[the shy constellation]

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~A little about me~

I'm your typical fangirl, I'm always open to talking about fandoms and music and whatnot or even random ventings about life, I'm open to making friends just know that I'm not very good at it.

I'm autistic, have ADHD and dyslexia, and as every neurodivergent fangirl, I'm queer, specifically on the aro/ace spectrum.

My current hyperfixations are:

Alnst

Orv

Mxtx (all of her books)

Gay coded animes (way to many)

Ado

Turning (my current obsession)

And more!

(I'm new here so please be kind)

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When it's 2 am but they just had their first kiss

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Omg guys I was just thinking about how so many anime websites have been taken down recently and how i wasn't used to the new one i was using because of that and started looking for a new one and through that i found out that the one I've been using for years that had been taken down is back and now I'm so happy!!!!!!!

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Wip of danny motta because I love him and wanted to try to draw him, so far I did a pencil sketch and I think it looks pretty good ^^

And let's all pray i would have motivation to ink it and colour it soon 😭

And I would love to ear suggestions or criticism on how to make it look more like him if you have any!

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I just finished re-watching the apothecary dairies and I just had the thought that Maomao and Yuder are kinda similar like I can't really explain it, like the vibe and stuff, do you see it?

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WHAT THE FUCK THEY ARE BRINGING BACK LOLIROCK?!?!?!

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I just started volume 4 of turning like less than an hour ago and I just wanna say that kishiar is 100% correct yuder is i the most adorable thing I've ever read.

I swear to god the amout of cuteness aggression i get from them, and the healthy communication and the amount of care for each other and the emphasis on emotions are really reminding me of star catcher which is my favorite webtoon of all time

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OK so I just came home now after a meeting with my psychologists, and for the last couple of weeks I told him I was reading this really long book on my phone, and today he asked me to describe the book and the main character, now... the book I'm talking about is "turning", which is a fantasy regression omeraverse BL, so trying to explain this to my 50 something years old psychologists..... he is very open minded and excepting but trying to explain the omegaverse to a normie was weird, plus translating everything as I go since my first language isn't English but I read in English..... so there I set for half an hour describing turning to him, he said it was a good description but still, it was definitely a unique experience

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I'm so mad, I just remembered "crying for rain" by Minami exist but I already voted for what song I want ado to cover so I can't vote for it 😭, but it the perfect song for ado and I'm so mad I've missed my opportunity

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No way I finished reading the freaking novel on yuder's bday are you kidding me ?!?!?!

I finished reading the novel and searched up the turning tag as one does after finishing the book and I see birthday fanart for yuder like what are the chances

P.s: apparently I just finished what was on the app I was using not the full story, and so....where do/did you read the full story?

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The project i made in sculpting class!^^

The proportions aren't perfect but I only had like two and a half weeks to work on that so considering that I'd say I did pretty good!

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I'm currently watching one piece, and today I got to law's back story and let's just say.... my eyes did not stay dry... I can still feel the tears....

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Who are you all feeling about aiaia? Personally, it isn't really my style but I can still appreciate it, like I could feel a lot of emotions from it and I think kikuo is an amazing producer, it just isn't really my cup of tea, but what are your thoughts?

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I'm still in sock, i am feeling so much right now so i don't not what to say other that that was a masterpiece, like the lighting, the photography, the set, the illustrations and animations, the vocals, the lyrics and just ado herself, it was amazing

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‏why is my grandma's social life more interesting than everyone i know combined, she has a friend she used to work with who married someone outside of her religion and needed to fled the country with him because her parents and his wouldn't accept them and disowned and denied their existence, they had two children in a differential country and now the came back because their children wanted to meet their grand parents and they were suposed to stay with a friend but the day after the day they arrived the friend got a heart attack and he is now dead, they are still staying at his apartment ,since they have nowhere to go

This is all completely real even though it doesn't sound like that, how is this reality, she has been updating us at family dinner every week about how it's going for them

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I just joined a community on here and wondering how do you post something there, is there something i need to do? Is it just a ragular post with relevant tags? Please help and thank you

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Any tips on how to stay focus and do an assignment that i don't want to do that is due tomorrow 😓?

As an ADHD person?