep you here." She said going to her purse and pulling out some money. " I can give you gas money or you can get a air high five." She smiled.

[lola-miller]

“ you’re being dramatic ass hell , like always . “ grabbing the keys of his car he dangles them in her face “ i promised you i would teach you how to drive before winter break and i am a man of my word. so come on “ 

"Me, dramatic?Never." She teased as she saw the keys. Taking them from his hand she grabbed her phone and wallet and made her way to his car. "Have I told you that you're my second favorite person in the world that's not family. " She was giddy and couldn't wait to drive.

[lola-miller]

“ i don’t think i have that much aggression but i wouldn’t know since i play it right ? “ he smiles at her and he can see that she knows he right . most girl around the school seemed to be all over themselves but she wasn’t which was quite the shocker. “ i never cheat , i am just very observant . “ he told her as they begin to walk down the hallways to his next class “ cheer spirit is a real thing . wow here i thought , you guys were just born with it . "

 "Right, see you get it " she smiled. Walking him to his class she still hadn't made it to her locker. "I am all about the school spirit, bake sales, car washes, dances I volunteer for all that. It gives me a warm heart when the sports team get new equipment." She said dramatically touching her chest where her head would be. " I bleed paradise high."

[lola-miller]

“ i see that “ he says with a chuckle and hangs on to the bag on his shoulder “ its more of a contact game than anything else “ walking down the hallway to his locker he turns to look at her and nods his head “ i do . i mean your pretty and small and you have that whole perfectionist thing going on or am i wrong are you not a cheerleader ? “ of course she was , he had seen her on the sidelines when they played games.

"Anything to get rid of that aggression huh?" She listened to his reasons, she wasn't so sure about the perfectionist thing but he was right on all other counts. If you played a sport and paid attention you probably saw her. But most people only careed about the main girls."I'm pretty sure you cheated, but yes I'm a part of the cheersquad, I'm oozing with school spirit." She smiled. 

[lola-miller]

❛ that’s not what I said —— ❜ but once again she keeps on going snd just like before he stays quiet trying to let her air herself out . ❛ why because you think you know everything ? ❜ he questioned her as he shakes his head ❛ do you remember what I told you after we had sex —— I told you that I wish you would have told me how you felt earlier . that Of you would have just come to the party , it would be you beside me and not alexis but I can’t change that lola. I just can’t unfeel what I have for alexis and yeah im sorry that you were caught in the crossfire between all of this but once again , I am not sorry that I slept with you and you can hate me and tell me all these things but both of us know very well that even if you hate me , you’ll always love me just like I’ll always love you just not the way you want me to . ❜

"Anything to help you sleep at night huh? Is that what this is? You don't actually care about how I feel. I tell you I hate you and that must mean I still have feelings for you. I don't care if you love me, I don't care if you don't regret any of it. I regret  ALL of it  and I don't love you any more. I have nothing but resentment and regret in the place where  I cared about you. I don't care about your relationship with with Alexis, I don't fucking care." She groaned throwing the food back in the fridge. "Next time you feel the need to talk to me don't. I told you the day before you left don't say anything to me I meant that. And tell Jae next time you come here even just to pick him up to warn me so I won't be here.. I don't want shit to do with you. I suggest you take your advice and hate me ." 

[lola-miller]

❛ why would you say that ? ❜ he tilts his head to the side . he knew that lux was gorgeous and he cleared it every time to her but he didn’t think that lola was ugly or anything along those lines. hearing the rest of her words cause him to shake his head and a chuckle to fall from his lips ❛ look im not trying to pick sides and I do remain friends with you because you make some bomb ass cupcakes but we all make mistakes lola, if you only knew the type that I have made . he’s not bad a person but fine I will not bring his name up again , scouts honor . ❜

"We've just never talked,she seems very into her own thing." She shrugged , checking her phone listening to him. " I get that people want to be forgiven and stuff but I'm not the forgiven kind of girl. He may not be a bad person but he hurt me and left. When he turned his back and went to New York he surrendered all friendship or anything kind of relationship with me besides me hating him." She had warned Apollo what would happen if he left he agreed she didn't see why she was expected to act any different. "Have you ever been a scout?" 

