I'm longing for you @longingfor-you - Tumblr Blog

Today is another hard day, and I can’t get you off of my mind.

I don’t think I’ll ever be able to shake these feelings I have for you. I can only hope that one day you’ll give me the chance to try again, and do things right.

tya2301

Tough girls don’t cry

You left without a warning

You didn’t come back

You didn’t call

I wanted to cry but

tough girls don’t cry

So I asked you to call me

I begged you to see me

I wanted to say I missed you

But tough girls don’t need anyone

And I felt like my life line

was cut off

I was gasping for air

But you still didn’t call

So I closed myself up

I locked my heart

I killed the hurt

And the feelings eroded

Yet my world has changed

I don’t walk, I float

I don’t sleep

I didn’t want to feel

But I can still feel longing

Will my world ever be the same again?

caxrti

-Saudade

i-still-adore-the-feeling

Why do I miss you being mine, when you weren't really mine to begin with

bismexualitea83

touch

My touch-starvedness is screaming at me again :) I want to be someone’s weighted blanket (which if you think about, is what they’re supposed to simulate anyways). I want to fling my leg over someone’s hip and snore in their ear while they bap my face with a stray arm. I want someone to drape their arms over my shoulders from behind and prop their cheek on my head (chins are pointy and will promptly be yeeted off). I want to play with someone’s hand and draw all over them, making flowers and little suns and doodles of faces. I want to clutch one of their arms to myself, like a child with their favorite blanket that they don’t want to let go of. I want to hug someone because I miss my friends so so much and I’m sick of this stupid quarantine where I have to substitute hugging people with hugging a stuffed animal and wrapping myself in blankets to simulate human warmth.

sleepdeprived-dumbass

I just want a girlfriend and go to the library with her, discuss poetry and philosophy, have dates in cute cafes, just sit in silence and read books, cuddle while we watch old movies at 3am in the morning, visit art museums, take long walks in the park holding hands and talk about mythology. Is that really too much to ask for?