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Cindy Rizza, Matriarch, 2023, oil on linen.

I think about you alot, you’re always on my mind and prayers. I sometimes think of the silliest question of what if I never met you or what if we never were this close. I thank god that I met you and you are you.

The healing phase is hard but I do think you passed the hardest part, which is figuring out that you have a problem. You got to give your self credit for it, and give yourself the chance and as much time it needs to process the past and the present. It’s too much, it’s overwhelming, we both agree.

I hope the next phase will bring you peace and you will learn to love your self in the process. I’m proud of you and I love you as you are. Super lost extremely messy, what’s not to love. You’re ambitious, smart and creative. Alot of space to grow.

Let’s do our best to learn and grow, lean on each other and I’ll do my best outbest you and be the wiser older friend you can rely on. Love this for me.

Kindest regards,

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nuoriyn

"أعوذ بكَ من شرِّ قلبي إذا تقلَّبَ حاله، وفقد رشده، واتّبع سَرابَه، وتاه في دروبه، وانشغل بما يغُمّه، وثَقُلَ عليه وِزره، واسْتَشْرَتْ فيه مُنغِّصاته، وصارَ أمرهُ فُرطًا، وأعوذ بك من شرِّ استئناسه بما فيه تَعسُهُ وألمه، ومن شرِّ ظلمه لنفسه".

Logo of the app is ass

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softwaring

I don’t know where all of this is going. I’m so comfortable in my zone and I have made peace and put lots of things on hold. But I feel like I need to jump back into something that wont let me get into despair.

I have set high expectations for myself, that might have came out a little strong and relapsed on me. I t has become a habit playing the victim and being a people pleaser, need to sound out my opinions strongly and own up to my flaws and mistakes. I need to teach my pride.

I was already too careful of someone’s emotion and social position. Had to study and sound out my thoughts million times before speaking so I would be in her favor. We still ended up in seperate directions.

— 110423, 0347

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Reinhard Gorner - Alte Nationalgalerie, Berlin

sunnnliwx

these two stole the show

I love raha

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My heart is burning and I’ve been in a slump. I think I haven’t loved her in her language. I do lack showing love by that side. I haven’t felt this disrespected and small in so long.

— 191222, 0313