[cuuriou]

I’m an attention whore who gets anxious when they’re given attention

[wolfteethe]

I forget that my abuser is a real person that other people know, and not just the thing that ruined my chances at a normal childhood.

[abbxieelifestyle]

[softgloom]

Me @ fp: its fine dont worry about it Fp: Ok.. If you say so. Fp: *doesnt continue to give me attention and ask whats wrong* Me @ fp internally: why dont you love me,,, why doesnt ur world revolve around me if u say u care??? if you hate me so much just say it??? fake lmao.

[vitamin-death]

[siickangel]

I can feel you forgetting me

[maredilacrimee]

[bbydolllimbs]

I can’t stop replaying what happened over and over in my head. I want it to stop.

[shealezzz]

me: searches for thinspo

tumblr: Everything Okay?

me: nope :) now out of my way :))

[kittyb4e]

[bean-pd]

one pro AND con of bpd is feeling emotions so intensely like it’s a con because when you’re feeling a bad emotion like anger or sadness or being anxious you REALLY fucking feel it and it’s all consuming but when you feel a better emotion like happiness or love you feel that so hard too and it just feels so good i have a love hate relationship with feeling that hard

[hellishbpd]

You ever just sit and realize how fucking angry you are like why do I have so much damn anger, my whole body is just fuckin shaking with such an ugly rage and I can’t get rid of it

[beetlegarden]

we are not born to die!! what are you talking about!! do you think a book begins just to finish? do you think a song opens with a beautiful chord just for it to end? you don’t read the book to finish it, you read the book to eat up the excitement and the emotions it evokes!! to learn and to digest and to fall in love and be heartbroken!! you listen to the song to dance and dance and sing your throat raw!!! to cry and smile and swell with the harmonies!! yes, we are born with the inevitable fate of death, we are mortal after all, but that is merely the finale of the play!! the final act, the closing of the curtains - we are not born to take a bow and exit stage left!! we are born to love and be joyous and yell and move and learn and cry and feelfeelfeel!!!  we are not born to die, silly, we’re born to live!!!

[griffys]

me @ myself: maybe u should try not to depend so much on validation and attention from others because u really let it dictate your mood and it’s so unhealthy

me: huh. interesting. anyway whom here loves me

[bpdboyyy-blog]

why do i think everyone is lying to me? literally someone could say something logical and i’ll just make up an excuse to not believe them, what the fuck is wrong with me?

[frillyribbon-deactivated2024011]

[abused-venting]

useless!!! stupid!!! worthless!!! i know i am i know i know i know