hiii ive always loved your turning yaps!! every post is a good read and ive come to understand sm more things ab kishyu after reading the chapters. but one thing is that im illiterate and js learned english some time ago so complicated chapters scare me. soooooo uhh if you have time can you re explain chapters 399-400 for me like. i get that its an old misunderstanding or something but i still dont rlly understand whats going on even tho its such an important event. pretty pls and tysm
I've tried my best to answer you question. I hope this helps.
So the first half of Chp.399 is through the continuation of the escape from the Southern merchants in that cellar they were fighting in. Kishiar realizes that Yuder had taken some extreme measures to ensure the success of the operation. Yuder is bleeding from every orface on his face. In other words, he looks like an absolute wreck. As a result, Kishiar ends up carrying Yuder the rest of the way, and Yuder passes out at some point. Before he passes out, Yuder questions whether or not his actions were the best choice.
While he is unconscious, Yuder is dreaming of the moment when he confronts Kishiar about a rumor of his possible rebellion. Kishiar is going about in a roundabout manner of speaking and not answering Yuder/Yudrein's question. In fact, based on his behavior, it seems as though he's purposely trying to upset Yudrein even more. He tries to fix Yudrein calling him commander and even provokes him by asking if he should do something about the situation merely because they've slept together. In other words, Kishiar is pretending to be the frivolous Duke of the rumors and attempting to persuade Yudrein that he in fact is rebelling against the Emperor (though he never explicitly says he does). He instead tells Yudrein to focus on what is important, which is the Arcane Legion. Kishiar leaves Yudrein with more disappointment and confusion then ever before.
In the next chapter, chp. 400, Yuder is reminiscing on the moment in the dream he was in. He questions everything action Kishiar took and every word he said, which he used to take at face value when he was truly 20 years old. He questions about whether Kishiar was really planning on rebelling and whether or not he decided to hide such plans from the Emperor when he was normally such a meticulous person. Despite being intimate with Kishiar for so long, Yuder realizes he didn't know anything about Kishiar at the time. He reflects on his own emotions, and realizes he did want to believe that Kishiar wouldn't rebel. He wanted to believe Kishiar wouldn't do such a thing, but Kishiar had deflected him. Instead, he redirected Yudrein's emotions to focusing on the Arcane Legion instead, which was in a very unstable position in comparison to the 2TL, with Yudrein as an inexperienced Commander in the 1TL. In a way, Yuder realizes Kishiar managed to manipulate Yudrein into priortizing the Arcane Legion over his own questions about Kishiar. With the knowledge Yuder has in the 2TL, he realizes nothing about Kishiar's actions in 1TL were normal, and nothing about his health was normal either. Yuder then realizes he wants to know about what truly happened to Kishiar and the secrets he held in the 1TL.
This is a huge turning point in the story because before this, Yuder didn't even want to think about what Kishiar said and did in the 1TL. Everything Kishiar did in the 1TL, Yuder desperately wanted to push to the back of his mind. However, this turning point is a shift in Yuder's realization of his own growing feelings for Kishiar, as well as his growth of eventually confronting his trauma.
After his thought process shifting to wanting to face the truth, the chapter ends with Yuder's dream of his confrontation with Kishiar shifting to the dream of Kishiar's assassination by his hands (which is coinciding with his desire to face the truth).
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