[lonely-clouds]

‘everyone has a bump on their lower stomach, it’s just your organs’

‘lots of people have hip dips and cellulite they’re normal’

‘it’s ok if your thighs touch when you stand up’

‘it’s impossible to have a flat stomach’

‘if you starve yourself you’re just going to slow down your metabolism’

clearly you haven’t realised this yet, but i don’t care.

i don’t care about any of this because the only thing on my mind is losing weight until i’m so skinny that losing any more weight would kill me.

honestly, i don’t care about anything else or what i’m doing to my metabolism.

i really don’t care.

[lonely-clouds]

my friends get so much love and attention from boys and i know it’s because they’re skinny and pretty and thin and small and dainty and i’m not. i won’t be the friend left behind, the lone friend, the desperate friend. the third wheel. i will be skinny and pretty and everyone will see how much weight i’ve lost.

[lonely-clouds]

every time i walk to the kitchen and leave without eating anything i feel so proud of myself. i lost like 5 pounds in a week and a half and people say it’s unhealthy and dangerous but it’s working so well i cant stop. the euphoria i get from seeing my body shrink is addictive, even if i look deathly pale and tired