baby but not ur baby

[werenotreallystrangers]

a lot of your suffering comes from treating your nature like a problem to manage instead of a design to understand

[thatonedeadboy]

romantic fool

[udrug]

[unaliveish]

tia maria

[technicallity]

beautifully painful.

[lifeinpoetry]

Can’t you see? I am left famished / without your worship.

— Saddiq Dzukogi, from Book One, Bakandamiya

[lone-souls]

i understand now why people say you’re the villain in someone’s story,

because i need to make you the villain in my story in order to let you go.

if i tell people you’re nothing but a liar,

then i won’t have to feel like i’m the only one you ever lied to.

if i tell people you’ll never change,

then i wont have to feel like i’m the only one you never changed for.

i understand now why people say that you’re a different version to everyone you meet,

because the version of you i see has only ever hurt me.

if i tell people you’re manipulative,

then i won’t have to feel like i’m the only one who gave you everything while i received nothing.

[389]

[iluvdykes-deactivated20251123]

[lone-souls]

we always feel

un

finished.

[lone-souls]

i want to forget you

yet i hope you’ll see me out

and place your hand on my waist

and say

“hi, i think i know you”

i hate that i look for you

everywhere i go.

i never had to think of this

when you were in 1,000 miles away.

why did you have to move back?

i hate knowing you’re here.

i hate knowing i look for you everywhere.

[lone-souls]

ur the worst person i’ve ever met

but i can’t let go

l oooo fucking lllll

[lone-souls]

will i ever

not regret you?

will i ever

not wish to forget you?

you were the worst

even my therapist agreed.

[lone-souls]

I’d sell a lung to see you naked

hahaha this is the best message i’ve gotten on tumblr before. very kind of you 💕 and very simp behavior. i’m here for it.

[lone-souls]

will it ever

just work?

or will it always

feel like something

just isn’t quite right?

[lone-souls]

some days

i still wish

that you and i

would have worked.

in a parallel universe

things wouldn’t have

been this way.

[ohbutwebestmakepeacewithit]

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