[lola-miller]

he knew that she was going to let him have it . every time that he was going to speak she would cut him off , so he decided to remain quiet and just listen to her . ❛ I didn’t mean to hurt you but it takes two people to fucking tango . ❜ he knew that he was to blame , yes he should have stopped it . ❛ you kissed me and you wanted to have sex with me and yes I should have stopped it and I should have known better because you —- you’re you and I should have taken your feelings as well as alexis in consideration but I am not sorry that I slept with you . I am not sorry that I was the one because whether you like it or not there was something there and I’m sorry that whatever we might have had it’s not as strong as what I feel for alexis . I love her and it might not work but I want to give that a chance and I’m sorry that I hurt you . I am and you can hate me your whole entire life if you want to but I won’t , cause you’re always going to be important no matter what . ❜

"I take all the responsibility for my actions, I take the responsibility of how it happened. I take responsibility for falling for the bullshit,I'm not naive enough to put all the blame on you. Actually I don't blame me at all. I know how you are with females. I've seen it first hand and I still put myself in that position. " She said shaking her head. " No there was not, you were horny and I was dumb enough to think I was different and guess where that landed me. I plan on hating you that long, maybe longer if possible because that kiss, me coming onto you both times was the worse mistake I've ever made." She shook her head." I regret it and I wish I could take it all back and never love you in the first place.

[lola-miller]

❛ yeah, lets not tell my girl friend about that .❜ he knew that he didn’t have anything to hide and lux wasn’t a jealous freak but he just didn’t want to give her any ideas . ❛ now were talking —- ❜ he says as he grabs the big speakers setting them on the table as he begins to fix the cables ❛ so since we’re friends and all that good stuff . have you spoken to apollo yet ? ❜ he knows that this is unmarked territory but he’s testing the water with her . 

"No worries I'm not even on her radar." She shook her head as she finished setting the table. "If you want to remain friends or even acquaintances I think the smartest thing you can do is never bring up that persons name ever again. Just one dumb mistake and my whole fucking life is different." She said angrily. " But I'm fine." She turned and smiled.

[lola-miller]

he knows damn well that he shouldn’t be here , he didn’t even know why he let jae talk him into doing this . seeing her slam the door was a sign that he could of gotten the hell out and hearing her words should have been conformation that he was welcome yet he didn’t move an inch ❛ as cliche as it sounds —- yeah . ❜ he admitted and moved closer but not too much ❛ I’m sorry for what happened . I promise that I didn’t mean to hurt you and everything that I did and said was true . you are beautifully smart and you deserve someone whose going to love you without limitations . ❜ shaking his head he lets a sigh escape his lips ❛ I am so sorry that I hurt you lolly, that was never my intention . ❜

Lola stopped what she was doing and  looked at him. "Don't call me Lolly, you can call me Lola or better yet don't speak to me at all. Also you're full of shit, you didn't mean it. You just wanted to fuck, it just be nice to take a girls virginity, I can't even talk to my brother because my strong dislike for you has seeped into that relationship." She tilted her head back and sighed. " I don't want anyone to love me or touch me for that matter and I know what I deserve Mr. Barbas. If I didn't I would ran to you as soon as I heard you were back, you needed time to think and make a decision. You chose Alexis, and she took you back. And I knew this and I still hate you."

[lola-miller]

“ bless your souls cause u wouldn’t be able to ” seeing his god father walk away enough so that he wouldn’t be able to hear them “ lacrosse ” he tells her as he looks down at the bag “ it’s not like football or anything mediocre , lacrosse players actually need skill and agility to play . ” he knows that he is being cocky and maybe a little snide but he confirms regardless “ so do you do any sports , oh let me guess , cheer leading ? ”

"Thank you I need all the blessings I can get." She mused."Mediocre? Oh no the footballs guy's better watch out, seems we have a actual talent, Lacrosse seems cool but to be honest I don't really follow sports like that." She shrugged m "Football was definitely the celebrated sport at their school, the football players did whatever they wanted. "Excuse me? Is the vibe you're getting from me, cheerleader?"