bibz ⭑.ᐟ

✴︎ seventeen | joey & lizzie coded ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ❝ meh. i’m an addict, you’re a bitch ❞ ── .✦ # bunny ᝰ.ᐟ

[lonergirlmonologue]

"i wonder if we ever think of each other at the same time."

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" a hot bisexual, lesbian mess for you baby "

[lonergirlmonologue]

" I'm a mess for you "

[lonergirlmonologue]

"i would kill myself if i had a kid like me in my house."

[lonergirlmonologue]

"do you still stay up at night and think about us."

[lonergirlmonologue]

"I just want to be normal"

[lonergirlmonologue]

"I want to go home, not the home that I live in, but the home where I was born."

[lonergirlmonologue]

"get me out of this stupid town"

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"I used to paint, I don't paint anymore."

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"do you send?" and people say Shakespeare is dead.

[lonergirlmonologue]

yes i love you, will i date you. no.

[lonergirlmonologue]

you had your hand on my ass, tf you mean just friends?

[lonergirlmonologue]

A part of me wants to get model skinny, and be one of those icons that are model skinny; and wear tops I could wear if I was model skinny—but another part of me wants to learn to be comfortable with being not skinny and try to be comfortable with being not medium sized but comfortable in my own body. But seeing theses skinny girls with perfect skin, toned abs, and no double chins makes me feel like such an outsider because I want to post my body, I want to wear crop tops and not feel so out of place with my body; because now everyone wants a skinny girl they can lift but that’s my worst fear, someone lifting me up and struggling because im not skinny or a specific weight. I want to wear shorts without having big fat thighs, I just wish I had the motivation for it because one day im so motivated and the next, I just want to decapitate myself. I want to make a cute photo of me sitting down without seeing a stomach peaking out, im not fat but im not skinny either. I just wish i looked like this generations skinny, I may have the face but my double chin and not so skinny body doesn’t do it. I sound so stupid god.

[lonergirlmonologue]

"if you see me get manipulated by a man who knows where to put his hands...don't worry about me, i'm doing great"

[lonergirlmonologue]

"yes i'm all about respect but respectfully put your tongue down my throat."

[lonergirlmonologue]

"God you were a good kisser."

[lonergirlmonologue]

"do i care? 100% yes."