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Letting the love die and rebuilding

We parted ways for the best. I wasnt 100% in anymore and he knew it. This was a while ago now. I've moved on. There is an incredible man. Here's the kicker.....its a long distance relationship.

I love you.

He's said

Those 3 words I've been wanting to hear from him he said them.

We were having sex and he said it. at first I thought I was hearing things. Then I thought he was lying I asked him to say it again and he did. I smiled and said that I loved him too. In that moment we froze and smiled.

Already having doubts?

I'm not well mentally and it plays on how I think. He's nothing but good to me and in the past I've broken his heart and trust. It plays on my mind a lot like why would he want to be with me after everything I have done to him. I told him about my worries he replied with "We've known each other for how long? Despite our ups and downs I'm still here." It means a lot but because of the way he is he can't say that he loves me and I think that's where my doubts come from. I know he loves me he shows me all the time buys me little gifts looks after me when I'm not myself, but I just crave the words for reassurance but I know it's a big step for him.

We're back together

Never give up on what you love. Nearly 3 years and have proven to C that I can be trusted and that I love him. It's taken me a long time but it gave me time to work on myself and figure out who I really am. We've been best friends for years. He makes me smile and laugh. I'm head over heels in love with him. We realised that life wants us together because no matter what happens we always find a way back to each other.

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Boyfriend?

Today he reffered to himself as my boyfriend.

The other day he said we were a couple.

My heart can't take this 😍

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Ho-ho-ho!

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It’s already here!

Hello August 🌻

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Heart to heart

The last 2 years have been hard. We broke up he didn't want to see me again, we became friends again then started sleeping together. The whole time I never stopped loving him and wishing that I wasn't the cause to our breakup even though I was. I wanted him back so bad. Every now and then I'd tell him that I love him, the first time I said it he replied with that he couldn't reciprocate, then every reply from then was "I know" or just a smile.

Last night we were cuddled in bed, he wasn't feeling too well and he said that i was too good to him and my feelings got the best of me and I said "I love you" he did his usual "I know" there was silence then he said that he loves me in his own special way and that he sees us as a non commitment where we want to move in and all that jazz. Labeless?

To be honest I couldn't be happier.

This morning he said that what he said wasn't bullshit and that he meant it ❤